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I will confess I no longer know how to tag posts on here anymore; I know I’m supposed to tag fandom and potential trigger warnings but anything beyond that I genuinely have no idea, am I supposed to tag manga vs games vs original content etc??? It’s been so long

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ONE PAGE LEFT, is now available! 🔪✨

In this solo horror-inspired game you take the role of a survivor fleeing a slasher… but there's a catch: if you run out of space to write, YOU DIE.

Did I mention it's FREE to download?

Go get it! 😈

My shop ☕ https://ko-fi.com/s/1cbe3829fc Itch.io 🎮 https://mkirin.itch.io/one-page-left

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DID/OSDD Casually Explained: Masterpost

Here is a list of all my Casual Explanations about DID/OSDD. Please note that these are specific to the experiences of DID/OSDD and should not be attributed to anything else.

My casual explanations are a combination of academic research, personal experience, and community feedback. I am not a professional. I’m simply a person with dissociated parts, one of whom enjoys doing research. A lot.

If you would like to repost my work elsewhere, please include a link back to this post so others can see my sources!

DID/OSDD Casually Explained posts:

What Causes DID/OSDD?

How Alters/Parts are Experienced Internally

Parts In Control

Elaboration of Parts

What Is Integration?

Splits in Established Systems

Substitute Beliefs

One Person’s Experience of Having Dissociated Parts

Parts and Memories

Understanding Dissociated Parts:

Part 1: Belief and Appearance

Part 2: All About Introjects

Main Sources:

Books:

The Haunted Self: Structural Dissociation and the Treatment of Chronic Traumatization by Onno van der Hart

Coping with Trauma-Related Dissociation by Suzette Boon, Kathy Steele, and Onno van der Hart

Treating Trauma-Related Dissociation by Suzette Boon, Kathy Steele, and Onno van der Hart

Treating Adult Survivors of Childhood Emotional Abuse and Neglect: Component-Based Psychotherapy by Hopper, Grossman, Spinazzola, and Zucker

The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk

Healing the Fragmented Selves of Trauma Survivors: Overcoming Internal Self-Alienation by Janina Fisher

Helpful Links:

The Treatment of Structural Dissociation in Chronically Traumatized Patients by Janina Fisher (pdf)

International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (2011): Guidelines for Treating Dissociative Identity Disorder in Adults, Third Revision

Trauma-related Structural Dissociation of the Personality by Ellert Nijenhuis, Onno van der Hart, & Kathy Steele

PODS (Positive Outcomes for Dissociative Survivors)

DIS-SOS

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The first official step towards banning any and all LGBTQ+ art and literature has been taken.

This is what hypersexualizing queer topics was always leading towards. Expect this to be the signal flare that gets some state legislature barreling forward to enact this exact measure, solely so the bill can be struck down, challenged legally, then taken all the way to SCOTUS.

...

Repeating what I said on Twitter: This is a good time to remind people that just being LGBTQ in this moment in time can be considered an outright radical act, so anything less than going all-in on the life you want to lead is fucking pointless.

Put another way, if you're putting actual time and energy into respectability shit right now, do everyone *and* yourself a huge favor, and stop wasting your time.

You can't fucking negotiate with Christian Terrorists.

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❗️URGENT ❗️URGENT❗️ URGENT❗️

Long posts can get overwhelming and so this is a new, short and straight to the point one. But if you are interested to know more about the situation, here is the link: https://at.tumblr.com/creepinginyourheartbabecomeonnow/703811199159123968/eeid7hjt5487

WE ONLY NEED EXACTLY $1,000 FOR OUR FATHER'S DEATH CERTIFICATE!!! WE BEGGED ON THE ROAD FOR DAYS AND WE ACCUMULATED $440 FROM KIND PEOPLE

WE PAY THE HOSPITAL, THEY RELEASE HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE TO ME AND MY BROTHERS, WE PRESENT THE CERTIFICATE TO THE BANK AND THE COURT, THE BANK STOPS FROM HARRASING US AND THE COURT DOESN'T PUT ME IN JAIL

PLEASE, THIS PIECE OF PAPER IS CRUCIAL TO US. WE DONT MIND NOT EATING FOR NOW. EVERY DOLLAR GOES TO THIS. PLEASE, THIS IS OUR ONLY CHRISTMAS WISH

IF YOU HAVE A DOLLAR TO SPARE, PLEASE HELP US!!! WE ONLY NEED $1,000 TO RAISE!!!

