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「四位已等候多时，那么你的选择是？」

The theme agreed with my friends this time is "Dating"So, choose the man you love to spend time with you ~

Actually, today is my birthday. Maybe I can get a "Happy Birthday"？🥺🌹

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Imagine Helping Vergil With Baby Nero

Vergil X FemReader

Rating: T

Warnings: A touch of angst, fluff, suggestive themes

Word Count: 2k

(A/N:) A little something for the Vergil girlies! Don't worry I won't just keep writing for Dante. Though most of my ideas I have involve him but I do have some more Vergil and Nero stories in mind so stay tuned! Until next time happy reading! ~Countess

You hadn't heard from Vergil in awhile, you knew he was busy so you didn't think much of it. But you had been missing him and his baby son Nero tremendously. So you planned on coming by his apartment after work. You finished your shift and went by the grocery store for a few items. Something to cook for Vergil and you and some diapers and some snacks for Nero. With bags in hand you started towards Vergil's apartment. Vergil had given you your own key to his apartment that way you could come over any time you wanted. You had gotten close to the silver haired man the last couple of years and when he showed up with a baby son that turned out to be his, you had become an important part of his life. You quickly fell head over heels for little Nero and he seemed to take a liking to you, like you were his mother. You didn't get to visit much but when you did Nero refused to let anyone hold him but you.

Standing in front of Vergil's door, you gently tapped your shoe against it hoping he would answer. But no answer, so you tried again. Still no answer. You sighed setting down a grocery bag to dig the keys from your bag. In a matter of seconds you had the door open and you were inside. Shutting it behind you and locking it back you took in the surroundings of Vergil's apartment. It was dark and more than a little messy like Vergil had been too busy for common maintenance of his home.

"Vergil," you called a little bit of fear nipping at your mind. Vergil did explain to you what he is and that just knowing him would put you at risk. But you shook your head, you wouldn't be scared of anything. You walked into the kitchen to set your bags down to start searching for Vergil and Nero. Flipping on switches you checked the bathroom and you knew he wasn't in the living room area as you had to walk through it to get to the kitchen. The last place was Vergil's bedroom and it felt like a violation of his privacy but you were too worried now. Opening the door with a creak you saw the empty crib before spotting a sleep Vergil sprawled out in his bed with a little Nero sitting on his chest wide awake and staring at his snoring father.

"Nero," you whispered causing him to whip his head around at his name. You waved and he cooed gleefully. Vergil snorted and you had to stop a laugh before scooping the grabby baby in your arms.

"Hello baby. Did you wear your dad out?" You kissed his chubby cheeks. Nero babbled patting your cheeks with his little hands.

"I'll take that as a yes then. Want to help me while I cook and do some cleaning? It'll help your poor exhausted papa out."

Nero glanced over at his snoozing papa before gazing back, his blue eyes staring straight into yours. You could swear he understood what you said. Letting Nero kiss his papa goodnight you couldn't help but leave a tender kiss on Vergil's temple.

"Don't worry Vergil you just rest," you whispered. Vergil mumbled in his sleep rolling to his side.

Closing the door softly behind you, you carried Nero into the kitchen where you placed him in his high chair. He began to fuss immediately at your lack of attention but you poured some cheerios on his little table and all woes were forgotten at the sight of food.

"Eat up little man I got a whole box just for you," you brushed back his white hair. It was amazing how much he looked like his father. The Sparda gene apparently stupid strong in the family line. You'd met Dante and it wasn't lost on you how much he cared for his older brother. Vergil liked to act aloof but in the depths of his soul he wanted and needed his remaining family around him. It was important that Dante and Nero stayed in his life. He suffered enough, you prayed he wouldn't have to suffer anymore.

With Nero taken care of at the moment. You prepped your ingredients to cook later. You wanted to cook something delicious and easy but if you prepped now it would help later. You wanted to focus on picking up the house for Vergil and that wasn't going to happen if you were too focused on getting a huge meal ready. Chopped vegetables placed in the fridge and meat marinating you got to work. Tossing instant noodles cartons and empty tubs of baby formula and baby food you uncovered the living room side tables. Dusting and sweeping made you sneeze from the dust that lingered all around. You wanted to vacuum but decided to save that for when Vergil finally woke up. Nero cooed happily watching you work as he played with some of his favorite toys. You'd stop every little bit too play with him, giving his little duck friend a funny voice or telling him a quick story. But mostly you just hummed a tune while you worked.

