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"who keeps taking georgie's face?" I DONT LIKE THIS GAME ANYMORE CAN I GO HOME

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ADHD really can make you feel like you’re being attacked by that homophobic vase from the Magnus Archives

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i've seen some people say that they don't like helen because her specific brand of spiral is too evil and i just wanna say. i love that side of helen so much. i love that she's a lying liar who lies in a condescending and manipulative way. i love that she's a genuine villain, but only ever has friendly conversations with jon and martin.

michael's brand of spiral was very overt. all about confusion and madness and fractals and shapes.

helen is a lot more subtle. a lot more "you know it's fake, but you have to play along" or "you don't know what's going on, but you feel lied to" that girl is playing MIND GAMES she's playing 4d chess with jmart's emotions and i love her for that.

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🛐🛐🛐

iwsynttr really is the skk bible huh

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(just saving this for later, don’t mind me)

✨Fanfic Recs No One Asked For✨

(all of these are on AO3!!!)

1. I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio by ElectricSplatter.

Ship - soukoku

Words - 256k

Band AU

Enemies to Friends to Enemies to Friends to Lovers

2. Where Your Loyalties Lie by writingfromtheshadows

Ship - soukoku

Words- 163k

Political marrige, Yakuza AU

Enemies to lovers

TW for alcoholism and suicide

3. Still, Still, Still by icedlightorast

ship - soukoku

Words - 112k

Musician/Actor AU

TW for suicide and self harm

4. Everything or Nothing by CataclysmicEvent

Ship- soukoku

Words - 263k

College roommate AU, enemies to lovers

TW: medical trauma, hospitals, procedures, terminal illnesses

5. Not One Speck Will Remain by 7280285o

Ship- shin soukoku

Words- 3k

One shot, laundry mat

6. An Excuse to Walk With You by Meower06

Ship - shin soukoku

Words - 2k

One shot, fluff

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They are the best!!!!

The devil works hard, but the volunteers who run Ao3 work so much harder

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Saw this on Reddit: ORIGINAL POST

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<333

for my friend who finally watched jjk0 and is now in love with yuta

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THIS LIVES IN MY HEAD RENTFREE I DO NOT CARE!!!! i just love this hc soooo much <333

headcanon atsushi’s ability the tiger does not know what to do when it likes someone

like in general atsushi is bad with knowing what to do with the ppl he likes and showing affection – like he tries to mimic others but he himself is still working on something that feels natural if that makes sense

but the tiger

the tiger is far worse becuz the only positive thing it can associate with positive emotions is food so every time it gets closer to the full moon the tiger starts whispering in the back of his mind that he should eat dazai and kunikida

then kyouka and junichiro

and ranpo and yosano and fukuzawa and kenji and naomi and haruno

at first atsushi panics (naturally) worries he’s a cannibal, thinks the tiger hates the agency, panics more, especially after dead apple when he and the tiger gained an understanding of each other and he realized that the tiger was protecting him so he’s like why r u trying to kill the agency members

but gradually he realizes that actually the tiger just doesn’t know how to deal with positive emotions and yeah

anyway:

atsushi: dazai-san is so nice to me :)

the tiger: yeah :)

the tiger: we should eat him

atsushi: NO????

//

kunikida, patting atsushi’s head: good job on ur report atsushi

the tiger: use his arm against him and eat him

kunikida: atsushi u look weird are u feeling unwell

atsushi: hahaha dont worry about no weird thoughts here hahahaha

//

atsushi, literally just working:

the tiger: the small candy one eats a lot of sugar. he would taste sweet. Eat him.

atsushi: NO??????????????

ranpo, looking up: i’ve actually always wondered what i would taste like-

//

and so on

is this incredibly dumb? yes but is it also funny, yes

atsushi realizes he likes akutagawa because at some point when he spots him the tiger immediately starts wondering what he’d taste like

atsushi, sees akutagawa: oh there’s that basta-

the tiger: i bet he’d taste really nice

atsushi:

atsushi: oh 

atsushi: oh no

//

akutagawa: how did you figure out you liked me?

atsushi: i couldn��t stop thinking about what you’d taste like

akutagawa, blushing: oh-

atsushi: yeah it was insane how much the tiger wanted to kill and eat u

akutagawa, slightly confused and horrified: oh-

//

eventually as atsushi learns to deal with his feelings so does the tiger but unfortunately it’s still an animal so its more like

atsushi: dazai’s so nice :)

the tiger: yeah :)

the tiger: lets hunt a deer for him 

atsushi: no??????????????

