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BALDE DROPS TMRW 9:30AM FOR ME....IM I I CZNT I

LET'S GOOOOO

Good luck pookie!! May you get his e6 in one pull‼️‼️‼️ RAAAAHH

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Preparing myself to finally write something and finish Mydei dragon part 2 and start on Jien's lore doc file🫡🫡

Wish me luck

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now that I've drawn Mydei a few times, I wanted to revisit one of the first comprehensive pics I've done to make sure I can make him recognizable in my style. still needs work but we're getting there!

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I'm shaking you i'm shaking you i'm shaking you

I'M GONNA EAT YOU‼️‼️

HERE'S YOUR GUY ON HERE TOO, RAAAHH

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Would be helpful if you linked to the commissioner and also included image ID 🤷

I'm sorry, what? I tagged the commissioners account in the post if that's what you're talking about. I didn't obscure who commissioned me lol. As for the image ID, I genuinely don't understand what you mean.

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✎Commission for @mermaidslabyrinth

This was such a fun commission to do and I'm so happy I get to share it with you all as well. I got to help bring a wonderful dragon's design into a piece like this. Rhagerys and Starsong are both amazing and they've honestly grown close to my heart over the time that I was working on this piece, and if anyone is interested in hearing more about them, I highly reccomend you check out mermaidslabyrinth<33

* ˚ ✦Commissions are still open btw! Prices and ToS are linked in pinned post<3

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Raw. Next question.

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vroom vroom

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— 𝐅𝐄𝐌𝐈’𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ‧ ₊ ˚ 𖥔

◆ COMMISSION INFO | KO-FI | QUEUE

◆ CURRENT STATUS: OPEN

NOTE: average turnaround time is 1-3 weeks, depending on the artwork type + irl matters. please have detailed references for your idea beforehand, as they are a requirement for me to work on your commission — i will not draw characters by text description, sorry. more information on my carrd ! ! thank you for even considering getting a commission from me. ♥︎

◆ SIMPLE RENDERED ILLUSTRATION: 30€ - 45€ per character, extra character +50% of the price.

◆ closed: [3/3]

available as png/with transparent bg. a solid color background or a few simple elements is free. a more complex one will cost from 10-30 € depending on the complexity.

◆ SEMI-COLORED SKETCHES: 15€ per piece

◆ open: [4/5]

transparent/complex bg is not available. color palette of your choice! these are usually done quickly within a few days.

reblogs and / or shares are very much appreciated ! ! ( ՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞ )

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✎_Art Commissions ✧･ﾟ:*

Making a more official post and just to boost this info a little- now that summer is finally here and I'm done with all the exams, I am opening up my commissions again!

ˏˋ*⁀➷ From sketches to fully rendered illustrations, you can find all available options of my art services in my Carrd link OR on my VGen!

You can also message me here for any possible inquiries you may have! <3 Thank you so much for all my clients and mutuals for all the support you've showed me so far!

📣Sharing is much appreaciated!

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Decided to do something with my spare twt account. It's gonna be a nsfw account where I post nakey art once in a blue moon☝️ and where I also ramble once a year. If anyone is interested the user is jarttaviass_

As always, minors and ageless blogs will not be let in to view the posts.

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Sorry I’m again the one who ask the question about mydei,, I’m sorry if I didn’t make myself clear sometimes I’m not really good at explain things😅😅 so I truly apologize for that and for making you confused asf😭🙏 however I can again redoing the “question” the thing is that I’m also a mydie yumeshipper but I’m truly insicure about this cause I’m insicure person myself about everything not just Mydei, the fact is that seeing scenes where Mydei act that way and not like the mydei we know in 3.0 - 3.1 tbh make me overthinking over it and thinking that in each cycles he was a different person (with different personality) like some mean man everyone think he was in 3.0 and not the nice men he was in 3.1 maybe I’m misunderstanding everything but I know he didn’t mean it when he called phainon “pathetic” but tbh seeing mydei like that make me sad cause I know he always had this character aka arrogant / stubborn, yet I was afraid he wasn’t the men in 3.1 but a mean person instead but then when he join the chrysos heirs he learn how to trust everyone maybe it’s because as Lygus said he want his people to being recognized and treated well and going to fight even the elders for that besides okheman people and Kremnoans people never get along so I understand him from that front - . The fact is I was thinking that in each cycles mydei did change personality or smth lol like he was always a “mean” person and not a nice person, but he also said in Khaslana memories he did rip out the old king’s heart and he labeled always himself as the son of gorgo so I don’t think that in every cycle mydei ever change when we first met him to the 3.0 to 3.1 quest, but also while talk with Khaslana mydei said he was already the king of Kremnoan Legion, when he always said the throne never meant anything to him could be this part was when he had to take the throne and lead his people home like he did in 3.1 quest? Sorry for the dumb question I hope you did understand now and sorry again 😅😅maybe this feeling was all along with me cause (SOME) phaidei shippers who would make mydei revolving mydei over and over and make me think mydei does not care about anyone else but phainon maybe cause this was phainon’s quest that’s why…

So sorry for not responding sooner, I took some time off.