After almost an hour you could hear Nero getting fussy, though you had the majority of the cleaning done. You could leave the rest for later after you made a nice hot meal. Vergil had to be exhausted if he was sleeping this long, it wasn't like you were able to be that quiet while you worked. If he wasn't up by the time you finished cooking, you would go brave the cranky half demon to wake him up. With Nero on your hip, you started cooking.

Vergil groaned, rolling over to look for Nero. He hadn't meant to sleep so long but when he noticed that his son was missing panic gripped his heart. His pulse raced and he jumped out of bed. He could smell something delicious when he opened his bedroom door and the faint sounds of you singing had him calming a little. He couldn't fully sate the panic until he could see that his little boy was alright. But all horrible thoughts melted away when he saw Nero resting on your hip as he played with your hair. He knew how much you loved his child and that you were the closest thing to a mother Nero had in his life. You laughed at Nero's childish antics stirring at whatever delicious concoction you had on the stove. Too engrossed in your own little world you didn't hear Vergil enter the kitchen or notice that Nero was now watching his father with alert eyes.

"Smells good," Vergil spoke behind you causing you to jump and scream. Your wooden spoon flying behind your back. It was only Vergil's quick reflexes that caught it and held the spoon back out to you.

"Vergil," you wheezed. "You're going to give me a heart attack one of these days."

Nero clapped reaching towards his dad.

"Stop laughing at my misery Nero," you whined.

Vergil took Nero and held him to his chest. "What are you doing here?"

"I hadn't heard from you in awhile," you shrugged and went back stirring. "I missed you believe it or not. Or maybe it was Nero I missed."

"That's believable."

"I missed you both. Can't a girl come visit her friend and his charming little boy," you glanced at Vergil quickly before averting your gaze.

Vergil stepped forward resting his chin on your shoulder. He had feelings for you, been harboring them for awhile. He was just too afraid to admit them. Nero's mother had been a slip, their time together a tragedy with a miracle baby like Nero as the ending. It had been you Vergil had longed for, where other's had left you stayed. You had been a pillar in his life for so long he knew he would come crumbling apart if you ever left him. So confessing terrified him, he couldn't lose you because his human heart longed for you and the devil inside needed you.

"You know you're always welcome," Vergil offered and Nero gurgled in agreement.

"I know," you smiled at him patting his cheek. "You're exhausted Vergil. If you need help call me."

"I didn't want to burden you with my problems."

"One, Nero is not a problem. Two, friends are meant to be burdened. So burden me I can take it. And three, I care about you both there's no sense in you two living this way. Nero needs his papa to take care of himself too."

Vergil sucked in a breath at you calling him papa. His blue eyes staring intensely that you had to glance back down to the soup you were making. "Say it again."

"He needs you Vergil. You're all he's got."

"He has you too," Vergil replied.

"He needs you more," you retorted.

"He needs us both. You're just as important to Nero as I am."

"I highly doubt that," you scoffed but Vergil wasn't having it. He could blame it on the exhaustion later but seeing you in his kitchen, taking care of him and his kid, and seeing just how much you actually cared had him feeling a way he never felt before.

"Stop disputing me," he growled. Vergil cupped your chin, refusing to let you look away or back down. "You mean so much to the both of us and I don't care that you don't think so I'm willing to prove it just so you stop putting yourself down."

Nero squirmed, sensing the tension between you and his dad. Vergil shushed him gently, refusing to look away from you.

"What are you trying to say Vergil?"

Vergil sighed, "And I thought my brother was the dense one. I want you to stay. I want you to be here for both of us. Want me to say what I've been dying to say for awhile now? I need you. I care for you and I want you to help me raise my son. I want you to be a part of both of our lives until the very end."

"Do you mean it," you wanted to cry but it would only make Vergil feel more awkward. And the tip of his ears was already turning red. Nero seemed to notice that something was happening and he reached towards you. Vergil was about to tug him back when you opened your arms. Nero sliding right into your chest, clinging to a strand of your hair.

