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i should fucking go to sleep but hear me out don't you guys love when Luffy just

we love his angry/serious/protective mode

he's my boyfriend y'all, just for your information🥰

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“Academic comfort”

Albedo Kreideprinz x Reader | Modern AU (comfort)

 ... FEATURING; Albedo Kreideprinz (modern au) CW/TW; burnt out, stress, tears, hurt/comfort, slight school vent, kinda fluffy??

Notes: I wrote this after a HUGE academic burnout and never finished it, but I thought this would be fitting to post for the back-to-school season (yes it's mid-month now, shhh)

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Another headache was beginning to form, looking up from the unorganised array of textbooks and papers. A quick glance toward the clock on the corner of your laptop reads, 2:37 AM. Despite spending 6 hours studying you still didn’t understand the content. The test is in 9 hours, 13 minutes and 12 seconds, but who's counting? definitely you. Especially because you don't understand the work. The emotions you’ve been trying to suppress for the past few hours flood to the surface: annoyance, guilt, embarrassment.

Everything begins to overwhelm you: the blue light from the laptop burns your eyes and your headphones playing “soothing lo-fi music” squeezes your head deathly tight.

Despite not being an emotional person, tears start to fill your eyes from the sheer amount of stress. Embarrassment quickly floods your system, you can’t damage your ego more by crying in public. Besides the fact that it's early morning on a school night the library still has a few stragglers. You scramble to wipe your stinging tears before they reach your test notes. In these quick movements you knock over your, now cold, plastic cup of coffee.

That’s it, your breaking point. Your head heavily drops into your hands, elbows now resting on the library table littered with your schoolwork. Plastic coffee cup slowly inching towards spilling its remaining cool liquid onto your notes. The headphones that were once playing soothing lo-fi music now lay to rest at the base of your neck. Preoccupied with your thoughts and trying to pull yourself together you fail to notice the person seated across from you remove their own headset. 

"What are you studying this late?" a soft masculine voice laced with curiosity echos throughout the barren library. You lift your head up slightly allowing the male across from you to make eye contact with your red eyes. His light brow quirked up only seemed to compliment his azure eyes. You quickly avert your gaze once it dawned on you that you’d been staring. Great, not only are you too stupid to understand the textbook, but you’re too stupid to remember how to interact with someone. The tension is broken after some shuffling across from you and the slight screech of a chair. “Do you, want some help?” you hear, this time his voice sounds from your left side.

Finally clearing your throat and lifting your gaze, you turn to face the male standing next to you who you recognise to be Albedo, one of the top science students in the school and a mutual friend. "Nah its fine,, just some last minute studying before the test." You manage to force out with an obviously forced chuckle, your voice sounding slightly hoarse from the lack of use. His gaze slyly shifts between your bloodshot eyes and the empty cup of coffee on its side. "ah, I see," he responds with a light hum. He reaches over your backpack and starts to grab your papers. 

Confused, you stay seated and continue to stare at him while he groups up all of your papers. What was this man doing? He finally paused as he noticed your confusion, "aren't you going to get some rest before the test?" you could almost laugh, scratch that, you did. Letting out an actual laugh this time you gently grab your papers back from his hand. "Albedo, darling, I'm not done studying yet, The test is tomorrow and I still don't understand half of this material." Stress seeps off your words, something he is quick to realize. You receive another hum in response, before grabbing a chair and sitting down. 

“Okay, then how I can I help?”

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The Stellaron Hunters as your lover

Hc of the stellaron hunters if they were your lover

 ... FEATURING; Blade, Kafka, Silver Wolf CW/TW; romantic talk, over-protectiveness, manipulation, hints yandere, toxicity

Notes: GOSH, I haven't posted in forever. ngl i completely forgot that I had tmblr BUT I've been writing a lot more recently and wanted to post some drafts before my new works! pls enjoy this! <3

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Blade

 ➤ Practically the whole fandom assumes that Blade would be extremely possessive and jealous,,, I 100% agree. You can’t go anywhere without his “mark” with you, even then he has Silver Wolf send one of her holograms to follow you (much to her dismay). Yk, just to keep you safe of course! If Blade goes anywhere with you everyone knows you two are together, whether it's because of his deathly glare towards anyone looking at you or the way he constantly has a hold on you. Whether it’s your waist, hand or bag (he’s slightly touch-starved). Blade is the type of s/o who would threaten to dismember someone just for asking if you want a large or small drink, god forbid you ever get hit on. The person would go “missing” within the next few hours. Confronting him about it would end up with him saying something along the lines of, “I’m not jealous doll. What’s mine is mine.” 