But I understand now what you're trying to say! I won't be getting into the cycles thing too much but I do belive that, while in each cycle there were different things happening contributing to the growth of each character that could lead to some varying personality, I don't believe there is any reason for you to worry about Mydei actually being toxic or anything like that(although some people will still see him as a red flag macho man no matter what- those people I advise you to ignore). We don't even see how his childhood was in that first cycle, and even if we did the fact still stands he had an image to uphold and protect his name and his people. I'd rather him be "mean" than that stereotypical gacha character that's immediately acting cozy around new characters and giving strangers a weird amount of trust.

Now, there's definitely space for interpertation for Mydei, as well as other Amphoreus characters. There are 33 million cycles so there's bound to be some small variables of personality in each of them lol.

But if you want my opinion on the matter, even if in different cycles characters can be acting a little differently, I don't see them ever straying too far from their core values/their heart. So even if Mydei can appear a bit more mean and arrogant, he's still carrying the same goal and values as the man we meet later on in 3.1. A man who cares for his people, who loves pink and drinks his pomegranate with milk and a man who cares a lot about kids..etc. Not to mention that Amphoreus is still just a big simulation so Mydei (and others) can't really stray from that code they've been made with yk..

Another little advice you should keep in mind, although sometimes you may find it hard to exercise - ignore the fandom, sometimes(a lot of the times)that's the best thing you can do for yourself, especially that weird side of the shippers.

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LOOK WHO ARRIVED

Awwh she's looking so cute!! <3

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Did I tell you I absolutely LOVE the way you draw? It has an unique trait and style I adore and the way you bring some realism to your style is absolutely gorgeous. You’re totally one of my idols when it comes to drawing !

Awhh thank you so much! You truly made my day with this message! <3 It is so nice to hear I could be someone's idol or inspire someone with what I make, I must be doing something right lol :,)

No but fr, you're awesome and I hope your own art/creative journey is always fruitful <3

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i saw one of your posts and had to laugh, there was nothing particularly funny about it you were just saying requests are closed, but the way you spoke made me think of Jien and her personality/tone

like you two really are the same person

maybe that's a bit dumb to say since you created her but ig it just never really clicked with me

Hahahaha I get that! And dw it's not dumb at all. I'm glad that made you laugh tbh!

Jien is pretty much a projection of me with horns and wack art powers, so I do imagine us having the same tones and all that, so you're not too far off lol

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✎_Art Commissions ✧･ﾟ:*

Making a more official post and just to boost this info a little- now that summer is finally here and I'm done with all the exams, I am opening up my commissions again!

ˏˋ*⁀➷ From sketches to fully rendered illustrations, you can find all available options of my art services in my Carrd link OR on my VGen!

You can also message me here for any possible inquiries you may have! <3 Thank you so much for all my clients and mutuals for all the support you've showed me so far!

📣Sharing is much appreaciated!

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I'm so sick/lh

Oh to sit down under the shade of a tree and draw with Arthur Morgan....

Hii!! I saw you were looking for Arthur Morgan requests so I wanted to suggest an idea! I'm very new to rdr2 so please don't mind if I make something ooc or something ^^' but basically my idea was reader and Arthur sitting down together under some tree and drawing together, comfort fluff. "Arthur does this look good?" And him commenting on some sketch the reader made, and then the pages flip and he catches a glimpse of a sketch of himself in there too.

Anyway, thank you so much for your time. I wish you a good day!💖

Caught on Paper

Reader Requested ♡ — i hope i do your request justice. thank you for being the first to do so and thank you taking the time to send an ask!

ARTHUR MORGAN X FEMALE READER, pure fluff here. 1k+ words

THE grass was warm beneath your skirt, soft where it had been flattened by Arthur’s weight. He was already there beneath the tree when you spotted him—broad-shouldered, hat pulled low, sketchbook balanced against his knee. His pencil moved slow and steady, like he had time to burn and nowhere else he needed to be.