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so i do think it warrants a bit of explanation why i left this site in the first place if I was just gonna come back so um

The primary reason was because I was addicted to Tumblr.

some of you who were following me 6-7 years ago might have noticed that i was posting constantly back then. yes. Half of that was me actually being on Tumblr constantly, the other half was that I kept the queue filled to the brim constantly. It was… actually interfering with my life, making it difficult for me to stay productive and on task, and was generally bad for my mental health due to the type of content that typically made its way onto my dash (y’know, the social justice issues + politics + “if ___ unfollow me now” types of thing). I jumped at the chance to escape when I saw it, and put in conscious effort not to look back.

I got addicted to Discord instead. Lovely.

But since i had experience with socmed addiction already by then, it wasn’t quite as bad? I was better at getting off of it whenever it got to be too much until a situation with friends (ex-friends, now) essentially forced me to be on Discord constantly for two years straight, wearing me down and destroying 90% of the progress made since leaving Tumblr. Greaaaaat.

I’ve since blocked those ex-friends and am making progress with detaching myself from social media in general, but that’s presently a little tricky because I’m still not getting out much in an effort to avoid catching Covid again; my family is highly vulnerable (old age + preexisting chronic respiratory illness) and I’d prefer not to push my luck. As much as I am a loner who needs to be alone almost constantly, I do need to interact of my own volition sometimes, ahaha.

I’m partly back because Twitter is a hot mess and partly because I think some of the people responsible for making Tumblr such an unhealthy place for me are now gone (ffs i’m down to a third of my old follower count LOL), so it… should… be safe to come back…? idk man

I am still digging through my reblogs so I’ll probably be inactive on that front for a while? but yeah hi

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my commissions are open!

i can’t believe my first actual post on this is for promoting my own commissions instead of, y’know, reposting my art LOL

anyway, here https://twitter.com/9ryou10/status/1597493454182895616?s=46&t=94Kf6Htaow73JUJ-BpgbQA

also, my ko-fi

please support me i’m in dire need of funding

so basically. atm I’m technically hired at a new job, but the problem is, i’m not going to be scheduled until I complete the training? but the training is online. which is great because I’ve been sick the past week, but not great because my sister-in-law didn’t pay the wifi bill this month and I’m… honestly out of data. the only reason i’m able to post this is because I forgot to cancel my iPad’s data before it charged me, so it still has data/hotspot… just not very fast data, which means I get timed out a lot on hotspot (which I need to use for training, since that’s on laptop), and I don’t know if that’s going to get throttled further at some point. I’m trying to be smart about using it, but honestly, I’m running out of options, and I’ve already used up my entire financial buffer — it was only enough to last me one month to begin with, and now I’m halfway through the second.

please, please, please, anything helps. my goal right now is just $20 so I can get a little more data to help me finish my job training. if I can get that much, I’m set, it’s not a big deal, I can handle being broke a little longer.

the bigger goal would be $100, so I can upgrade my phone’s data plan ($60) and pay the iPad’s data ($40), so that if my sister-in-law still can’t afford the wifi, i have something to use for next month. this would simultaneously give me more data for this month. (I can’t just put the $100 into the wifi because part of the problem is that our provider is severely overcharging us. By several hundred USD. My sister-in-law is trying to get them to bring it down, but it’s like talking to a brick wall; my family is considering switching providers but that’s a longer story.) I’m not expecting to get this much, because that would either be a lot of commissions or some very time-consuming commissions and I kind of doubt my own ability to pump out that much in the… eleven days… left of December, but if there’s any way this can happen I’d be in a much better position for next month. By then I should have the paycheck from my day job, so I should be fine.

Please, anything helps. If you can’t afford to commission me or donate via Ko-Fi, please at least reblog this post or RT my commission tweet. The more people I can reach, the better my chances.

Thank you.

[namimorino]

also i have finally realized that my sketches now often have clean lineart already so I’m kind of terrified

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Vocaloid Highlights: November 2022

Rating for the Month: Ten-Ten out of Ten Highlights Archive

========== Stand-Outs ========== All in Good Time Ten-Ten New Moon Sugar Hive Hello Sallow Pinocchio Despair Bouquet Culture Blue Eyes Demon of Ifrane Future-Respawning Button On a Night Waiting For You I Look to the Moon YOMI Moon Leaf Breeze Umbrella Ameowcable Trickster Montage Specter Aqua Flight Any Question Answer Backside of the Earth

