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update

Hey guys, it's been a while... I started this blog when I was 16. I was really depressed, I suffered with really bad anorexia and it was just a really bad time for me and my mental (and physical) health. I'm 19 now. And honestly, I'm a lot better. My depression barely shows up, anorexia is no longer that big an issue for me! I got weighed for the first time in four years recently and my response wasn't to starve myself for being more than 100 pounds. Not everything got better, looking through this blog a lot of things that used to cause me so much stress are still present. I'm just better at coping. And also quite a few things I posted about I can't even remember. Even when I try. Surely that's a sign it gets better? I don't know if any of you guys are still out there. But I figured I'd at least try and let you know if you are, it gets better -Emilia

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Social Anxiety test. Scores in the 41 - 50 range indicate Severe Social Anxiety.

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I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

Hedonist Poet (via hedonistpoet)

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I love seeing people heal on here. I saw you talking about suicide in June and now you can’t stop smiling. I saw you swear off relationships in March and now you’re planning a wedding. Man, the storm don’t last forever. I’m proud of y'all.

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You have permission to eat. Even if you:

haven’t exercised

eaten too much yesterday

eaten too much today

don’t know the exact nutritional value of the meal

have gained weight

aren’t feeling hungry ‘enough’

feel like you don’t deserve it 

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I never told him

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Recovery is terrifying when you don’t know who you are without your sadness.

(286/365) by (DS)

This is the most relevant fucking thing I’ve read all year

(via bae-cement)

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a quick gross comic about how i’ve been feeling gross

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reblog this if you started worrying about your weight before you were 16

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I have multiple personalities and you piss every single one of them off; a novel by me.

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If you are reading this, it means that I have committed suicide and obviously failed to delete this post from my queue.

Please don’t be sad, it’s for the better. The life I would’ve lived isn’t worth living in… because I’m transgender. I could go into detail explaining why I feel that way, but...