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Inactive but new posts soon

Sorry i've been inactive. As much as i want to share my story with my tc, i plan on posting everything as an animation on my youtube channel 😊 i just need to get by this semester and i promise i'll upload as soon as i can 💕

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Do I confess to my tc that I was the one who confessed anonymously?

Ugh its been over 2 months since i confessed anonymously. A month since I first came out to see him outside school, and 5 days since i last met him for tutoring... and we meet again this sunday.

For the past month and days, my tc never really knew who was the one who confesses to him. All he knows is he's meeting up with a bunch of his (past) students for tutoring sessions. He always thinks that it was my best friend who confessed to him just because he constantly stares at her weirdly and mostly talks to her. I'm sometimes jealous, but there are times that im thankful that he didn't actually know me because i'm scared that he'd judge me for what i had said. Although i want to be close to him so bad. Like we'd have some one on one tutoring or just hang out. But, i'm too shy in person to even talk to him!

When we met up last sunday, luckily the only open spot was at the dimmest part of the café. My friend pinpointed that I was blushing so much in front of my tc. My tc just looked at me, utterly confused and thought that maybe I wore too much blush... i didn't know if he picked it up that i liked him. I just smiled and said "ah its just hot" but i didn't even bother to remove my own jacket *facepalm*

Any advice? Should I just come out to him? Or do i just let him guess on who I really am?

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do you ever just randomly remember a really cute thing your tc did one time and just

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stages of a teacher crush

1. Turning up to the first lesson and hating their guts

2. Starting to like them.

3. Starting to like them… ALOT

4. Thinking about them a lot and trying to deny your feelings

5. Accepting your feelings and imagining scenarios that will never happen.

6. Being Super Desparate

7. Starting a Blog and blogging about your crazy emotions

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Hehe i hope we get to talk more

im so ready to be in a relationship so whenever the universe is ready hmu with a keeper

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"Maybe you were born too early and I was born too late. I wish we met under a different circumstance. Maybe we would've worked out."

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I messaged him and I now regret it

I know that on my last post I said that I won't message him and lol I just did. I was so desperate these past weeks. I can barely keep my grades up. I keep flunking every subjects mostly my major subjects.

I bit my tounge and messaged him for help. I asked if he knows anyone who would be willing to tutor accounting. And I was shocked that he volunteered himself. I didn't expect that he was the one available because he's working as an accountant at a small company, and around this time of year, accountants are VERY busy. I was so hesitant at first and asked for other options. He said that he knew no one and that he was the only accountant available. Great

So since i'm so desperate i started to ask if we could meet up this weekend. Mind you, he still doesn't know that I was the one who confessed to him. He had already thought that it was one of my two friends. Luckily they'll be accompanying me. Wish me luck!

I'm still astonished that he is willing to help us. I knew that deep down he has a kind hearted soul. 💖

P.S. i'm so embarrassed to ask for his help because most of the topics we need help are topics that he taught us last semester.

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I want to hug you after a very long tiring day

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Im so sorry if i'm so lazy when I post. I'm not used to explaining in english since it isn't my first language. If you have any questions or just wanna talk, just message me or send a question! I do edit my posts when I have time 💖 I want to meet more mutuals within ths community

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Gosh you make me so happy and sad at the same time.

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I'm want to talk to him but I can't

I want to talk to my tc. But im so embarrased that I can't. Yesterday our school had a concert where all of the faculty in my school were the ones to perform. Amazingly my tc attended the said event even if he wasn't part of the faculty team anymore. I wanted to approach him but I was in line for the event. My friend pulled me away and told me that I shouldn't bother my tc because the last time we met was so awkward. Sadly, he walked into he event ahead of us since he had a vip pass. I wasn't able to see him after that.

Later at home I contemplated if I should message him, to catch up and to tell him that I saw him but couldn't approach him because I was in line. But I hesitated because apparently, a few days ago it was his birthday. I think he was hoping thay I would greet him, but i didn't know because his profile was private but my ever supportive friend who follows him on instagram forgot to tell me that it was his birthday. It feels so awkward ro randomly approach someone, most especially if they were hoping that they'd greet you. I knew that he was waiting for my message because on the app that I messaged him on, he never opened it after our weird encounter, but he was online on the day of his birthday and never again afterwards. Ugh im so conflicted. I miss him. All i want is to at least have a friendship with him.

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I miss your smile, ypur laugh and everything in between

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I'm so hungover, hung over you

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If you are an active tc blog repost this for a question or two in your ask.

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Mood

I want a tight hug from my tc right now.

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We haven't only seen each other in months but why does it feel like you're so far away? Like you're decades away from me?

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Your smile and laugh is what keeps me going