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not dead

I am not dead. 

Unfortunately motivation to roleplay is just dead right now due to irl family drama issues I am still working through in an effort to find my will to live. I hope to be back sometime soon but I am sorry if we have any active threads right now as they are going to be on hold for the moment until I get my shit together and things just stop sucking.

I love you guys! <3

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* interview the muse

‘ do you miss anyone? ’

‘ how are you doing? ’

‘ do you believe in ghosts? ’

‘ what makes you laugh? ’ 

‘ list your top three bands or singers. ’ 

‘ how many blankets do you sleep with? ’

‘ does your name hold any special meaning to you? ’

‘ gum, cake, pie or ice cream? ’

‘ favorite book? ’

‘ are you a good person? ’

‘ describe love. ’

‘ have you ever taken part in an uprising? ‘

‘ favorite song? ’

‘ name a guilty pleasure. ’

‘ the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you today? ’

‘ tell me one truth and one lie. ’

‘ do you like people? ’

‘ what motivates you? ’

‘ describe the perfect weekend. ’

‘ any pet peeves? ’

‘ do you need a hug? ’

‘ would you like to have kids? ’

‘ do you have any tattoos? ’

‘ classical, oldies, punk, hip hop or country? ’

‘ when was the last time you cried? ’

‘ are you religious? ’

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Send “I’ve got you” to help my muse wash off blood from their body

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we could be covered in blood together if you stopped playing hard to get

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UPDATE

Grades got posted, they made me laugh.

A

B

D

F

It's like I somehow followed the alphabet for grading. Now I can finally relax, deal with my bullshit family issues without the stress of college hanging over my shoulder like a ghoul. I don't even care I failed the one class aside from the fact I failed because I just had NO time to keep up with the ridiculous amount of reading and homework this professor assigned every week (3 readings, 3 homework assignments, additional readings were also assigned randomly and not to mention the quizzes and exams for this single class - sincerely not sure why professors think students have all the free time in the world? Like jfc.) so it's whatever. I accept it happened. I'm happy with the A and B I got, and ironically, the D class there I was expecting to fail as well since the professor was very VERY absent and hands-off (barely responded to emails - meaning, I sent him emails and NEVER got replies back lol) and I missed turning in work I had requested extra time for per my accommodations but he either just...didn't read his email or didn't care? not sure. I'll take a D in a class I honestly spent little attention on (was busy earning that A and B up there).

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UPDATE

SENDING IN THE LAST OF MY FINALS THANK FUCKING GOD NOW I WON'T HAVE NERVOUS BREAKDOWNS EVERY OTHER DAY ANYMORE OR BE SO STRESSED AND ANXIOUS I CRY AT THE DROP OF A HAT.

on that note I will be making a comeback soon. Thank you guys for sticking with me. <3

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“There is a devil in you, my lord!” the servant cried. “There are devils in all of us,” he sneered, “You only fear mine because it calls to the one in you.”

Make friends with your demons, son; there are no angels here. (Excerpt from Fornever) | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

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              I  hear  music  in  the  air  tonight               one  FAMILIAR   f a d i n g   tune  —

                        something  pulls   at                      my   I̩͖ ̨̻̬͉̱̳͜N͉ ̭̣̦F̨̣̮͙ͅ ̮̩͍̠̹E̱̳̥̠̪̞ͅ ̨͍͉̫̺C̡͚̞̠̤̞̬ ̨̺͈T̢̼͈ ̤͓E̻̯͉̻̞͍ ̡̬̝̰D̨̗̖̱̖̣   soul

                  I  think  I  remember  you

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                                     𝓕ᴇᴀʀ  not  the  ᴅᴀʀᴋ                                    or  the  ᴍᴏɴꜱᴛᴇʀꜱ﹐  my  friend

                                    and  brace  for  the  𝐅 𝐄 𝐀 𝐒 𝐓                                             of  humanity’s  ᴇɴᴅ

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and  i  shall  be  the  wolf who  dines  upon  wolves, the  sheep  upon  sheep, the  man  upon  men  —

i  will  be  invader,  rebel,  cannibal, traitor,  murderer  and  thief; i  will  be  rotten  flesh  and  tainted  blood, and  all  things  in  between.

i  will  ruin  what  i  cannot  have, i  will  bite  the  hand  that  feeds, and  i  shall  suffer  none  so  much as  they  shall  suffer  me.

—  out of spite  //  m.a.w

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The intrusive thoughts were creeping in. The tingle underneath his skin, the desire to use magic scratching within his skull with imagined promises of power and control. Its difficult to rein in the urge to cast, to allow the .powerful hunger to consume him and cast aside that which held him back.

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there was a boy who always seemed to be smiling, until he wasn’t. there was a boy who always seemed full of light, until he wasn’t. there was a boy who always seemed gentle and kind, until he wasn’t. there was a boy who always seemed to be at your side, until he wasn’t. there was a boy, there was a boy, — until there wasn’t.

until there was something else.  //  m.a.w (via dvoyd)

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People don’t get better, they just get smarter. When you get smarter you don’t stop pulling the wings off flies, you just think of better reasons for doing it.

Stephen King, Carrie (via onceuponamusing)

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// Just a test! Reblog it if my muse can jump in your askbox without annoying the mun!

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you know the vibes

“ you’re not a monster.  ” 

“  you’re not broken.  ”

“  you’re better than this.  ”

“  you’re not weak.  ”

“  you’re stronger than you think.  ”

“  you’re not a lost cause.  ”

“  you’re not a bad person,  you’re just a little lost.  ”

“  you’re not alone.  ”

“  there’s nothing wrong with you.  ”

“  you don’t need to be fixed.  ”

“  you’re not too far gone.  ”

“  i know you’ll do the right thing in the end.  ”

REVERSE

“  you’re a monster.  ”

“  you’re broken. ”

“  you don’t even know better do you?  ”

“  you don’t even know how to be good.  ”

“  you don’t even know how to do the right thing.  ”

“  you’re so weak.  ”

“  you’re a lost cause.  ”

“  you’re too far gone.  ”

“  look at you,  you’re all alone.  ”

“  there’s something very wrong with you.  ”

“  you can’t be fixed.  ”