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I think if she pulled me into a bathroom, pressed me against the wall and started kissing me it’d fix all my problems actually

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plus-sized lily with thick thighs who loves wearing short shorts

no thoughts, just plus sized lily evans who kisses girls and wears short skirts

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JKR reveals Dolores umbridge was actually obese all alongD

Hate the bitch but this is funny

I got JKR reveals Cedric Diggory was actually Trans all along

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real

why is tumblr so fucking dramatic 😭

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"I finished up my studies and I practiced law"

"I practiced law, Burr worked next door 😒"

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"Hamilton wrote the other FIFTY ONE"

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writing is giving your characters the mental breakdown you’re too busy to schedule for yourself

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take care of urself :)

Notes game bc why not and i doubt anyone’s actually gonna see this

50 - i go for a run everyday

100- i’ll continue learning asl

150 - i’ll stop weighing my self multiple times a day, everyday and obsessing over my weight

200- i’ll finish my online biology class that i’ve been putting off

500- try writing more (which is very much something i don’t enjoy *or i think so* but um i have ideas so why not)

1500- i’ll ask my mom if i could see a therapist (she won’t say no i js didn’t wanna ask…hence the big number)

1800- i’ll drop my toxic friends

2000- i’ll try to stop pushing my friends away and tell them what’s going on instead (im not purposefully pushing them away it’s js that sometimes it happens when shit happens i tend to do it and not let them help me or anything)

2200- ill stop being the therapist friend bc tbh i can’t handle it anymore (my mothers a therapist so my advice isn’t too bad and so i tend to be the therapist friend and get trauma dumped quite often)

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reblog to wirelessly transfer all of your dysphoria to jk rowling

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Am I wet? Am I on my period? Did I pee my pants?- next on wtf is going on down there.

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love yall guys

reblog to tell your mutuals they’re lovely as fuck

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See those two bitches

(points at two very fucked up men I somehow went insane over)

They're very important to me

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This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life. 

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The mentality some people have that Snape wasn't a victim of bullying because he wasn't "the perfect victim" is so dangerous. Yes, you may be talking about a fictional character, but it's a daily reality of how society refuses to take victims of abuse seriously just because they chose to fight back. People in this fandom feel so comfortable saying things like "Snape wasn't an innocent victim who has no possibility to defend himself, he's not innocent" or "Snape was not a helpless victim of bullying" without feeling the slightest bit of shame.

He was forcibly stripped naked against his will in front of a crowd. "But it's okay, because everyone was laughing, he clearly deserved it."

He was nearly killed by a prank from one of his bullies, "He deserves it, it's his fault for going there alone at night."

He was ridiculed with a mocking name for 7 years, his name replaced with a dehumanizing one: "Snivellus, he deserves it."

Severus Snape was 11 YEARS OLD when the bullying started. Severus Snape hadn't even arrived at Hogwarts when James and Sirius were already calling him "Snivellus" and making fun of him. Severus Snape had to endure the teasing, harassment, and dehumanization by the Marauders. to him for 7 YEARS

And not once, NOT EVEN ONCE, was there a responsible adult who stood up to him or put a stop to the bullying. The fact that so many people believe themselves worthy and better than him to come and judge him for being a scared, defensive teenager who had to learn to defend herself is outrageous.

Because it's easier to blame the victim, isn't it? It's easier to say it's his fault for causing a scene and disturbing the peace of others than to keep quiet and endure it like a "good victim" would, because it's easier to say he deserved it, because it's easier to condemn and judge one's future than to risk the bright and promising future of four others who were just boys being boys.

And I repeat, it's the fact that they feel so comfortable admitting and saying this kind of thing that bothers me the most, because all they do is NORMALIZE AND JUSTIFY abuse, create a victim prototype where if a person steps outside the parameters considered acceptable, then they no longer deserve justice or empathy. It's creating the idea that abusers are more deserving of empathy and a good future, while the victim is frowned upon for holding onto resentment and refusing to forgive someone who never offered an apology.

A victim doesn't become less deserved of empathy just because they fight back, and the bully isn't any less innocent because their victim resists.

So let's get this clear, Severus Snape IS/WAS a victim of bullying, this is a canon fact and you guys can tried to twist the narrative, try to paint him as the bad guy for standing up for himself, but that won't erase the truth.

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what's your favourite colour? :p

midnight blue :)

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idk notes game ig because i'm an attention seeking bitch and my mental health is actually falling apart

green = notes reached

blue = goal completed

pink = goal in completion

50 notes - I won't kms :3

100 notes - I'll stop sh for 1 week

250 notes - I'll stop using mynetdiary (calorie counting website)

500 notes - I'll stop sh for one month

750 notes - I'll start showering every other day

1000 notes - I'll throw away my blades

1500 notes - I'll talk to my friends about my mental health

2000 notes - I'll talk to my parents about going to therapy

no notes limit

edit: relapsed on the second day of this, but i'll restart it.