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oh!

I want to ride William Solaire until he sees god

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ea spoilers

i will literally be listening to this audio everyday for the next year it’s not even funny i love this man so much AND HES NOT EVEN REALLL 😭😭😭😭

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I’m gonna say it yall… I miss geordie 😔😔😔

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im frothing at the mouth i need more of darlin in their wolf form with sam

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Samuel Collins

Oh how I love you Samuel Collins 

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redacted is crazy like why am i in emotional distress over a guy named SAM ??

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To all my Porter, Vincent, Sam girlies (gender neutral), did you know that the real reason why you're into vampires is all because you want someone to love you so much it sustains them? :)

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ofnnfkgf

I felt deprived of Sam content today (even though I literally listened to the new vid JUST THIS MORNING)

Heart eyes

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Characters : Sam, Darlin', Alexis Tags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered Listener (Fem Darlin')

For maximum experience, listen to this while reading

Author's Note : I've always liked the idea that if Sam and Darlin' were ever to have a conversation on whether Darlin' would ever be a vampire and live an eternal life with Sam; they'd decline.

Because I think that it'd make a nice resolution to the conflict that Alexis brings. I for one, love Alexis as a character. Her actions are cruel and unjustified, but she does have quite the tragic narrative in my opinion. Sam having to live a temporary life with Darlin' would show his difference in character and attitude towards love. Alexis once mentioned in the Monarchial Summit that she turned Sam because she wanted him, and I would like to see Sam experience that same "want" over someone but dealing with it in a different way; relishing his time with Darlin' instead of subjecting them to eternal life like Alexis did with him. It's a "breaking of a cycle" of sorts, I guess.

And that's also why I added Alexis in this comic, because I also want her to be the person witnessing this decision that Sam made and the grief he's had to live with as a result. Because I think she has the mindset that if you love someone, that you do whatever it takes to make them stay, while with Sam, he's willing to go through the grief and pain precisely BECAUSE he loves Darlin'.

Also the comet is Halley's comet, that passes by earth every 79 or so years!

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wdym sam couldnt attend his only loving family members funeral. wdym. 😆 erik when i catch you erik. 😄👊

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darlin driving the mates separately and guarding the hallway so that the couples won't see each other before the ceremony is still so funny . out of all people it's darlin who wanted to follow this tradition, or at least is the most serious about it

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imagine growing up, always feeling out of place, having this hole in your chest that you can’t fill so you do whatever to distract yourself from it. some of these distractions are impulsive, some are just plain stupid, but they always end up getting you in a lot of trouble with friends and family. you can’t voice your frustration with words, so you turn to violence because it’s a universal language. you speak with your fists and never your tongue and soon you find yourself surrounded by evil people because that's what you think you deserve. your friends call you tank. indestructible, a war machine, and you can’t blame them for seeing you this way because that’s the only way you know how to act. it’s all you’ve known. 

then he comes along, and while covered in blood with an anger in your eyes so palpable he could taste, he looks at you and calls you darlin’. it was sarcastic at first, but the way it made your heart feel was so foreign you thought it must be from the blood loss. the more you see him, and the more he sees you, to your surprise, he keeps calling you that, darlin’. all traces of sarcasm gone, it becomes sincere. you became his darlin’, and before you knew it, he became your mate. 

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wedding spoilers

I TEARED UP OH MY GOD THE LOVE AND TRUST DAVID HAS FOR ASHER I WANT SOMEONE TO THINK OF ME AS THEIR OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN LIKE THAT

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darlin

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is somebody gonna match my freak? (listening to bf asmr audios)

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Angel definitely sleeps with one leg wrapped around one of David’s and David always has his head, arm, or hand touching Angel in some way. One morning they woke up and his pinky was locked around their’s.

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the last one is soooo milo omfg

Outfits I think Milo would wear! Cuz ain’t no way this man is caught in just a button up, I think he’s more avant- grade than that. All from the page of Wisdom Kaye!