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…things get broken, and sometimes they get repaired, and in most cases, you realize that no matter what gets damaged, life rearranges itself to compensate for your loss, sometimes wonderfully.

Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life (via cirune)

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ooc: oh my god i’m so embarrassed i’m here again after SO LONG

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Kamisama Hajimemashita Season 2 Opening

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Precious Nanami~ ♥～(‘▽^人)

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Reblog if I'm allowed to send you in character asks even if we have never talked before.

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"A picture... yeah," actually she was way too distracted by the moonlight to pay attention to his words. 

Nanami could get pretty influencied by the moon; it gave her memories. Good ones, bad ones. Memories of the day her house was on fire, memories of the day she thought she'd be homeless person until death. Memories of when she met Tomoe. 

It have her a strange energy. So... weird. Yet beautiful. Just like everything that happened since I came to the shrine... truly. Being here with Tomoe, though, is different. I can't describe it properly.

She looked at him for a few moments, without realizing. And felt the sensation she knew so well -- that one, who would tell her Tomoe was the only one.

"G--Geez... Sorry Tomoe. I guess I didn't pay attention."

"W--what are you drinking?" So embarrassing, I've stared him for how long? Damn Nanami.

… How cute.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her reaction. The way her brown hues lit up. “Magic?” Turning his body now, sitting up right along with Nanami. “Maybe, it is bigger than it normally is, brighter too.” A negative nancy he could be, perhaps it was because of how much she had been looking at it. He couldn’t help not liking it and liking it at the same time.

"I don’t know if I’d advise that, but soak it all in dear. If you want we can get a picture of it." He reached over to pat an ruffle brown hairs on the top of her head. Smoothing them back out afterwards. He was trying to not be jealous of a stupid moon, there was a fine line he wouldn’t cross.

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"--..."

This sad face. Another nightmare about Kirihito... Would she ever forget that?

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Tomoe: WHHAAAAAAATTTTTTT?!

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For the New Year.

A huge thank you to everyone that follows me and has roleplayed with me, talked to me, or simply read my threads and reblogged pictures. Whatever your reason is for following me— thank you. An extra shout out to those that have been around since this blog began in 2012. This blog’s going to be three years old very soon, so thank you for sticking around for so long.

Without further ado, in no particular order:

unhealing | jarissang | mischievousmonarch | yungorihara | erikararara | oldmanfujimoto | ichibantsuyoi | genocider—chi | hachi-and-roppi | nanami-kami | thefabulouslindalinda | i-detest-violence-dammit | izayaori | fukxru | kadota-chin | thepreciousbodyguard | arakawasqueen | peacefulquiethero | meghatarozva 

Here’s to a great 2015 ♥

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"Mun is having a few troubles... yeah."

"But we're coming back next month! New year, new experiences, I really can't wait! See you soon."

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hello there guys, it has been two months, probably the worst two months a girl can ever have.

i just wanna clear up the reason i've been offline: recently, i've been through the most terrible and traumatic experience in my life. the last day i logged here was the day it happened.

i don't think i have energies to roleplay as such a cheerful character as nanami. everything on here feels so nostalgic though.

plum, kyo -- i made you guys wait for too long, keep up with your threads without thinking about me, too.

ive been here for 3 years already? i think so, this would be nanami's third christmas. that's not going to be possible this year.

it hurts me a little, i've got good memories on here. with the old roleplayers, with the old fandom. there are people i cant remember the name, but i remember how they made me feel. this won't change.

same goes to the new fandom ive been recently roleplaying with.

just have been through something that changed me way too much, and now im in need of professional help and at the same time, i have no strenght to ask for it.

that's all. i hope i can come back, if i find peace again. or i hope i can come back to look for peace. this is going to have a little place in my heart always, discovering i am as strong as nanami is ok. nanami is good.

bye. i can't reall take this for now. stay safe.

- marina, nanami mun.