You hesitated at the edge of the clearing, sketchbook clutched loosely in your arms. But when he looked up and caught sight of you, the corner of his mouth lifted, lazy and familiar.

“Well now,” he said, voice rough with afternoon gravel. “Didn’t think I’d be gettin’ company out here.”

“Didn’t mean to interrupt,” you offered, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. “I was just looking for shade.”

Arthur shifted, spreading his knees just a little wider, making room on the grass. “Shade’s free,” he said. “Long as you don’t mind me not talkin’ much.”

You smiled and settled beside him, careful as you gathered your skirts under you. “You don’t talk much when you do talk.”

He huffed through his nose—something like a laugh.

You both fell quiet for a while, only the sound of pencil scratching and leaves stirring high above. The summer light flickered through the branches and dusted over his shoulders, over the curve of his jaw. You tried not to look too long, but Arthur filled the space near you like heat off a fire. Solid. Comforting. A little too easy to lean toward.

You’d been working on a sketch of the river bend—soft curves of water, two deer grazing in the shallows—but the shapes kept slipping. Their legs looked wrong. Your lines were shaky.

You glanced at him. “Can I show you something?”

He didn’t answer, just nodded once, and turned his full attention toward you. His journal slipped shut in one hand. With the other, he leaned into the grass beside you, hand planting right near your thigh as he braced his weight. The closeness caught you off guard—his knee brushed yours, solid through the fabric of your skirts, and this time, he didn’t shift away. You held the book out.

“It’s not finished,” you murmured. “I think the perspective’s wrong.”

Arthur leaned in, eyes lowering to the page. His arm came around just enough to steady the book—his fingers brushing over yours, warm and rough. He didn’t pull back when he touched you. Instead, his hand settled lightly on top of yours, thumb anchoring the edge of the paper like it belonged there.

You looked up at him, but he was focused on the sketch.

“This right here,” he said, tapping the page near the deer with his other hand. “You see how the water wraps around that rock? That’s good. Real good. Looks like it’s movin’. Like it’s real.”

You swallowed. “The deer look funny.”

He snorted. “Deer look funny anyway.”

That pulled a laugh out of you, light and surprised. He smiled a little, like he’d been trying for that.

“They ain’t stiff,” he added. “That’s what matters.”

You glanced sideways, caught by how close he still was. “You always sound so certain.”

Arthur shrugged, thumb still resting against the page—and yours. “Ain’t about bein’ certain. Just know when somethin’ feels right.”

He didn’t move away.

You let out a slow breath and started flipping through your sketchbook, partly to distract yourself, partly to show him more. A few rough flowers, a half-done drawing of Pearson’s table, a crooked little barn from when you’d been riding with him a few weeks back.

He made a quiet sound in his throat—half amusement, half memory—at the barn one.

Then your fingers slipped.

The page turned before you could stop it.

Arthur stilled. His hand came up—not to snatch the book, just to hold it where it had opened.

You froze. It was the drawing of him.

He said nothing at first. Just stared down at it. The firelight in the sketch had softened his face, catching the slope of his nose and the tension always tucked behind his mouth. His sleeves were rolled, the weight in his shoulders unmistakable—but his eyes, even half-finished, were focused on something far off. Something quiet.

He looked at you, then back at the page.

“You been drawin’ me?” he asked, voice low.

You sat up a little straighter. “Not seriously. You were just… still. That night at the fire. And the light was nice.”

He stared at it again. His voice came a bit slower this time, rough but not guarded.

“Ain’t used to seein’ myself that calm.”

Your chest ached, just a little. You looked down at your hands, fidgeting with the edge of your book. “That’s how I see you,” you said softly.

Arthur didn’t speak for a second. Then he leaned closer again, and this time his shoulder pressed gently to yours, warm through the fabric of your dress.

“Reckon I wouldn’t mind sittin’ for you. If you ever wanted me to.”

You looked up at him. His eyes were steady, not teasing. Just open.

“You’d really let me?”

“Mmhmm.” He gave a slow, thoughtful nod. “Might even try not to fidget.”

“I didn’t think you knew how to sit still.”

He tilted his head slightly, that lopsided smile playing at the edge of his mouth. “I do, for the right reasons.”

Your laugh was soft, almost shy. “You’re flirting.”

“Am I?”

“You are.”

He let the moment stretch out a beat longer, then looked down at your hands again, still resting lightly on the book.

“Well,” he murmured, voice low and full of something unspoken, “guess we’ll find out what else I sit still for.”

And he stayed like that, shoulder against yours, both of you pretending to look at your sketchbook. But neither of you moved. Not for a long time.