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This just brightened my day.

My favorite things in life

Dogs

Flowers

Credit

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It's so hard to feel frustrated

over these things that are so small compared to how much worse things could be.

I have a roof over my head and can indulge in a restaurant twice a week or play video games for hours on end.

I wish I didn't become anxious over opportunities many don't have.

I want to feel greatful but it's so hard when there's this ever grey cloud looming over my head.

It's easy to hide it; add the right lighting and post it away if I wanted to.

I don't see many people often anyways.

I am slowly trying to cope with it better. Starting with myself.

Try to eat a little better and indulge in a yoga class package.

But man, it's so hard to push past the darkness. It drives me insane that it's so easy to stay inside that hole.

But it could be worse.

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Trauma often messes with one’s ability to say “no”. 

You either consciously or subconsciously think, “I don’t want to hurt this person’s feelings” or “If I say no, then they’ll hurt me” or “It won’t really be that bad” or “I can handle this” or “I need to do this to prove myself” or “I deserve this”, or you forget that “no” is even an option.

It’s still not your fault if you didn’t say “no”, even if you think maybe you could have. It’s still not your fault. You didn’t deserve what happened to you and you didn’t bring it upon yourself. It was never your fault.

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My boyfriend is clueless about what I want when he's playing Smash...

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The only real way to know if you’re important is that if a time traveler shows up at your house

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Numbness is a dangerous feeling.

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Too real.

Procrastinating is just enjoying all of the side quests of life while delaying the real mission at hand

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There are a number of people I wish I could have better connected with before I left for college.

I was quite lonely during my high school years...

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cutest blep (Source: http://ift.tt/2HvXoUT)

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It's strangely satisfying to know that I am the one who got away. He has regrets, and now I have none.

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Anxiety likes to create a tug of war of thought.

You think something shitty is happening when it likely isn't.

You find yourself second guessing how people look at you.

It's tough to rationalize.

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Ah, I wish I could talk to this stranger again. I wonder what his live is now. I never got a name.

You: I have a fairly good definition for the word “God” It’s a metaphor for the things we won’t and never will understand

Stranger: and religion is a really complicated way of saying I’m scared to die

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I feel inadequate.

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My drive for anything had been severely low these days.