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Kamisama Hajimemashita

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“Everyone ends up alone.” "Stay close to me." "We need to get away." "This is all for you.” "How could you be so heartless?" "There’s gotta be another way out." “I’ve tried forever getting out on my own.” “I don’t wanna fight alone anymore.” “I never thought you would really go.” “I was being such a fool.” “But I can’t live without you.” “If I wanted to leave I would have left by now.” "Don’t let me down.” “And now I’m feeling stupid.” “I’ll only stay with you one more night.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” “Can’t take it no more.” “I used to pretend that I felt okay.” “I’ve failed you again.” “God knows that I tried…” “I was dreaming for so long.” "You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need.” “If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?” "We both know how this ends." “This is not what I do.” “Is that alright?” “Am I even human?” "I’m a mess." "At least I’ve always been myself.” “No one knows my heart.” “I don’t know what I’m doing.” “There is something that you need to let me know.” “Be honest please.” “Say you’ll stay.” "I’ll look after you." “I wasn’t looking for this.” "Here’s my number." “Where do you think you’re going, baby?” “I missed you so bad.” "You see?" "Come on let’s go and play!" “Be my baby.” “Don’t you ever say I just walked away.” “I will always want you.” “I never meant to start a war.” “I just wanted you to let me in.” “I guess I should’ve let you win.” "You make me crazy from happiness." "You’re my prince from the fairy tale." "Where do I go if you leave?" "I was afraid you don’t care about me." “I can’t forget you.” “I’m your destiny.” “You are like frost.” “We just have to wait until the next life.” "We need to talk." “Where did I go wrong?” "I lost a friend." “If I don’t say this now I will surely break.” “I’m losing my control.” “What’s mine is yours to leave or take.” “You’ve begun to feel like home.” “If that’s what you want…” “But I’m only human!” “I bleed…” "I can do it!" “Don’t let them in.” “Let it go.” "We only have each other."  “Okay, can I just, say something crazy?” "We are meant to be."

Send one of these in my askbox to see how my muse reacts

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She drowned in his arms for a moment, stroking her head agaisnt them, in the way she loved the most: the intimate one. They were so close that Nanami could feel his warmth; every single touch was confort, because the most comfortable thing is when parts of your body that aren't usually touched by other beings get their attention. Her neck, her ears, her forgotten hair. Tomoe made her feel presence, in a brain filled with imagination.

"It is a poem," she whispered. "I found this in one of the books in the library... my goal was to recite this for you in your birthday. But it got stuck in my head already." 

The Land Goddess sat down, fixing his violet hues with passion. Clearing her throat, Nanami spoke loud and well: 

                    "I love you without knowing how, or when... or from where."

Does this sound silly? Her cheeks started to get pink, but her heart would keep speaking.

                    "I love you simply, without problems or pride. I love you in this way because I don't -- I really don't -- know any other way of loving but this, in which  there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand...''

She took his hand.

                           ''So intimate that when I fall asleep, your eyes close.''

Nuzzles, Waggling his tail, tries to crawl into Nanami's lap to lay on it.

Lying on the fresh grass with her most loved person, that’s what Nanami could call a peaceful weekend; oh. And her life, months ago, used to be everything — literally everything, but never peaceful. It couldn’t be found on her personal dictionary, but you could hear the leaves spelling this word calmly, as Tomoe walked by. If you were deaf, you would be able to read them into Tomoe’s eyes. 

"Ne, Tomoe—"

"Do you want me to recite something for you?"

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"What a wonderful idea!" Nanami would rather to fix on Tomoe's positive words; yeah, maybe it wasn't magic, but she couldn't help on looking at him with doubt. Jealously? Eh, hehe. It can't be! We're talking about the moon, not about a person. I'm so egocentric!

"I always forget the shrine got enough donations to buy a camera! Ne, Tomoe, lift your arms! In the picture it's gonna look like you're holding the moon!" Always using creativity, Nanami. Taking the same photo at least five times, happiness flushed her cheeks.

"Wah-- you look handsome. Your hair is matching the moon, look! ♥"

… How cute.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her reaction. The way her brown hues lit up. “Magic?” Turning his body now, sitting up right along with Nanami. “Maybe, it is bigger than it normally is, brighter too.” A negative nancy he could be, perhaps it was because of how much she had been looking at it. He couldn’t help not liking it and liking it at the same time.

"I don’t know if I’d advise that, but soak it all in dear. If you want we can get a picture of it." He reached over to pat an ruffle brown hairs on the top of her head. Smoothing them back out afterwards. He was trying to not be jealous of a stupid moon, there was a fine line he wouldn’t cross.