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nanajaems0308 · 5 years ago

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OH MY ELLY!!!!!!!

Elly sweetie, i wuv you🥺. I really w i s h i could hug you rn, I desperately need a hug from you. You is so cuTeee . But anyways on to the sappy part, we really havent talked like we used to these days ( honestly fOok time zones) but the past few days i feel like we do and i am h a p p i for that. I absolutely love you, you’re basically my little sister but you’re so mature and i want to tell you that its okay to act your age, you can be sappy, whiny, sad, angy and we wont judge you. We love every single part of you ( why do you think the elievators are there🤡). And that said, we’ll be here for you always, i promise you that. Your fears are valid because i feel like that too sometimes and then i tell myself that i can always reach out to you guys if i ever feel lonely and you can do the same :)). Im not that eloquent so im gonna casually stop here and just yEet

Anyways i wuv you * muah muah * 💝💝

@earth-to-that-asian (abi <3 we havent talked much these days but i still wuv you🥺💝m i l f 😌I promise ill be more active on tumblr so we can talk 🤡🤡also maam your humor✨✨✨✨)

@nct127grass (gracie :D my aussie sister, youre so sweet and understanding that i just wanna hug you, youre really fun to talk to too , and your eyes>>>>> wuv you <3333)

@sunflowerhae (gwennie :D my badass witch sister, idk you just exude c o o l energy, your idgaf energy i stan✨✨, also daMn your eyes😳)

@huangvibez (zainoo <3 my first friend on tumblr, i can write a wholeass essay abt you, i know we havent talked much these days but tis oki man and tbh i LOVE your humor and you never fail to make me wHeeZe)

@kunswifegwen (gwen!! Another first friend:D we havent had the chance to get more closer but i wuv you, you’re sweet and fun, idk man i just lob you💝💝)

@bbyyangiex2 (elly :D i just find you c u t e , like i just wanna pinch your cheeks, forever my braincell sister ✨✨✨, wuv you<333also you are more mature than me , and your editing skills😳😳)

@bbjisungg (cissy!! We havent had the time to talk much but i still wuv you, a lOT and i hope we can talk from time to time <333)

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃

started: september 11, 2020

ended: september 12, 2020

time: 03:00 AM

happy 3 month anniversary!! i’m surprised we lasted three months together and to be honest i can’t even separate your parts because i’ve begun to run out of words to say ily so lowkey kinda gave up. now my long sappy letter that gives me a way to rant and explain myself and how i feel because doing it in the gc is scary and awkward and i feel bad for ruining the mood a lot you know? see i’m already whining-

“𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍𝐓 𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇“

happy 3 months with the peachy family! hopefully no one forgot as i’m doing this a day in advance due to the fact that my brain is killing me with problems. i have issues. anyways the letter will be no different from others just more heavy to me. so yeah here we go again! now i just wanted all 8/9 of you to know that i love you all so dearly and you make me happy.

so 3 months doesn’t feel like 3 months, it almost feels longer than that and that’s what makes me surprised. we’ve hardly known each other for a year, but sometimes it feels like i’ve known you all for years. you all make me so fucking happy and i don’t know where’d i’d be with you guys with that being said i’m sorry sometimes. some days i feel like we’re going to drift apart soon, maybe it’s me overthinking everything but we hardly talk and that scares me. but it’s fine because we’re all busy i just miss you guys and miss how we used to talk for hours on end about stupid bullshit everyday besides the time i took a break from social media. yet maybe i’m being stupid again? yeehaw fug my life 😎 but maybe each letter or essay shit i write just shows a new fear of mine. i’m scared of losing you guys, i never really had this as a fear since i just allowed friends to go. so i’m sorry if i begin to come off whiny and needy, it’s just how i am now! (ew much dramatic 🤢) but yes i am like that and to sum it all up, i’m scared of losing all of you guys and that’s something i don’t want to admit but yeah! i’m just not used to change i guess?

yet that’s besides the point. you all make me feel something that made me i felt like i lacked for awhile, happiness. i remember after losing a lot of my friends i’ve began to head back to base one and lose myself once more. my emotions were getting worse and i couldn’t help myself anymore till i found your guys, of course i’m still rbenej but you made living less painful. for so long i’ve felt alone but you’ve filled the empty part of my heart with your undying love and cheerfulness that makes my day without any of you even trying. i love you all so fucking much it’s hard for me to explain and i might be the only one to be doing a post like this but i have too much time on my hands, plus i refuse to do my essays🖤

“𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔“

a few questions i should clear up:

why?

y e s

why am i talking about my feelings that should be kept private?

the internet doesn’t know me, but all 9 of you do. you know something the internet doesn’t and for me to share whatever doesn’t bother me because it is okay to me. they’ll never know the side you see.

why am i so afraid to lose you guys?

i wish i knew too, but maybe it’s because i’m so used to being with you guys and having friends that can make me happy. i’ve feared losing people since i lost someone important to me, i fear that one day i will be alone again and i will be stuck in that loophole of me being a coward till i can’t take myself anymore. it sucks and i truly hate myself for feeling this way sometimes so i’m sorry.

“𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐔𝐏 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐔𝐏 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘“

this was long and i’m tired and this came out late and nobody fucking cares elie but yes end and ima wait if we reach 7 months because yes happy 3 months you assholes<3

@earth-to-that-asian @nct127grass @sunflowerhae @kunswifegwen @nanajaems0308 @huangvibez @bbjisungg

#peachyfamily #ohmajesus #i am so cheesy #BYE-

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nanajaems0308 · 5 years ago

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Um so ive been dead quite a while sO yEA lEssGo

Thank you for tagging me @earth-to-that-asian @bbyyangiex2 @huangvibez ❤️❤️

Rules: bold the aesthetics that relate to you and add 20 of your own aesthetic qualities for others to bold

[nanajaems0308] casual jeans and tees l chai in the morning l otome games, animes, mangas and manhwas l doodles in the back of notebooks, the corner of texbooks l bangs and short ass hair l sugar cookies and embroidery l flower garden vibez l shirts in every shade of pink l wishes to be born in a fantasy world l cUte kittens and bunnies l looks smart but actually dumb l wants a lot of cute stationary l spicy vegetarian l cooped up inside and has to be dragged out manually l pastel colors l blind asf l music taste changes on a daily basis l talkative at times l trips on absolutely n o t h i n g l wants to dress cute

Tagging: @kpopwritist @nct127grass @sunflowerhae @kunswifegwen @stay-nctzen @jupitersmark @kaffeinic :D

aesthetic tag

Thank you @ncitythoughts i wuv ya bby <3

rules: bold the aesthetics you relate to and add 20 of your own aesthetic qualities for others to bold

I’ll taGggGgGgGg: @sunflowerhae @bbyyangiex2 @nct127grass @nanajaems0308 @kunswifegwen @huangvibez @bbjisungg and idc who else~

#tagged #tag games

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nanajaems0308 · 5 years ago

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sO im laTe and im part of the unnie line???????? I d id n o t k n o t h a t

AnYwhOodLes i wuv you whatchu on abt 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Why toes

I f e e l like we talk much more than before and i think ive grown closer to you🥺 but anyways i wuv ya and muah muah muah

I would say much more cheesier things but my brain is not cooperating atm so like ;-;;

•••UNNIE LINE!•••

The 🍑 family has been an active shithole for two months now, and in honor I feel I should give a lil list for you all to show how superior we are.

THe peach family inside jokes•

Eggsactly

(Old) do u listen to girl in red?

Sexy waffles 🧇

TMI

✨t h i s F o r m a t o f t e x t i n g✨

Divorce court: always threatened never actually happens (somewhere in a corner in a dark room of a BDSM warehouse @earth-to-that-asian is crying)

M*n🤢

Sisterhood of the traveling gc (tumblr, discord, Instagram: choose ur fighter)

And there’s like twenty more that I can’t think of rn

Anyway I love all of u, and I have updated opinions of all of u so listen closely

Also this is 1/2 bc I have too many photos to make this one post ✨🌱

Abi • @earth-to-that-asian

Abi u will always be my mother, this is no surprise. I love u literally sm😔 and I’m so happy we got closer this past month, ur like the first person I go to w hot gossip abt **a** (if u genuinely dk who that is then ask me I’ll tell u) and I trust u more than I trust my dog and usually I trust that hoe w a lot so just know ur special