========== Worth Your Time ========== Cloud Cover Cute Monster Summer Lost Album Juvenile Merry go round Splatonic Checkmate Let’s Am I (Weaving Inferiority) Red Land Marker Cast a Spell DAWN Until This Magical Moment Ends Blame and Tragedy Vixen Natural Lie Mad Sakura Theater out of memory bibibibe!!! Reunion Ghost Writer’s Birthday Not to the Moon Jet Black Abyss It’s Fine If You Misunderstood Spherascope Geminal Want To Be A Wonderful Person! I’m the Worst Long-Distance Swim A Summer of Running Around, You Smile Blind Slippery Eel Airborne Aspiration Keepcalm’s Fifth Experiment Distict Marriage Blue Haide’s Prayer To Think Sadness Could Be So Pretty Age 405 Ghost Party Expressor Dissolve Sugar Into a Bitter Life Want You Bad Bed Merry Bellflower Dying Town Escape Project Demon’s Star Your Form Mad Flower Lieonids If There’s a Reason to Disappear Lycoris Hallelujah (It’ll Be Sunny) Day to Day Tortonenia Unhappy Meal Drop Dead Party Alleycat’s Propaganda BLAST Regards, Stating Idealistic Thoughts Lodging the Rain Hidden Volcano Glad It Wasn’t Me Non-Ethereal Body Troupe C-chan Winder Might Become a Cat and Escape Reality. It’s I In the Blink of a Spring Kinda Floating Elopement, And Then Homeostasis Sai no Kawara Hallucination Scissorhands in vitro Flash Contract Lament, and Ordinary Days Go On Marginal Soul Phony Daydream Windy Day Golden Slumber Irea Serena Past the Higan Cocoon North Pole Silver Detour Comprehending Kid hell mp Deposit Opening Closing Out Start Line Sunbeam Garden Heart Arrow Sweet Vanilla Flavor! Straight Line Prologue Filmography (Un)seen Light Shined on a Room Pochette Deep Sea Distance Jeep⁉。

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every time i eat one of these fucking things my soul goes away and i become a mafia boss smoking a fat fucking cigar pondering the next sap on my hit list

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here is my one bit of wisdom as a 32 year old with no interest in being a "fandom elder" or "community mom" or whatever -

if someone a little older in your friend group takes care of things and has good advice to offer and whatever, and you all sometimes joke abt them being the mom friend, that's fine and normal

if someone self declares themselves as the mom friend, and begins to act like that is a role with actual authority, Fucking Run

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yeah so I’m partially migrating to @9ryou10

i’m in the process of digging through old posts bc looking for certain reblogs so it’s gonna take a bit to really do anything??? esp bc i suspect either i just flat out didn’t tag most of those reblogs, or tumblr’s being obtuse and refusing to let me search for content that i’m p sure is in my blog. betting on the latter atm bc i can’t find anything by tag, not even the most recent tagged posts from before I left

I will make this post private later so I don’t accidentally invite the bots to follow me ☠️

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Hi it’s been. Literally forever—

Anyway, so… I’m back, sort of? Not really?

Currently I’m considering moving to a new main blog just to keep things consistent across the board, and direct any remaining followers from my current main there; I will probably keep this sideblog to make it easier to find content I produced, and to keep my old content archived. It’s kind of interesting to see how far I’ve come over the past… almost 7 years. Lol.

However, that’s somewhat contingent on me actually coming back to Tumblr more often than once in a blue moon, and making content on a semi-regular basis. Both of those kind of require me to have free time. I’m gonna hope that I have enough to warrant coming back.

Thanks for sticking around thus far. Hope to be back soon!

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shite man i come back to tumblr for the first time in literal years and there’s paid content now

ummm i moved to discord and twitter a long time ago but my twitter is not very active… as in i have like. Five accounts and i use none of them

i’d haha redirect people to dm me for my twt handle or my discord but the fact of the matter is, i don’t log in to this acc often enough to actually get those dms, and i’m not comfy with letting those things just hang out in public where anyone can find them…?

uhh…. Yeah this is awkward i’m out, see you again in a couple years if you’re still here

oh and… i’ve lost interest in tc and the tc fandom as a whole, hmu if a new game comes out but i’ve lost hope so i’m moving on; sorry to tc mutuals

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Nines be like ‘what an idiot calling me his brother didn’t he kno i was to replace him?’ but after some days he be like ‘I’LL DESTROY ANY BEING WHO HURTS MY STUPID BROTHER’ And also for those who don’t kno why Kamski did this -> [x]

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