"I don't say things I don't mean. You know this," he said matter-of-factly.

It wouldn't be easy but your heart knew this was what you wanted, it was what Vergil and Nero wanted. So you nodded, "I'd like that."

Vergil was the one to surprise you this time as he embraced you. His cheek resting on the top of your head, he held onto you tightly. He felt like a weight had been lifted from him and he couldn't even begin to explain all the emotions he was feeling at this moment. There was only you in his vision. You holding his little Nero against your side, him perfectly safe and warm. Vergil wanted to do the same for you as he gently kissed your cheek. These moments were the ones that kept him out of the dark. The ones that kept him from slipping back into the abyss that Mundus had created around him. As long as he had you and Nero, he would never feel alone. This was the thing that gave him strength and he never wanted to lose that. You reluctantly passed Nero back to Vergil so you could set the table. With Nero sitting in his high chair between you and Vergil. You talked openly with Vergil but in the back of your mind you couldn't help but think about the future and all it could possibly entail. It had you giddy and as long as you had both of them, it would all be perfect and you were excited to see what lay ahead.

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Imagine Helping Vergil With Baby Nero

Vergil X FemReader

Rating: T

Warnings: A touch of angst, fluff, suggestive themes

Word Count: 2k

(A/N:) A little something for the Vergil girlies! Don't worry I won't just keep writing for Dante. Though most of my ideas I have involve him but I do have some more Vergil and Nero stories in mind so stay tuned! Until next time happy reading! ~Countess

You hadn't heard from Vergil in awhile, you knew he was busy so you didn't think much of it. But you had been missing him and his baby son Nero tremendously. So you planned on coming by his apartment after work. You finished your shift and went by the grocery store for a few items. Something to cook for Vergil and you and some diapers and some snacks for Nero. With bags in hand you started towards Vergil's apartment. Vergil had given you your own key to his apartment that way you could come over any time you wanted. You had gotten close to the silver haired man the last couple of years and when he showed up with a baby son that turned out to be his, you had become an important part of his life. You quickly fell head over heels for little Nero and he seemed to take a liking to you, like you were his mother. You didn't get to visit much but when you did Nero refused to let anyone hold him but you.

Standing in front of Vergil's door, you gently tapped your shoe against it hoping he would answer. But no answer, so you tried again. Still no answer. You sighed setting down a grocery bag to dig the keys from your bag. In a matter of seconds you had the door open and you were inside. Shutting it behind you and locking it back you took in the surroundings of Vergil's apartment. It was dark and more than a little messy like Vergil had been too busy for common maintenance of his home.

"Vergil," you called a little bit of fear nipping at your mind. Vergil did explain to you what he is and that just knowing him would put you at risk. But you shook your head, you wouldn't be scared of anything. You walked into the kitchen to set your bags down to start searching for Vergil and Nero. Flipping on switches you checked the bathroom and you knew he wasn't in the living room area as you had to walk through it to get to the kitchen. The last place was Vergil's bedroom and it felt like a violation of his privacy but you were too worried now. Opening the door with a creak you saw the empty crib before spotting a sleep Vergil sprawled out in his bed with a little Nero sitting on his chest wide awake and staring at his snoring father.

"Nero," you whispered causing him to whip his head around at his name. You waved and he cooed gleefully. Vergil snorted and you had to stop a laugh before scooping the grabby baby in your arms.

"Hello baby. Did you wear your dad out?" You kissed his chubby cheeks. Nero babbled patting your cheeks with his little hands.

"I'll take that as a yes then. Want to help me while I cook and do some cleaning? It'll help your poor exhausted papa out."

Nero glanced over at his snoozing papa before gazing back, his blue eyes staring straight into yours. You could swear he understood what you said. Letting Nero kiss his papa goodnight you couldn't help but leave a tender kiss on Vergil's temple.

"Don't worry Vergil you just rest," you whispered. Vergil mumbled in his sleep rolling to his side.

Closing the door softly behind you, you carried Nero into the kitchen where you placed him in his high chair. He began to fuss immediately at your lack of attention but you poured some cheerios on his little table and all woes were forgotten at the sight of food.