Things that remind me of u •_•

• “I- o k :D”

•”I-“

•”noice 😎”

•😏this emoji

•dilfs

•outdated memes (not that u send them they just remind me of u)

•old things bc ur old

•mac n cheese 🧀

•nctnetwrite

•tag games

•Lana Del Rey

•my grandmas perfume

•toes

•✨

•awkward when the couples are interacting 1/3

•str**ght couples 😔🤢

My favorite memory of u •.•

•when we first moved to discord and u finally sent a photo (we were all sending photos) and I freaked out abt how cute u were (this was before gwace exsisted) and said I would fight Haechan for u and changed my discord bio to “I love Haechan but I would drop him faster than a druggie dropped their baby if abi became gay” and no one knew and I didn’t tell anyone 😌

Your favorite memory of me •.•(only added if they answered me back when I’m making this)

✧･ﾟ:* ♡ *:･ﾟ✧

Grace • @nct127grass

Grace ur my wife. I think that’s explanation enough to how much i Uwu u (love u) I cherish the calls we have w each other, and I miss u a lot rn 🥺🥺 ppl always ask me who I’m talking to 24/7 and it’s gotten to the point where I’m like “grace” and they’re like “oh ok tell her I said hi” I talk abt u quite a bit bc I just ,,, LOVE U hehehe even tho I’m insecure and always am like “are we abt to get divorced rn🙈” ur so chill and ur just like “no Gwen” like we’re an old Italian couple from New York 😌 ily bye

Things that remind me of you •_•

•whoresome memes

•**** **** (u know 😏😏)

•Australian-ness

•plushies

•being gay for friends

•overly sweet priv messages that would give willy wonka tummy aches

•being married

•long distance relationships LMAO

•Sanrio

•gwace

•ft

•Cinnabon

•the gym

•couple squad 1/4

•toes

My fav memory of you •.•

•this is the hardest one bc we have had quite a few moments but I for the life of me can’t remember our wedding day so I think I’ll say the first time we fted and talked abt racism in Australia and it wasn’t awkward like I thought it would be and it was pretty chill. Everytime I think of it I smile idk why (I bet u were gonna say when u **** ** *** ****** but I’m not horny on main ever so)

Your fav memory of me •.•

✧･ﾟ:* ♡ *:･ﾟ✧

Juju • @nanajaems0308

Juju sometimes I feel like u don’t like me, but then I remember that that’s just my insecurities punching me in the tits, and I’m like “no just bc you don’t talk in priv that doesn’t mean she doesn’t like u bitch” and Ik we don’t talk as much as I wish we did, but my monthly goal is to talk more to u, because I do love u and want to talk to u WAY more than we do

Things that remind me of you •_•

•Jaemin

•horny on main

•👁👄👁

•awkward when the couples are interacting 2/3

•art museums idk why

•socks 🧦

•y/n

•toes

My fav memory of you •.•

•when we all fted for the first time and I called u abi LMAOOOOOOOOO Ik it’s a weird fav memory to have but it will always make me laugh when I think of it

✧･ﾟ:* ♡ *:･ﾟ✧

There are 8 members in the 🍑 family, and I’m apart of the unnie line😌 so the next post will have the maknae line😌😔

#peachyfamily #moots #abi #gwen #grace

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nanajaems0308 · 5 years ago

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JUJU YOU NEED TO CHANGE YOUR AGE IN YOUR BIO YOU'RE 16 NOW 😌🍷 - the milf

Oh shit I totally forgot ;-;;;;

Im on it 👁💧👄💧👁

Thanks for reminding me mOm

#asks #moots #abi

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nanajaems0308 · 5 years ago

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Ily too braincell sista🥺😎❤️❤️

Eight Dumbasses Makes 1 Family

WELCOME TO PEACHY FAMILY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARY

*blows air horn thingy*🎂

okay now this is gonna be a long post because fuck it. anyways let’s go from who i met first and last 😎

