If you but knew the flames that burn in me which I attempt to beat down with my reason.
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@annuitcoeptis сказал:
[Oh. Oh. He wasn't... expecting this, honestly.]
... well if you really want to know, I... have been trying to quit. Trying.
[A pause, before he shuffles around his pockets. Moments later, he pulls out a pack of cigarettes-- half-empty, but also a couple of years stale. The pack of someone going through cycles of quitting and relapsing, in other words.]
Uh-- these are kinda stale, though. 'Been holding on to 'em for a while. Unless you don't... mind that.
Trying to quit, and yet you keep them in your pocket? [He looks remarkably unconvinced here. His eyebrows go up, then down, but he doesn’t say anything. He’s couth enough to wait until after he’s already taken the cigarette.]
[And yet, Ivan can taste the stale at the cigarette’s edges when he lights up. There’s a certain hollow at the core that’s unmistakable, isn’t there? ... he smirks!]
Well, no. I don’t mind. Not that I’m one to critique a gift, of course. Though, I do have to ask... why dangle your temptations in front of your nose? You don’t have to. Are you having fun?
#annuitcoeptis#ic#i. i haven't written this man in over a year 😭😭#and i don't know if i ever will in a way that matters but#for al yes he'll come around sdfjlsjkflsjlsfsljlsjflslslsfdsf 🥺🥺
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oh my god wild i accidentally logged into this blog it's been like a year!! well over a year!! insane lmao
#ooc#switching so violently between blogs tonight that i stumbled into the wrong house!! shit boy i die!! shit!!#i don't even have this muse anymore really at least not for now but i can't just delete his blog :(#anyway yeah!! it's me!! if you know what i mean then you know heheh >:)#i feel so wily i feel so devious... i feel like batman... my secrets... i am known but not known >:)#it may seem like i have not been here in a year..... but the truth...... is closer than you think... >:)#this is so lame I'm sorry i just think it's funny gjgjgkgkg
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hell yeah it is!!!!
@nastoychivost oi
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Wooden church in Novgorod, Russia. Postcard from 1984.
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always has been
@nastoychivost oi
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Actor Spartak Mishulin with his pin collection. Photo by Oleg Lastochkin (1997)
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I SWEAR TO YOU GENTLEMEN, THAT TO BE OVERLY CONSCIOUS IS A SICKNESS, A REAL, THOROUGH SICKNESS.
independent personification of st. petersburg, russia. semi-selective & private. written by ian.
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At the height of the Great War, Ivan has a conversation with a Russian soldier.
#aph#hetalia#aph russia#historical hetalia#this has been sitting in my drafts for. uh. a month?#have it pls
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Nicolas II reckons with the consequences of Bloody Sunday, just not in the way you might expect. Ivan isn't particularly impressed.
#aph russia#hetalia#aph#historical hetalia#woot i'm posting this now#thanks for the kind comments on part 1!! ; v ;
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aux-armes-citoyens replied to your link “Prison des Peuples - Chapter 1 - pachemuchka - Hetalia: Axis Powers...”
WOW THIS IS SO GOOD I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO READING MORE
tysm ahhh!! I was rly nervous about posting this I appreciate ur encouragement friend!! ; v ;
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Sisyphus Observed, ch 1/?
It's the summer of 1891, and Russia needs creditors after their German allies have shut their wallet. It just so happens that France has money and a painful lack of allies. Ideological differences abound.
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hey all! i know it’s been a while since i’ve kicked around here, but in an effort to prove to myself that my muse isn’t dead, i’m starting a writing series following ivan thru the 1890-1990s called sisyphus observed. i’ll post my chapters here since that seems to be the most fitting place for them, this is just a kinda/sorta update. i won’t say i’m done here forever in terms of rp, but it’s nice to use this blog for something. thanks for reading!
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hailcolumbia reblogged your post and added:
I’ll accept “Top Shit”.
Okay. In Russian, that would be дурацкая жопа.
You should find that acceptable.
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I don't prefer texting, but if you insist. I got a new phone, what should I call you now?
I can't believe you've placed your postbox so close to my message. Dreadful.
It’s 2020. You can text me and pretend it was the wrong number instead.
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no u
hailcolumbia mentioned you in a post
@ nastoychivost ?????
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[Is this in Ivan’s inbox? Yes.]
@pluralis
Why.
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