"Eat up little man I got a whole box just for you," you brushed back his white hair. It was amazing how much he looked like his father. The Sparda gene apparently stupid strong in the family line. You'd met Dante and it wasn't lost on you how much he cared for his older brother. Vergil liked to act aloof but in the depths of his soul he wanted and needed his remaining family around him. It was important that Dante and Nero stayed in his life. He suffered enough, you prayed he wouldn't have to suffer anymore.

With Nero taken care of at the moment. You prepped your ingredients to cook later. You wanted to cook something delicious and easy but if you prepped now it would help later. You wanted to focus on picking up the house for Vergil and that wasn't going to happen if you were too focused on getting a huge meal ready. Chopped vegetables placed in the fridge and meat marinating you got to work. Tossing instant noodles cartons and empty tubs of baby formula and baby food you uncovered the living room side tables. Dusting and sweeping made you sneeze from the dust that lingered all around. You wanted to vacuum but decided to save that for when Vergil finally woke up. Nero cooed happily watching you work as he played with some of his favorite toys. You'd stop every little bit too play with him, giving his little duck friend a funny voice or telling him a quick story. But mostly you just hummed a tune while you worked.

After almost an hour you could hear Nero getting fussy, though you had the majority of the cleaning done. You could leave the rest for later after you made a nice hot meal. Vergil had to be exhausted if he was sleeping this long, it wasn't like you were able to be that quiet while you worked. If he wasn't up by the time you finished cooking, you would go brave the cranky half demon to wake him up. With Nero on your hip, you started cooking.

Vergil groaned, rolling over to look for Nero. He hadn't meant to sleep so long but when he noticed that his son was missing panic gripped his heart. His pulse raced and he jumped out of bed. He could smell something delicious when he opened his bedroom door and the faint sounds of you singing had him calming a little. He couldn't fully sate the panic until he could see that his little boy was alright. But all horrible thoughts melted away when he saw Nero resting on your hip as he played with your hair. He knew how much you loved his child and that you were the closest thing to a mother Nero had in his life. You laughed at Nero's childish antics stirring at whatever delicious concoction you had on the stove. Too engrossed in your own little world you didn't hear Vergil enter the kitchen or notice that Nero was now watching his father with alert eyes.

"Smells good," Vergil spoke behind you causing you to jump and scream. Your wooden spoon flying behind your back. It was only Vergil's quick reflexes that caught it and held the spoon back out to you.

"Vergil," you wheezed. "You're going to give me a heart attack one of these days."

Nero clapped reaching towards his dad.

"Stop laughing at my misery Nero," you whined.

Vergil took Nero and held him to his chest. "What are you doing here?"

"I hadn't heard from you in awhile," you shrugged and went back stirring. "I missed you believe it or not. Or maybe it was Nero I missed."

"That's believable."

"I missed you both. Can't a girl come visit her friend and his charming little boy," you glanced at Vergil quickly before averting your gaze.

Vergil stepped forward resting his chin on your shoulder. He had feelings for you, been harboring them for awhile. He was just too afraid to admit them. Nero's mother had been a slip, their time together a tragedy with a miracle baby like Nero as the ending. It had been you Vergil had longed for, where other's had left you stayed. You had been a pillar in his life for so long he knew he would come crumbling apart if you ever left him. So confessing terrified him, he couldn't lose you because his human heart longed for you and the devil inside needed you.

"You know you're always welcome," Vergil offered and Nero gurgled in agreement.

"I know," you smiled at him patting his cheek. "You're exhausted Vergil. If you need help call me."

"I didn't want to burden you with my problems."

"One, Nero is not a problem. Two, friends are meant to be burdened. So burden me I can take it. And three, I care about you both there's no sense in you two living this way. Nero needs his papa to take care of himself too."

Vergil sucked in a breath at you calling him papa. His blue eyes staring intensely that you had to glance back down to the soup you were making. "Say it again."

"He needs you Vergil. You're all he's got."

"He has you too," Vergil replied.

"He needs you more," you retorted.

"He needs us both. You're just as important to Nero as I am."

"I highly doubt that," you scoffed but Vergil wasn't having it. He could blame it on the exhaustion later but seeing you in his kitchen, taking care of him and his kid, and seeing just how much you actually cared had him feeling a way he never felt before.