ABI • @earth-to-that-asian

now mOm okay so like of course i met her first as she was the one who created the group! (right?right.) BUT OKAY I LOVE HER A LOT >:4 i’d like to say i’d vibe with her but then i realized i don’t vibe with anyone and i’d be lying to myself 😎.yet apparently you found my account before we met which is kinda spooky to me but YOU ARE SUCH A SUPPORTIVE MOTHER AND NEVER TRY TO STOP MY DUMBASS AND MY ANTICS SO THANK YOU AND ILY MWAH🖤✨

things that remind me of you:

coffee, autumn nights, dilfs, corn hub, strawberries, carmel(?), cows and lofi music

GRACE • @nct127grass

GRRR I LOVE HER AS WELL BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT SHE IS ONE OF THE OTHER MEMBERS THAT REMINDS ME OF PINK SUGAR COOKIES WITH GLITTER. ahem now i love grace if she hadn’t talked in the chat i would’ve never spoken. yet she also promotes my bad behavior 😎 anyways she makes me happy she makes my day she is sunshine (1/2)

things that remind me of you:

sugar cookies, pink flowers like any, bubble tea, spring time cherry blossom, and sanrio

ZAINOO • @huangvibez

someone who is close in age and is pretty fucking dope? yes that’s hEr~~ okay okay lemme get my chill anywayZ i love her a lot, even though she’s really chaotic she gives me very very chill vibes. i don’t talk to her very often but i love her a lot ya know so yEAh😎✨

things that remind me of you:

rainy days, tea, warm fuzzy blankets, glasses, lanterns, frogs and piano music

GWEN • @sunflowerhae

so like HI okay i love her a lot as you know but you don’t but i do. so she is just a very very sweet person in my eyes because yeaH. i too also love hating on m*n with you because m*n are ew unless they are nct. she was extremely kind while i was doing a break thing and even though she was very against me cursing like the bad boy i am she still loves me 😌✨

things that remind me of you:

bratz dolls, tarot cards, pastel stars or stars in general, astrology, tea, flower fields and bumble bees

JUJU • @nanajaems0308

i. fucking. love. her. is it because i have to share a braincell with her? um yeAh but anyways i love j u j u. she makes me happy she is cute and she is adorable. therefore she is sunshine (2/2) >:3 now i can vibe with chu sometimes like us being stupid like very very stupid in the groupchat because we be like that ya know. alright i shut up now

things that remind me of you:

sugar cookies, pastel stars, bunnies, the feeling you get on a snowy morning, jaemin, sanrio, and ottome games

CISSY • @bbjisungg

we actually don’t ever talk so like i don’t know what to say but when we had you were really chill and cool so i love you >:4 also your stories 🤩

things that remind me of you:

story telling, dances, sunday afternoons when it’s quiet, birds, and grapes(idkpleasedontask)

GWEN • @kunswifegwen

ahem my number one supporter okay but like i love her a lot and i think she’s soft for me which is 👁👄👁 yeah. now since she had practically just joined i don’t know her very well and we talk there and there but honestly she seems so fricking chill i love her a lot and that’s all i’m saying because fuck you.

things that remind me of you:

frogs, frog bread, grungy shit, painting, black coffee, turtles, and windy spring days

From satan • @bbyyangiex2

welcome to the sad part(?) excuse this and i have tea with me so sit down have a cup of coffee because we won’t get a part 3 in awhile. i’m sorry that i’m unable to talk to anyone very comfortably. i get extremely sad at myself when i realize that i can actually never have a conversation with anyone in the chat in private. i fear if i am bothering you or being annoying. i feel like i annoy or irritate all of you guys because i’m the youngest i feel like i try so hard to prove to you guys i’m not as immature as you think and i’m sorry for that. this is not me asking for reassurance i don’t want that and i simply grown to hate pity as it made me feel more guilty this is just me simply feeling out of it or expressing myself. now i’ll continue. i’ve attempted to but i shake a lot when i’m nervous and then i begin to hyperventilate. you know just the regular. yet you all made me feel happy when i had no friends when i was alone again. so thank you for not making me alone and laugh extremely hard when it got rough. i can never thank you all enough. but please remember or at least know that despite all the dumb and annoying shit i say or sent that i love you all so very much and even if you guys hate me it’s okay because i’ll still be there for you. no matter where i am. i’ll try. so i thank the seven of you for everything. happy 2 months my second family <3

- elie <3

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