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Overreacting

When a part of me says I’m overreacting, I have an immediate internal debate about whether or not I actually am, or if I’m just being a person who has feelings they need to process. This can take up to 10 seconds or 10 minutes of my life and it is so exhausting. So fuck it, I’m going to stop. I will accept that some things hit me harder than others and stop worrying.

All feelings are valid.

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The Future

Today I’m thinking about the future. It feels like a vague, wispy thing that I may never see.

I have no dreams or aspirations I can hold to the light and use like a map. Is that a failure on my part? Or just a reluctance to risk hope and heart?

What do I want?

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Tracers gay, its a holiday miracle holy hell <3333333

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Play of the Game.

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I’m such a Widowtracer trash, while everyone is celebrating I draw this 

Happy Holiday!?

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tried to resist

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Sad. Dark. Angry.

I am a sad, dark, and angry person. Sometimes it feels like that’s all I am.

What do I do about that?