//

kunikida, petting atsushi’s hair: good job on the job atsushi

atsushi, not thinking about what he’s saying: kunikida i like u so much should i kill a bear for u?

kunikida, slightly confused, slightly flattered: uhh no???????

//

atsushi, at the store: lemme just get something for kyouka-

the tiger: we shall hunt until we find something suitabl-

atsushi: no.

//

atsushi: im sorry i transformed last night, snuck out of ur place, hunted down a goose, broke back in, left it in the living room table, and then climbed on top of u, still a tiger, and then fell asleep and only transformed back now, after u had to use rashomon to get tiger me off u 

akutagawa, dead tired: yeah i don’t know what the appropriate response is but ur cleaning the bloo-

akutagawa: wait wtf do u mean theres a dead goose in the living room

atsushi: do u not like goose :(

akutagawa: that is NOT the issue here

//

yeah

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I just love them…

this chapter actually made me feel a little better sskk wise because why would there be so much struggle only for it to not pay off

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This is so ridiculous that it would definitely work xd

Atsushi and Dazai should just start shit talking to get Aku and Chuuya to break out of the vampirism. just like “not u losing to a vampire ability rn damn no wonder port mafia sucks” bc personally I couldn’t let that slide pure pettiness and spite would awaken me

Dazai: not u growling and hissing at me rn I always knew u were a dog Chuuya: Chuuya: u will die by my hands today. Dazai: aaaand he’s back <3

Atsushi: Dazai put us together and look at u playing for the other team tsk tsk he’d be so disappointed Aku: Aku: what did u just say to me Atsushi: omg ur back. sorry I was just joking Aku: no what did u just say to me

enough of that “this isn’t like u [begging eyes emoji] [sparkle sparkle]” it’s time to switch tactics. RISE. RISEEEEE. where is ur fucking rage? where is ur anger?

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I love these HC soo much <33

You there give me your goofy/sweet headcanons for the BSD characters or SKK

GLAD YOU ASKED

when they were both in the mafia, dazai and chuuya would """train together""" (dazai would do absolutely nothing (he just wanted to watch chuuya work out))

in executive meetings, they'd both get bored easily and chuuya would get restless so dazai would let him doodle on his arm under the bandages (they would bicker so much during it and got in trouble a lot (dazai's pissed mori ruined their bonding moment))

they also continue to do this in PM/ADA truce meetings

dazai is WEAK for chuuya calling him osamu. genius brain reduced to mush with 1 word

despite the initial tension between chuuya and kunikida (wariness of a dangerous mafia executive on kunikida's part, mild jealousy and insecurity on chuuya's part) they give each other a chance because of how important the other is to dazai (lowkey best friends and then Literally Dating) and they get along great !!!

unfortunately their favourite past time is bonding over how horrible of a partner dazai is. he regrets ever wanting them to be friends.

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I relate to this a bit to much maybe...

why are there no kiss scenes from adrian’s perspective?? my gay ass needs to know what it’s like to kiss nova-

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<3

something something about emotionally repressed dragon riders who have such a big heart despite the fact that they have suffered so much and their unbreakable bond with their dragons 🫶

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i love you tané. i love you nayimathun. i love you eadaz. i love you sabran (IX). i love you loth. i love you glorian. i love you dumai. i love you wulf. i love you tunuva. niclays.

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““To be kin to a dragon,” Nayimathun said, “you must not only have a soul of water. You must have the blood of the sea, and the sea is not always pure. It is not any one thing. There is darkness in it, and danger, and cruelty. It can raze great cities with its rage. It’s depths are unknowable; they do not see the touch of the sun. To be a Miduchi is not to be pure, Tane. It is to be the living sea. That is why I chose you. You have a dragon’s heart.”

— Nayimathun and Tane The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon