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I'm reposting some of my old arts on a new blog that will be used as a sort of portfolio, so if you see my art on another book probably it's me!

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A British tar is a soaring soul, As free as a mountain bird, His energetic fist should be ready to resist A dictatorial word.

I've listened to HMS Pinafore on loop for the last week, and I couldn't help but drawing me using a navy uniform from the end of XIX century.

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I feel like I've already wasted my life. like yeah, there's no turning point, there's nothing I can do. I'm not at NEET, I'm turning 27 this year, I'm only a stupid who doesn't want to get a degree and and unemployed who doesn't wanna to actually make some kind of effort.

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I drew my bf and me as a sailor and a lighthouse keeper. Does it means something profound or it has some hidden symbolism? Nope. I just wanted an excuse to draw me as a lighthouse keeper.

I'm kind of ashamed to admit that this drawing took me like 6-7 hours to complete, but probably it's the best drawing I have made this year so far so...

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So last saturday I went to Mexico City's LGBT+ Pride and marched along puppies, leathermen and rubbermen. It was a lot of fun! It was really nice to see how much the community has grown. We were visited by puppies from different states of the country. Not entirely sure how many people we were, but probably around 150 or so in a big group.

Since last year I couldn't attend, this time I felt a bit nervous and shy at frist, but soon I felt as part of the pack!! It was my first time wearing a puppy hood for a long time, and it's surprisingly comfy but very hot!! I was sweating a lot!!

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"Proud to be myself"

First time in ages I draw something for Pride Month. I'm really excited! I'll be marching with my puppy friends wearing a pup hood for the very first time and weaving the pupplay pride flag.

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my very first pup hood!! woof woof!!

And it arrived just in time for my city's pride! I'm very happy. I was unsure about what color should I pick, but I went for a yellow one at the end. I think it's a nice color 💛

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Dreaming about bringing back my mohawk and finally finish personalizing my denim jacket. What are your opinion on fake piercings? Since I'm very sensitive I'm reluctant to go for a real one, especially a septum, I think it's fine to use a fake one.

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First drawing on my new sketchbook.

A few weeks ago i tried to bake brownies for the very first time. I was really excited! I bought everything I needed: a good chocolate, cocoa powder, butter, pecans... and then something was wrong. My mix was really dry! But I persisted and continued as instructed in the recipe.

At the end I had very dense brownies, but very delicious!! I ate them all.

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Happy New Year Everyone!!! as last year, I decided to draw something. This year's drawing is simpler than last year's, but I'm happy with the final result. It was an interesting experiment.

I wish from the bottom of my heart that this year will be better for everyone of us. I'm not fond to make resolutions since 2020, but maybe this year I'll make some small ones. As someone said: "one step at a time"

I'd like to do some exercise, I'm in a really bad shape and I need to car more about my health, both physical and mental.

I'd like to draw more. This was the very first time I used my pentablet to draw something since last new year's drawing.

I'd like to connect more with my partners.

I'd like to explore and experiment more with thing I'm interested on, like DnD and fashion.

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"Se acabó esa ciudad. Terminó aquél país. No hay memoria del México de aquéllos años. Y a nadie le importa: de ese horror quién puede tener nostalgia. Todo pasó como pasan los discos en la sinfonola."

—Las batallas en el desierto. José Emilio Pacheco

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I got drunk and cried for no reason in front of the guy I like. How was your friday?

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"Estoy acostada en la misma cama donde murió mi madre hace ya muchos años; sobre el mismo colchón; bajo la misma cobija de lana negra con la cual nos envolvíamos las dos para dormir. Entonces yo dormía su lado, en un lugarcito que ella me hacía debajo de sus brazos. Creo sentir todavía el golpe pausado de su respiración; las palpitaciones y suspiros con que ella arrullaba mi sueño . . . Creo sentir la pena de su muerte . . . Pero esto es falso. Estoy aquí, boca arriba, pensando en aquel tiempo para olvidar mi soledad. Porque no estoy acostada sólo por un rato. Y ni en la cama de mi madre, sino dentro de un cajón negro como el que se usa para enterrar a los muertos. Porque estoy muerta."

Fragmento de Pedro Páramo, novela de Juan Rulfo (1917-1986)

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—¿Y tu alma? ¿Dónde crees que haya ido? —Debe andar vagando por la tierra como tantas otras; buscando vivos que recen por ella. Tal vez me odie por el mal trato que le di; pero eso ya no me preocupa. He descansado del vicio de sus remordimientos. Me amargaba hasta lo poco que comía, y me hacía insoportables las noches llenándomelas de pensamientos intranquilos con figuras de condenados y cosas de ésas. Cuando me senté a morir, ella me rogó que me levantara y que siguiera arrastrando la vida, como si esperara todavía algún milagro que me limpiara de culpas. Ni siquiera hice el intento: "Aquí se acaba el camino —le dije—. Ya no me quedan fuerzas para más." Y abrí la boca para que se fuera. Y se fue. Sentí cuando cayó en mis manos el hilito de sangre con que estaba amarrada a mi corazón.

Fragmento de Pedro Páramo, novela del escritor mexicano Juan Rulfo (1917-1986)

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Today it's my birthday!!

This pup is turning 26 on the 26th day of october... maybe it's a special day for that coincidence...

I don't have any plans or friends to hang out today, so I guess I'l spend my saturday at home

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Raccoons from Real Life speak toki pona

Raccoons from Real Life speak Toki Pona!

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If I never recover from this... then what should I do?