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Some more…

A few things accomplished today. I can’t believe how fast time goes by. I am trying to get my shit together. My health is suffering from all the stress. Both self imposed, and outside. I am feeling crushed by my current situation, which is from my own doing. I have to keep working on myself.

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One thing accomplished…

It’s a start. I started something, and completed my part. Procrastination is a sick and evil weakness that is as powerful as any other addiction. God help me.

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MISTAKE…

I have put my self in a precarious situation. I want to say “life sucks! Why me?!? But…

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Can anybody give these old-ass Democrats protest lessons? They're acting like they're still living in pre-2015 politics when the GOP gave a shit and wasn't deranged.

A member gets up and starts shouting: All get up and shout with him.

Don't walk out: MAKE them carry you all out, not shutting up the entire time. I'm serious, go limp, be dead weight.

Putin's Puppet says a provable lie: Everyone chant "LIE" in unison for a solid minute instead of holding pitiful little signs in front of a man who can't read above a 3rd grade level.

Have someone who knows ASL sitting with you, interpreting everything in full view.

If you're gonna hold signs, make them BIG like you're actually trying to do something. Have them in multiple languages.

Make other signs that say clever or cutting things that will make him rage for days. "DOESN'T OLD TRUMP LOOK TIRED?" or "PUPPET PRESIDENT" or "EVERYONE IS FACT-CHECKING THIS SPEECH TRUMP DIDN'T WRITE" or "THE EMPEROR HAS NO CLOTHES" or his current tanking approval rating next to a laughing emoji.

Make a stink every day in congress, throw as many bills as you can on the floor even if they go nowhere, look like you're trying.

Have someone, idk maybe someone you actually want to boost for President in 3 gd years, be your voice of opposition in the media, loudly complaining and telling the facts, every single day. Let the people know you're there!

How hard is this? There's probably better suggestions than mine if they actually hired seasoned protestors or behaviorists/psychologists or even the biggest teenage troll they can find on a messageboard.

The Emperor Has No Clothes. So fucking act like it.

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Cool.

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This little immigrant, came to me from Japan. A beloved friend, and her beautiful wife went there on vacation.

♥️♥️

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Another beautiful Sunday! I hope you have a wonderful day!!

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So it’s, a gorgeous Thursday. I wish I could go sit at a park and just chill. But, alas, I must have my treatment for 3.5 hours. Oh well…

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Beautiful Sunday morning. Hoping all day stays beautiful.

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I am trying so hard to stay positive, and not be bummed out, about the “bad luck streak” I’ve been going through. I am the first to admit, it could be worse.

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So, my car is at the collision center. Hopefully they do a good job on it.

Haven’t even had the car a year yet. Oh well.

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12 years ago this month, my then wife and I , divorced. I knew it was going to happen, but I blinded myself to the signs of a deteriorating relationship, and the unhappiness that was growing. She called it, and we divorced. I was a fool to think that it would “fix” itself. I foolishly ignored my unhappiness, making hers even worse. Outside factors (family) didn’t help. But, all that didn’t matter. Our two kids, have dealt with their issues, resulting from the divorce. They, are doing the best they can as adults now. We have to be honest, when we met, we were both looking for something to help us escape our lives’ at the time. We ignored the “incompatibility” signs, and warnings. Go with your gut, not your heart.

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Dad is enjoying lunch at the Fish Company, in Los Alamitos. He may have dementia, but thank God he still enjoys food, and can feed himself.

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Saturday morning. The podcast ends. The air goes silent. In the distance, a police siren wails, and breaks the silence. Then, it all goes deafeningly quiet. At 5:56 am, I realize I must go in and work. Oh, well.

Happy Saturday.

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2025. Back to my comments. Not since 2019, have I posted. Life is strange, and the twists, turns that are behind me, are no longer the scary part of it, but the future ones, may be.

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No Sense

I don’t understand. I just don’t. I probably don’t make any sense myself.