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FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK 🙌

I've seen this a few times now. People selling bound copies of fanfiction - sometimes not their own, to boot.

Do not do this. Yours, a friend's, a stranger's fanfic, doesn't matter. Fanfiction is allowed to exist solely due to the fact that it's non-profit. Transformability has its nuances, and it's unlikely a work will be legally challenged unless it's blatantly plagiarised. But the split second you introduce commerce to the field, you are violating the laws surrounding intellectual property.

Selling your fanfic is illegal. Selling someone else's is illegal and fucked up. That includes both digital and bound copies. If you want a physical copy of a fic/anthology, print and bind it yourself. Don't hire a printing service. Otherwise, you are threatening the very foundations under which we are allowed to write and upload fanfiction. Have some sense, and some consideration for everyone else who wants to produce and enjoy this medium without the increased threat of legal action.

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stop showing me ai ill fuckin kill you

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I wish I had had someone to tell me that there should never be parts of your sex life you have to dissociate to "get through." Maybe it's obvious to other people but I literally could not conceive of sex where I didn't have to reciprocate physically. In my circles it was a given: you either want to touch your partner, or you don't love them. It was the unspoken truth that no one in "real life" was always-the-bottom, and my private high fem fantasy stories were considered immature at best, fetishistic at worst. In my world, I was not permitted to even conceive of having that boundary, only to dream of it, guiltily.

None of my past partners, I am absolutely certain, would have wanted to have sex with me if they had known what happened to my internal state when I topped. But I was so desperate to be loved, to be wanted, I tried to become their fantasy of what I should be. Because I really did love them! But it was wrong to deceive them. It couldn't last. I couldn't keep it up, the real me would slip through the cracks.

There is something about stone which is repulsive to queer people outside the scene. It is alienating and strange to them. How can you be a gay woman, if you don't want to fuck women? How can you be a gay woman, if you don't want to be fucked by women? It's a repression to be overcome, a Freudian repression, that must be diagnosed by psychoanalysis and cured by exposure therapy-- "You'll learn to like it. It's a part of growing up." It's not a boundary, it's a personality flaw. A red flag. An ick.

If you live in that world, it's hard to imagine any other. But you try, because it's essential to your survival. Little etchings of stone, like a medieval illuminator who has never seen a giraffe, but has heard a fourth-hand description of one. The stone world is as unreal to you as the giraffe is to the monk-- you will never see it, and it might not even be real.

How many failed relationships does it take to reach the realization that you cannot deceive your way to being loved? How long can you ignore the voice in your head who begs, don't ask me to do this, please, don't ask me to do this? How small can you make yourself? How empty?

The stone world is real. It's out there, and I've seen it. I've been there as a tourist and now I hope to make it my home. I'll build a house right here, and put my name on the mailbox. I can't let you in, not yet-- I haven't finished unpacking-- but we can sit on the porch, and talk. I'll make you tea. You can put your feet up. It's a good little house. It's mine, and there's a lock on the door. Someday, someday, I'll have 'em cut you a key.

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love writing. writing is awesome. it’s a shame that it involves writing though

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??? we love fat tummies here idiot

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Some people will twist themselves in the strangest corners to say that lesbians can fuck men. Like I can go outside naked and dance the twist, but it’s not really a preference of mine

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maybe my come back will be some kassandra filth

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hi, I'm here to tell you that lesbians should be way meaner, we're not nearly mean enough

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this is immensely funny to me

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When you shitpost a little too hard and now the whole world knows you're a hole

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butch lesbians. you agree. reblog.

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I hope you enjoy your break, and I am here for you always! 🖤

As you may have noticed, I just closed my requests. I will get to all the requests in my inbox eventually, but right now, between school and depression, I have zero motivation. I’m not out of the fandom, and my hyperfixation hasn’t changed, but it’s on pause for the moment. Thank you for understanding. I still expect to get requests since some people just don’t read my rules and thus wouldn’t know they’re closed, but those will most likely be deleted. 

A couple things:

One; Thank you @mystic-writes for being such an amazing person, friend, editor. I promise you will have more stuff to edit over break when you are free and we both don’t have school to deal with. 

Two; Thank you to @billionsandbillionsofstars and @ssa-atlas-hoodrat for reaching out to me and letting me talk to you. You are both amazing people and you really helped me by just reaching out. Thank you. 

Three; To all the people who have been reblogging my work while I’ve been gone, you are the most amazing people on the planet and I love you so so so much for that. To all the people who have only liked my work and have not reblogged a single story, get off my page before I block you. You are not welcome here and you never will be. You are the worst kind of content consumer and you better learn how to reblog my work or else you’ll find you can’t access it anymore. :)

Fourth and Finally; @arnostarkjr-aka-oct0ber123 I have seen your twenty + messages about how you “love my stories ❤”. Here’s the attention you wanted I guess after not liking or reblogging a single piece of work of mine. Now get the hell off my page. 

Thank you all for your understanding, and I will hopefully be back in December 🖤🖤🖤

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Dear gods I forgot my ask box was a thing! I’m so sorry, will start working on requests ASAP!

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