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Is there a moment in mind that made Shinya become a favourite character for you? I think mine was most likely his (first) prison scene when he’s talking to Aoi, it was cool to see his mask breaking a bit there.

And this might seem like a broad question lmao but: Why do you like him?

i can't say exactly, since it's been a while, but i think what ultimately made me switch from mika to him was, unsurprisingly, chapter 83. it showed a depth to his character that i hadn't really seen before. i love me a tragic gay fucking yearner i do

generally, i have a habit of getting attached to characters that are kind of mysterious, that have you waiting for their hidden potential to be revealed (the 11 year old in me is still waiting for Jellal Fernandes to be exposed as some kind of stellar god with a godly birthmark. fuuuck). and although i've given up on shinya having another bigger role in the story by now, his whole dead-inside-and-wise-personality-hidden-behind-a-silly-gazilly-clown-mask is still incredibly endearing to me. especially because characters that hide their feelings like this are usually that dark and broody "leave me alone... my soul holds a darkness the likes of you would never understand..." type, which i find absolutely insufferable. with shinya you get the best of both worlds! he's incredibly depressing if you get into it but still fun to watch.

but also, i just love weirdos and outsiders. i love the white and blue colour scheme. i love the night/moon connotations i love byakko i love his development in catastrophe i love characters that use long range weapons instead of melee i love characters that are intelligent and level-headed i love characters that prefer to use trickery over brute force i love pitiful doormats that get stomped all over i love characters that die with a smile i love elegant pretty guys with long eyelashes i love queercoded characters that have a bit of a madness to them i- cough.

i like shinya

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Hi I’m Sophie, please can I be matual with you?

Everyone is always welcome XD I'm not the most active tho 🙇‍♂️

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The demon collapsed onto your bed. A vacant stare in his eye as he uttered “this is the 10,000th time I’ve been summoned. can we make it easy? Please?”

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The utter injustice of reading a book, loving it and then figuring out it not only barely has any fandom, but your favorite character has precisely one fan. Yourself.

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Someone pls write this I'm literally begging here

Vaundads Arcane AU where not only Vander but Silco find the girls on the bridge thus starts the awkward co-parenting still trying to kill each other but not really. Mostly Silco trying to not really kill Vander Sevika is just rolling her eyes.

The entirety of the undercity are just watching not sure if the 2 are a couple or not and everyone is kinda to scared to ask (Asking Benzo the man refuses to talk about it and Sevika just says that their fucking idiots and nothing else)

The kids don't go on the job because Silco is there and like 'Get more information more your job and have an exit plan ect' cue digging and finding out about Jayce's hex tech idea with leads to Jayce walking in on Powder and Ekko looking over his notes and showing their additions... he is very confused but also... kinda impressed. Once the others arrive after finding out Powder and Ekko left they find the 23 of them brainstorming. The three start working together and want to test it cue Viktor meeting them (And then Ekko and Powder trying to match-make Jayce and Vikor constantly, Jayce and Viktor get payback when Ekko and Powder start to realize they like each other)

This leading to under-city and nation of Zaun plan progressing and the entire council being confused by Silco and Vander relationship.

Caitlyn and Vi meeting and the 2 being instantly love-struck. Caitlyn gets the weirdest shovel talks ever.

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The way Hope gave him thumbs up from the sidelines with the stupidest grin on his face was so adorable 😍

I love them so much and I'm going to miss these boys so much.

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I feel like some people need to relearn Genre Expectations... "Man, this tragedy sucks!!! Why didn't they just do XYZ, then everything could have ended happily!!" well, then it wouldn't be a tragedy, would it. "Man, this lighthearted teen romcom is terrible, it's so sappy and unrealistic!!" Well, yeah. If it had been gritty and dark, it wouldn't have been a lighthearted romcom, would it. Is the writing actually bad or are you just trying to order a milkshake from a Home Depot

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ha?

every single person who reblogs this

every

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will get “doot doot” in their ask box

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If anyone finds this, I'd love to read it too! I've searched all sources I know off (being Ao3, LiveJournal and briefly scanning Blackraptor) and I couldnt find it

Hey!!!! I’m looking for n ATF Mag 7 fic I. Have only vague memories of it but I would appreciate any assistance. It’s a beginning of the team fic, I’ll break down the things I remember.

The story filters between different men who have tired to join the team but weren’t a good fit.

One man pretty much ditches Ezra while he’s undercover, almost ruining all of the teams efforts to earn his trust.

One man gets a few ladies mad at buck and I think buck even gets slapped. He’s all together just rude.

Another gives Vin a really hard time for his lack of formal education and I believe he’s the same one who tries to get Josiah in trouble for “hanging out” with ‘ladies of the night’ not caring that he had a contact there.

I believe that this is all told in what are essentially flashbacks, with Chris in Travis’s office explaining why he wants 7 men and no more.

I appreciate any help or if you can direct me to some help. I want to reread it so bad!! Thank you ❤️

This does not ring a specific bell for me and unfortunately M7 can be a hard fandom to search for fic in. There are a few fics I'm resigned to never finding again.

Anyone else have any idea where to find this fic?

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Hell yes. I will forever interpret that scene in Atlas Six, where Parisa and Callum rejoin the others and Parisa is suddenly terrified of Callum, as Parisa realizing that Callum is like her, powerful, bored but willing to kill to stay alive. And it terrifies her how similar they are. It's also fun that the two of them are the only ones to kill without having to. Even though they are the best suited to end their conflicts without murder.

I found it so interesting how Parisa and Callum are, at least early on, character foils (she lies, he is honest, she was traumatized by being "loved" too much, he was traumatized by not being loved enough, and she is defined by being "unable" to love Dalton but being eager to seduce him, therefore, making him—or a least the non-evil version of him—fall in love with her, he is defined by his love for Tristan but is also his inability—and laughable failure—to succeed at seducing him and making him return his affection) and yet their shared experience means they understand each other in certain aspects that others can't.

For example Parisa's death:

Parisa

Callum

LIKE what if you were the only one who understood what it was like to have to manipulate people to survive? What if you were disgusted by my supposed lack of "empathy" and me by your destruction of what people personally hold dear? I feel nothing, where you feel sympathy but act regardless, how are we not the same in the end? What if we could never really hate each other because we simply understood too much to deny? What if they said I killed you, what if you knew I didn't?

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I love book one novacaine, their first year together, the sheer pretentiousness of their discussions, the power plays, each trying to balance this new relationship which is quickly becoming a dependency, the jealousy, the yearning, the possessiveness, how they see each other, the "you have value, I hardly need to assign it to you", the "I feel...immensely", the "You need me to hurt you so that you can finally learn the difference between torture and love.”.

I love book two novacaine, the aftermath of the betrayal, the breakdown of each of them to their bare essentials, the utter anguish, Callum succumbing to his addictions, Tristan developing a taste for being murdered, the hate, the desperation, the longing, the mutual murder fantasies, they can't repair this, they have to repair this, it's all over, it can't be over, I hate him, I love him, the "Because he's a masochist. And I'm a sadist.", the "And yet, I am the only one in this house who’s been any help to you at all, Tristan, so you’re welcome.", the "This—between us—it was real for me.".

I love book three novacaine, how comfortable they are with each other, they joke, they laugh, they flirt, the intimacy of it all, once you've tried to kill someone and tried to love them and tried to hate them and become so intertwined there is no escape then you know them, Callum finally becoming his true self: a menace, the pretentious in-control illusion is dropped, Tristan fighting his attraction but giving in every time, the murder threats starting to fade into something far more playful but nothing close to innocent rather shaping to an erotic edge, them realizing at the end of it all that what they feel is love and has always been, the "Talk murder to me you cheeky minx", the "He wouldn’t kill Tristan with a knife, he’d kill him with such cherishing.", the "By some definition that was love. A bad love. A corruptible love. Poets wouldn’t write about it. But that didn’t undo what had already been done.".

I. LOVE. NOVACAINE.

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how are people reading a series that is about the consequence of knowledge and responsibility of power and complaining that there isn't a happy ending with everything tied up in a pretty bow?? the ending is perfect to the moral

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girls just wanna have fun an academic year with a ridiculously small class that might be considered essentially a cult in a field that’s tragically pretentious and consists of only the best of the best - the elite in their particular field where everyone is hot, evil and gay, everyone fucks everyone but they all hate eachother and hurt eachother yet are bound together with this inexplicable need and entanglement up in eachother, someone prophecized to die, power and knowledge driving each of them to a state of madness, found family in a sense but the family is fucked up and the chemistry and connection between all of them is so bright that it might burn all of them alive and they’d be happy to burn because this was the precipice they were reaching for anyways, so much power and so much obsession and so much passion and mania with the academia and even more so eachother and they fuck eachother up and fix eachother all at once and ohmygod GIVE ME IT

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Honestly thought choice. Maybe if Shinya gets the opportunity to snipe him it would be over quickly. But Koumei might survive that, he has a tendency to survive insta kill shots. But Shinya is all in all the more battle experienced and better in melee. Plus, Koumei would consider it a waste to kill a defender of man kind. So he'd be holding back. Shinya wins!

Baldness is for nerds this is a battle to the death. If you have the same character/pfp on both platforms you have to decide which is the superior.

You have to explain your reasoning in the reblogs too

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Well. Ezra and Nathan are 100% my fav charactes

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The things I would do to read this series again for the first time

The things I would do for tac to arive sooner