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you monetise a spectacle
to garner sympathy of the world
but only the uneducated
send their thoughts and prayers
you shatter lenses from your victims
to prevent our frantic thumbs
we see what you portray
but we have seen the things you've done
the fists i clench stay by my side
while yours fly with a fault
the knowledge stays far, deep inside
my mind, kept in a vault
we list the names you flash around
hypocrisy in its prime
i send them thoughts and prayers
and your payment will be time
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you speak of me, like the devil
always tripping, never level
how can i believe the path you lead?
you say im a reincarnation
blooming, forming your carnations
when will i believe the love you feed?
thumbs on their paper
fleeting faster, they wager
for your failure to teeth your way to me
and the words you remember
spoken through your behaviour
saying all the ways you wanted me to leave
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v1+2:
shes coming over on monday
tell me all about it the next day
things i do just to hear you
you're thinking it's not hurting me
i love you, love you, love you too deep
things i do just to have you
c:
you'll meet a girl
i'll be happy for a little while
turn off my phone, while i wander my mind for miles
what could've been, if she stayed there, far behind
the games i lose just to see you with a smile
v3:
all my words leave me nothing to say
i'll sit and watch you two, far from my miles away
dont wanna be where the only choice is losing you
b:
and i know that you're happy
and i know you couldn't be if you were stuck here with me
but you're always in my reach
always in my dreams
c:
you'll meet a girl
i'll be happy for a little while
turn off my phone, while i wander my mind for miles
what could've been, if she stayed there, far behind
the games i lose just to see you with a smile
i didnt have to leave all of my dreams behind
can only think of the things you'll do tonight
hands in her hair, while youre staring into her eyes
the things i lose just to see you with a smile
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im only a taker
but i dont take from you
the things that i'd do
that things that i do
i give and i'll give
and i'll give the whole moon
i'll always refuse
and i'll always refuse
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i'll be your broken guitar
i'll be your chopping board
i'll be all the clothes you steal
so long as you're stealing me
i'll be your revenge haircut
i'll be your punching bag
i'll take it, hard as you can
i'll take it
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the pain in my palm so uncomfortably familiar
feelings for faces ive met before yours
didn't anticipate this wave of discomfort
coming to ravish the last that ive got
knots in my stomach of envy and yearn
the fear in my mind like ive made a sharp turn
who are you to take up my dreams and my thoughts
a striking resemblance to all that ive lost
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was it a break or a warning?
falling apart, always pouring
wondering if you just want me to run away?
cold as the night of my mourning
sky turning grey, clouds are pouring
out all the love you've been showering on me
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the path of life
will always steal mine
the worlds that existed
before reaching my prime
will never return
only when i'm no longer
will a chance of recovery
finally uncover
they will convince you
it's what you want
and if you are not
you still give it up
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ARRRGHHHHH
KYSKYSKYSKYS
I HATE YOUUUU
RAAAAAAHHHHHH
OH MY GOOOOOD
WHY IS SHE BAAAACKK
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
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out of touch, you're out of breath.
out from reeling with regret.
straying from the paths and roads unwinding, never taking.
where have i gone, have i wandered too far
from the teenage experience, heads out your car.
riding on empty roads, leaving at 3 -
am i missing connection? im losing the beat..
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i share too much in hopes
someone will love the things they see
and soon, with change, i close my eyes
and drift away their being
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the mirrors turned away
i wont see whats standing right behind me
falling like a tree in a forest where there's just nobody
disappear into the groove
the roads already carved out
ive always wanted to believe i could blend into a crowd
the wind reminds me of where i am
the ground begins to crack and wrestle
weight of living standing on it's chin
and i retrack all of the steps ive made
wont turn and run, but i can wait
walk quietly into a window
i'll always stick out, a mole
i understand what's my role
the powder cannot cover years ive packed into a suitcase
i'll always squeeze out my words
i understand what i blurt
out middle of the night when i toss and turn
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you're beating to the tempo of the beating of my heart,
and i hate too much to slow it down, i've turned it into lust.
they all force me to be gentle, need a way to make it up.
soon you'll hate me for the pain i want, rather it be when we fuck.
you're hiding tears when i'm crying; could this just be a loaded gun?
i dont want you to be someone else so i can have some fun..
but they force me to be gentle, and i hate all that i do.
we both hate these things in everyone, but im needing it from you.
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dent in my fingernail
passing butterflies and snails
learning love is like a mystery
forgive me oh, forgive me please
life only goes when
when youre turning around in your sleep
moments are only missed
if you dont recall what you keep
holding onto difference
forgetting chunks of sleep
dent in my fingernail
remind me life's so bleak
when the morning comes down to take me back
oh the dent in my fingernail
reminds for lifefull nap
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you turn me to a bitter person
noone to blame but myself
i'll spend my years searching for reason
or chuck it to the highest shelf
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you'll find your people i'll be waiting on mine
you'll love another and by myself i'll be fine
when the water gets too murky to thread through all left behind
i'll leave it all behind
somewhere in the mornings i believe in all that's gone
i believe another day was sent to find whatever's lost
till the moonbirds cry for mothers and the sun bids hugs to all
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