"Stop disputing me," he growled. Vergil cupped your chin, refusing to let you look away or back down. "You mean so much to the both of us and I don't care that you don't think so I'm willing to prove it just so you stop putting yourself down."

Nero squirmed, sensing the tension between you and his dad. Vergil shushed him gently, refusing to look away from you.

"What are you trying to say Vergil?"

Vergil sighed, "And I thought my brother was the dense one. I want you to stay. I want you to be here for both of us. Want me to say what I've been dying to say for awhile now? I need you. I care for you and I want you to help me raise my son. I want you to be a part of both of our lives until the very end."

"Do you mean it," you wanted to cry but it would only make Vergil feel more awkward. And the tip of his ears was already turning red. Nero seemed to notice that something was happening and he reached towards you. Vergil was about to tug him back when you opened your arms. Nero sliding right into your chest, clinging to a strand of your hair.

"I don't say things I don't mean. You know this," he said matter-of-factly.

It wouldn't be easy but your heart knew this was what you wanted, it was what Vergil and Nero wanted. So you nodded, "I'd like that."

Vergil was the one to surprise you this time as he embraced you. His cheek resting on the top of your head, he held onto you tightly. He felt like a weight had been lifted from him and he couldn't even begin to explain all the emotions he was feeling at this moment. There was only you in his vision. You holding his little Nero against your side, him perfectly safe and warm. Vergil wanted to do the same for you as he gently kissed your cheek. These moments were the ones that kept him out of the dark. The ones that kept him from slipping back into the abyss that Mundus had created around him. As long as he had you and Nero, he would never feel alone. This was the thing that gave him strength and he never wanted to lose that. You reluctantly passed Nero back to Vergil so you could set the table. With Nero sitting in his high chair between you and Vergil. You talked openly with Vergil but in the back of your mind you couldn't help but think about the future and all it could possibly entail. It had you giddy and as long as you had both of them, it would all be perfect and you were excited to see what lay ahead.

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me because I genuinely still cant get over these two sillies. The character parallel between them is just SOO good like I just cant (i saw this art trend from tiktok so I thought you know what I AM DOING THIS W THEM)

whether cursed or blessed they’re still doomed by the narrative so does it really matter?

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Day 32: Drawing one of my doubles 😃😃👍

-> back from the inactivity! My discipline is back, AGAIN 😭😭😭

-> I feel motivated as heck to draw the Re:Zero yumes! Like the ones I'm following on X (maybe even here~? But I have no Re:Zero yumes here in Tumblr yet)

-> Let's draw everyday again ✊✊✊

-> And me now gonna use references for them cloth folds. Okay, maybe not entirely. Whoops

User: https://x.com/raychiives

I will attack WorldwideSaka (the Ferris yumedanshi) next!!!

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References Used:

->https://pin.it/2xsYqOVor

Okay, I did not know this reference's source was such a menace, lmao I had to use it since I got a good reference for cardigan fold

-> https://sans-nagito.fandom.com/wiki/Ayato_Yuri

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Re:Zero Arc 9 Chapter 37 Spoilers

Tappei is back, woohoo!!!

YOU TROLL, WHAT THE HECK---

AND THERE'S NO ANSWERS YET, DARNIT!!! NOOO---

But hey, Tappei is back!!!!

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Greed if! Reinsuba as mizisua. And ngl theres just something so oddly fitting of drawing Reinhard with Sua’s position knowing full well— that he would always be the one to survive between him and Subaru. And same goes to Subaru who is willing to sacrifice himself for those he loves.

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I realize this might be self explanatory and the point of BTZ already, but does there come a point that the cast realizes they have flaws to - the same if not greater then Subaru's and aim to fix it?

Doesn't seem fair that Subaru is the only one expected to change?

Aka: Felix fear of death? Emilia's naivete? ect...

