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my lips 24/7

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I wonder what it feels like to stare into the mirror and not hate what you see

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Staying up all night, picking at sc4bs until they reopen, ⭐️ving myself, cvtting people off just for fun, yeah yeah yk how it is

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You ever just fall asleep and not wanna wake up.

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I'm so tired *stays up late because that's the only time I'm not going insane*

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i don't wanna be here anymore.

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I just want to shred into my skin bc I deserve it and I just want to lay in a puddle of my own blood

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Dear

Please don't hurt me like they used to

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2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

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I try so fucking hard but they always leave. Every single time.

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i'm planning on attempting soon lol

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i hope i don't wake up in the morning 😛

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I want to live a beautiful happy life, I just don’t know how.

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leave me to rot

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I don’t want to get better!