Striving to live my life in such a way whereas I am able to do more of what I want to do and less of what I have to do.
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People can tell you what you did wrong, what you shouldn't have done, and if it were them how they would have done it differently. However, those same people aren't offering any real help or solutions. Life is hard and I know it shouldn't be this hard. So if you don't have any real help to offer then keep your advice/suggestions/opinions, and criticisms to yourself. If I truly have to recover from disappointment, failure, and depression on my own I don't need your non-supportive advice, suggestions, opinions, and criticisms impeding my progress.
No thank you.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2024 at 5:20 p.m. ET and I AM GRATEFUL TO JEHOVAH FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE! Today was a good day for me. It was a good day because I put me first. A friend of mine told me years ago "you need to look out for number one because number two ain't you. All my life I've treated people as I wished to be treated. I've put others needs before my own. I've been a nice person and I've always taken pride in being whatever others needed me to be. Parents, siblings, friends, co-workers and spouses have all benefitted (to my own detriment) from me being nice.
How did this come to be you ask? Well, I've been like this because I would always say if I was in their position I would want them to be for me what I needed them to be. Let me give you an example. I'm hungry and I'm down to my last slice of bread and you say to me that you are hungry, I would say oh no that's awful here take my slice of bread. In the past as recent as yesterday that is exactly what I would do. I would think to myself that's what I would want you to do for me. I would actually go hungry thinking I can get more bread later. That's the unselfish thing to do. That's the caring thing to do. That's the nice thing to do. No, it's not. It's irresponsible because in helping you I now need help. It's showing a lack of gratitude for being blessed to have a piece of bread. And, it's stupid because I never questioned why it is that you need or want my bread. I not once asked how did you find yourself in a position to need or want my bread and is this quéstion even relevant. No, it's not. It's that saying that goes you can either give a person a fish or teach them how to fish. My entire life I've been who and what others needed me to be for them. I've been a people pleaser, I've been a doormat, a sucker and the guy(gal) who finished last. Finishing last wasn't so bad I was content and settled for even being in the running. I wasn't the smartest or the prettiest so I settled for being the nicest. Am I going to continue doing as I've always done and questioning why I'm getting the same results? No, that would be the definition of ignorance, right? Honestly, this is a painful reality and changing over night isn't possible. However, I'm on a journey to practice self love one day at a time. I believe strongly doing this along my journey of becoming mentally healthier that once I reach my destination I will know I'm there. I am grateful for this painful reality that's leading me to positive change.
MY 3 POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS for today:
1. I AM BEAUTIFUL because from the inside out, I care about nature, I appreciate other's artistic talent, I work to maintain a positive attitude so that I reflect the same to others and I have a smile that warms hearts and lights up the room I'm in. I AM BEAUTIFUL.
2. I AM MOTIVATED because I am determined to find homeopathic ways to treat my health conditions. I AM MOTIVATED.
3. I AM FUNNY because I love making other people laugh by putting a spin on everyday things, but what really makes me funny is that I can make myself laugh. I AM FUNNY.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2024 at 5:20 p.m. ET and I AM GRATEFUL TO JEHOVAH FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE! Today was a good day for me. It was a good day because I put me first. A friend of mine told me years ago "you need to look out for number one because number two ain't you. All my life I've treated people as I wished to be treated. I've put others needs before my own. I've been a nice person and I've always taken pride in being whatever others needed me to be. Parents, siblings, friends, co-workers and spouses have all benefitted (to my own detriment) from me being nice.
How did this come to be you ask? Well, I've been like this because I would always say if I was in their position I would want them to be for me what I needed them to be. Let me give you an example. I'm hungry and I'm down to my last slice of bread and you say to me that you are hungry, I would say oh no that's awful here take my slice of bread. In the past as recent as yesterday that is exactly what I would do. I would think to myself that's what I would want you to do for me. I would actually go hungry thinking I can get more bread later. That's the unselfish thing to do. That's the caring thing to do. That's the nice thing to do. No, it's not. It's irresponsible because in helping you I now need help. It's showing a lack of gratitude for being blessed to have a piece of bread. And, it's stupid because I never questioned why it is that you need or want my bread. I not once asked how did you find yourself in a position to need or want my bread and is this quéstion even relevant. No, it's not. It's that saying that goes you can either give a person a fish or teach them how to fish. My entire life I've been who and what others needed me to be for them. I've been a people pleaser, I've been a doormat, a sucker and the guy(gal) who finished last. Finishing last wasn't so bad I was content and settled for even being in the running. I wasn't the smartest or the prettiest so I settled for being the nicest. Am I going to continue doing as I've always done and questioning why I'm getting the same results? No, that would be the definition of ignorance, right? Honestly, this is a painful reality and changing over night isn't possible. However, I'm on a journey to practice self love one day at a time. I believe strongly doing this along my journey of becoming mentally healthier that once I reach my destination I will know I'm there. I am grateful for this painful reality that's leading me to positive change.
MY 3 POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS for today:
1. I AM BEAUTIFUL because from the inside out, I care about nature, I appreciate other's artistic talent, I work to maintain a positive attitude so that I reflect the same to others and I have a smile that warms hearts and lights up the room I'm in. I AM BEAUTIFUL.
2. I AM MOTIVATED because I am determined to find homeopathic ways to treat my health conditions. I AM MOTIVATED.
3. I AM FUNNY because I love making other people laugh by putting a spin on everyday things, but what really makes me funny is that I can make myself laugh. I AM FUNNY.
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# healing# self healing# self forgiveness
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Wow! Today, I am anticipating it is going to be awesome. At this moment, I am not bombarded with thoughts flying around in my head, moving at the speed of light, and me trying to slow them down to catch up with them. It is overwhelming when you feel like something of yours you have little or no control of or you are unable to manage.
Jehovah, thank you for another day of life, a day that is going to be better than yesterday yet not as good as I fully look forward to tomorrow being.

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