Something important to note about BTZ is that none of them are actually trying to change Subaru in basically any way, shape, or form: as far as they’re all concerned, he is already a perfectly good kid who just needs some security and space to grow into his own. Legit the only thing they are really pushing back on here is the idea that he should be putting himself in danger for anyone else’s sake, because 1) they’re all traumatized from watching Subaru Gets Eviscerated Repeatedly: The Real-Life Snuff Film and 2) the world will literally end if he dies apparently. Everything else is just like — “Yeah, we can help him learn to read.” “Learning how to use a sword for self-defense purposes probably isn’t a bad idea. I can spend two hours training him every morning, sure.” “I hate that it apparently has to be THIS rabbit, but if Subaru wants to keep the rabbit then Subaru gets to keep the rabbit, and I am going to do my damn best to hide how much of a menace this thing is from everyone else just to make sure that happens.” “Hey Subaru likes sewing right? Why don’t we get him these rare fabrics as a souvenir?” “Subaru looks a little downer than usual, I’ll ask the staff to make one of his favorite meals for dinner tonight.” Like they are GENUINELY trying, they just keep running headfirst into various walls while Subaru stares on as the unfortunate straight man to all their clownery.

Nah, most of the intentional character growth is on their own ends. Like, Wilhelm is actually making an effort to reconnect with Reinhard and Reinhard trying to connect more with the people around him, even if both of them are so emotionally stunted that they’re kinda just fumbling around blind here. Emilia is trying to take on more responsibility without relying on Subaru quite so much, and is also gonna eventually start putting more thought into what SHE wants, as opposed to what’s expected of her (ie. the Royal Selection). Julius is making an effort to be less uptight and more playful and approachable — and not just with Subaru, because he also remembers just how much of an impact Subaru’s more playful and easygoing nature was able to have on the world around him. Garfiel considers himself Subaru’s senior, now, and as such he is trying to be the kind of older brother figure that Subaru once was for him — assisted by Mimi, who is of much the same mindset (and also keeps trying to force Subaru into calling her “Onee-chan”). Rem is making an effort to be less impulsive and think things through more, and when she eventually starts reconnecting with Subaru she tries to be more honest with him about what kind of a person she is (as opposed to putting on a show of being the kind of girl that she knows he would like). Ram is trying to be gentler, especially with Subaru, who she apparently hurt really badly (even if she knows he wants to forgive her for it).

Of course, not EVERYONE is actively trying to better themselves. Otto just got WAAAY worse, for example, and is now up to all his old hijinks turned up to eleven in the worst Mission Impossible parody of all time. Vincent is just cranky that Subaru won’t pick fights with him anymore and is trying to hide the fact that he keeps sulking about it. Cecilus is Cecilus and is thus immune to character development. There’s a lot going on.

(And then on the Aldebaran end of things — basically all the Vollachians (even CECILUS) are going “Damn we fucked up” and trying to make up for it by treating this extremely irate ten-year-old like a Vollachian Prince (which. He essentially is, at this point).)

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Okay, so, here’s a list of what the characters in BTZ II are regularly doing. Like, just for reference:

Taking time out of their schedules to play with him literally every single morning. Like, Subaru sees it as training, but while Wilhelm, Ferris, and Julius aren’t skimping out on actually teaching him things they really do mainly see it as a way to get him to have a bit of fun.

They’re not the only ones, either. Other people don’t really make a habit on joining in on those lessons every day, but Ricardo keeps having to remind the entire Iron Fang to PLEASE not tell Subaru about any upcoming missions, because he keeps trying to sneak out with them and he’s kind of losing his mind a little. Or any other sensitive information that they keep fucking telling him because they want to impress this starry-eyes kid with tales of their awesome field missions.

The other mercenaries kind of want Subaru to sneak out with them. Just for fun. Ricardo will strangle them with his own two hands if he ever figures out who, exactly, keeps telling Subaru about their early-morning departures.

“AND STOP GIVING HIM IDEAS.”

Going out of their way to make his favorite meals whenever he seems sad. Kararagian food isn’t exactly cheap in Lugunica, either, and they’re not even waiting for him to ask for it. They just see that he might be getting homesick and silently decide to go ahead and make him something nice for dinner that night. Their budget can take the slight hit, it’s fine.

Painstakingly translating an entire series of trashy romance novels into I-script so that he’s got something actually fun that he can practice reading with. They’re not even good. Otto hates every minute of it but he does it anyway, and then sneaks them all into his room so that he doesn’t have to admit to it.

