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Tbe cycle continue, i get excited, i ramble, then i feel bad for doing so and i regret it aaaa-

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Plsplsplsdontleavemeafterthispleaseplease-

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Damnit damnit damnit they were right I really need to talk to a psychiatrist and specifically about borderline personality disorder but how do i even bring smth like that up?? its been over a year questioning of research w the help of two people (plus one has experience with witnessing bpd)

Ofc I didn't listen- until more recently a few months ago when "mood swings" became "planned suicide + self harming"- I've been physically harming myself now constantly this entire week and its getting worse every day and one wrong thing is gonna make me nsmfbdkdjd i don't want anyone to have to deal with me like this imsoterrified—

And the reason I really do want to get this checked out is bc- h-

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Saw ur comic feel bad for Xander. Wonder why he get those headaches

The migraines he gets are genetic, so he has always had em but they're just worse now. his mom would get the same type of headaches and would lash out a lot because of how frustrating they were (she would lash out on others while Xander now lashes out on himself)

and since he and his family arnt humans, any type of painkiller/medication would be ineffective, forcing him (and his mom at the time) to just deal with them

on an extra note: death can sometimes worsen preexisting conditions (or not, its purely chance) and for Xander's case, it was worsened (same thing with completely different physical condition that Siren had)

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Xander gets these chronic headaches/migrants but they're became a lot more severe after death

medication obviously cant work on vampires since its just never strong enough, no matter how many they take

Lorenzo knows more about vampires then Xander, Siren, and Silva do (ironic considering that- yeah-) so.

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late but thx for the follow bro & belated hbd. Your ocs are cool!🔥

ofc ofc 💪 and AAAA THANK U BRO 🤙🤙💯❣️

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i was trying to post this all day help

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drew this quickly before i had to put my ipad away but bunny suit Xander bunny suit Xander bunny suit Xander bunny suit Xander this is so funny to me

Zen- @itslovelovelyme

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happy Xander happy Xander

still the most surprising thing to me (and Xander) (in a good way)

Zen- @itslovelovelyme

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bff smoochie (fr)

Siren is my way of other people's ocs at least a bit of love and affection they desurve

Jake- @itslovelovelyme

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HELLO I HAVE AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

@alondraartz

this this this this THISSSSSS IS AMAZING AND IM PUTTING IT HERE ASWELL, LIKE HOLY SHIT ITS SO COOL AAAA I AM STILL IN SHOCK

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Hello new Xander.

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better quality

also one without blood + ref wip:

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@alondraartz part 2 but with Siren’s name

Fin: the S in siren stands for “Stupid”

Siren: i have all As, and i take AP chemistry and honor classes.

Fin:

Fin:

Fin: thats just cuz you’re asian. *walks away*

Siren: wh. WHAT.

Fin: the F in “Fin” stands for “Fuck off”

Siren: it actually stands for “Faggot” but ok whatever you say.

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Fin: the F in “Fin” stands for “Fuck off”

Siren: it actually stands for “Faggot” but ok whatever you say.

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comfort ship once again

@itslovelovelyme