Putting up with that fucking rabbit.

On paper he can only keep the rabbit if Regulus remains on his best behavior, but in reality everyone keeps scrambling to cover up for all of his absolutely god-awful misdeeds because they don’t want to make Subaru sad. This ranges from rushing to find a replacement for the very expensive carpet he pissed on while staring Julius directly in the eye to coming up with some bogus reason as to why All Their Emergency Rations need to be replaced after that fucking rabbit chewed all of them up.

Allowing Subaru to keep a former Witch Cultist as a pet at all, frankly. That’s kind of insane behavior on their part.

Willingly sleeping with him when he’s sick, and then not letting anyone tease him about dragging them into his bed. Julius still gets shit for that one.

He’s not the only person who’s ended up acting as Subaru’s pillow for a period of time. Wilhelm thinks back on it fondly now, but at the time he had no idea wtf he was supposed to do and nearly had a heart attack.

Blatantly attempting to get Subaru to call them some variant of Big Brother/Sister. This applies to Garfiel, Mimi, Reinhard, and several others. It’s as pathetic as it sounds.

Getting Subaru souvenirs whenever they go on missions. Dolls, fancy clothes, fabric, fun-looking fairytales, new toys, sweets, all sorts of things.

Dragging Subaru out to operas, parties, theater performances, etc. He’s getting popular!

Like I can’t stress this enough: all these people ARE making an active effort to show Subaru genuine affection. The fact that it keeps going so catastrophically wrong is really only like…70% their fault.

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Before-work kiss

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UWAAAAH, SO SWEET!!!

some post canon tomai. my superpower is drawing the exact same concept a billion times

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For me Reinhard is very asexual lol

To be honest, I feel like Reinhard is. Uh. I think he has a LOT going on, and I don’t think we know the full extent of it. This is also why I don’t really read Reinhard as autistic, even though I know it’s common interpretation: I think Reinhard is Weird, and I don’t think…well, I’m honestly starting to think that he’s legitimately not entirely human, and therefore using human terms to try and define his Weirdness may be missing the point.

Also, with Reinhard, specifically, I think it’s actually more interesting if he’s not asexual but EXTREMELY REPRESSED, with his environment forcing him to keep all of his emotions on lock at all times so that he can be the Perfect Sword Saint. We see this with damn near every other aspect of his personality, so I kinda feel like it extends to forcing him to repress any romantic or sexual desire as well — even if, in a healthier environment, he might actually be able to allow himself to feel something.

—Then you look at Julius, who is dealing with absolutely none of the social pressures that Reinhard is under and is damn near completely disinterested in romance outside of the Romance Of Knighthood, even while Anastasia is throwing her hands up in frustration in the background, and. You see what I mean?

(Another character I read as on the aroace spectrum: Crusch Karsten, who loved Fourier very, very much, but completely missed the possibility of any sort of romantic angle EVEN WITH the help of her Divine Protection — until he was literally confessing to her with his final breath.) (Also her amnesiac self somehow missed the fact that Ferris is madly in love with her for a FULL YEAR. Like HOW?!)

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When it comes to relationships in general would you categorize Crusch's and Felix's relationship and codependence as toxic?

Y E S.

Okay, maybe not so much on Crusch’s side. But Ferris? Ferris is somehow even worse than REM. Ferris is fully convinced that he cannot even be considered HUMAN unless he is serving Lady Crusch, and the moment he loses his memories of her in Ayamatsu he BREAKS. Even RAM, who ABSOLUTELY ADORES her little sister (to a concerning degree tbh, those two are concerning), did not break like that. Hell, he’s devoted himself so wholly to Crusch that even his gender presentation is entirely for her sake: in Aganau he drops it entirely and starts presenting fully masculine, it was ALWAYS for her. Fuck, if that theory about Ferris using magic to alter his body to be more feminine is correct — still has not been confirmed — then that means he has canonically been using magic to change HIS ACTUAL BODY away from what would make himself happiest so that he may better suit Lady Crusch’s needs. All this and all Crusch actually wants from Ferris is for him to lead a happy life doing whatever it is would leave him most fulfilled. Ferris is so fucked up, he needs so much help.

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self-doubt, selena + oc*skk abandoned wip

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