Kafka

 ➤ Anyone who doesn’t agree that Kafka is the most romantic among the stellaron hunters, can take their leave. Many think that her manipulative nature on the battlefield slips into your relationship but it’s far from that. She does her best to show that her emotions and intentions are pure. Kafka is the type of lover who will wake up before you just to admire the way that the sun shines on you while you’re sleeping, you’d wake up to her gently moving your hair out of your face while already teasing you “Like what you see darling?”  If that doesn’t get her feelings across then maybe all of her acts of service will; You want a hot bath? Kafka is already in the tub waiting for you. Had a hard day? She’s sitting on the bed ready to listen. (and possibly remove the problem) Kafka is downright smitten for you and isn’t afraid to let people know about your spell on her. 

Silver Wolf

➤ Although all the stellaron hunters are protective of their lovers, the most over-protective lover in the galaxy is without a doubt; Silver Wolf. You can NOT do anything without her, if she isn’t with you in person, she’ll still be watching over you through holograms. Her job requires her to stay in headquarters most hours of the day, and constantly online. This is why her love language mainly consists of playing video games with you and physical touch. A lot of your dates are just the both of you playing games and the winner gets any ‘reward’ they want. (silver wolf will demand a kiss for each win) While she may not be the most expressive lover, she gives subtle hints, and her small smiles and softening eyes, become a lot more noticeable.

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near. 8teen. they/them.

Master list

( ! ) drabbles 

( ♡ ) imagines/headcanons

( ✧ ) angst

( ❃ ) hurt/comfort

( ♤ ) personal fav

𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . ████████ 100%  ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ!

Animes

Her First Report | Violet Evergarden (✧)

Genshin

the lightning’s glow | kazuha (✧) 

Brothers? | Kaeya Angst (✧)  

venti headcanons ( ♡ ) ~ fluff

Academic Comfort ( ! ) ~ Albedo Comfort

Honkai Star Rail

The Stellaron Hunters as your lover ( ♡ ) ~ fluff

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the lightning’s glow

Tomo’s death | Kazuha Pov Angst

 ... FEATURING;  Kaedehara Kazuha  CW/TW; death mention, angst, hurt, self-deprecating thoughts

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬; I, as well as a large portion of the genshin fandom refer to Kazuha's friend as Tomo. Please do not attack me for not being 100% canon. If there are any spelling or grammatical errors please point them out!

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The lightning struck as I ran. I couldn't stop, I had to hurry. It was the fastest I've ever ran in my life. The wind hit my face, throwing my hair into my eyes. I could barley see what was right in front of me.

I could hear the clang of swords being clashed in the distance, I was close. They weren't lying, he really did challenge the shogun. "Tomo you idiot." It was the only thing I could think of.I ran up the steps of Tenshukaku, but by the time I arrived at the top step the duel was over. Out of breath my eyes bolted around taking in the scene before me. Tomo's severed blade hitting the ground, his body falling. It was as if time had stopped, my heart along with it. The world around me had never seemed so dull before. My sun, stripped away from me.

Once his body had hit the floor I knew I had to act fast. Running forward and grabbing his dying vision I ran. I turned and ran, I couldn't hold him or comfort him. I knew he was gone. No matter how hard I tried, tears started to stream down my face. It hit me, he's gone. I couldn't help but feel my steps falter, tipping over. I quickly regained my balance. Choking back the sob that threatened to escape me, I wipe my eyes and continue to run with no destination in mind.

"If I had been faster, would he still be alive? Why didn't he tell me, did he not trust me? Am I really that incompetent? Have I failed yet another person I love so dearly? Why am I never good enough? Why not me? Why him?" These thoughts burned themselves into my brain. The doubt and guilt I felt was similar to a flood, with no chance of survival. I soon would drown from these thoughts and emotions. Only then in death would I see his smile once more.

Yet…"Despite this I knew, I mustn't let his hope that burned so brightly become burried upon the ice-cold statue of a god."

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Brothers?

The Feeling of Abandonment | Kaeya pov angst

 ... FEATURING;  Diluc Ragnvindr, Kaeya Alberich CW/TW; arugment, aggressiveness, angst, hurt, slight self-deprecating thoughts

note: Hello! This is genshin Kaeya, Diluc Angst. This does have some spoilers of Kaeya and Diluc’s past/relationship, so beware of that. (Sorry for any spelling mistakes!!)

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“ Kaeya, did you seriously think we were brothers?”

Kaeya moves his gaze from his drink of choice, wine, his mind lightly buzzing from the alcoholic drink. His gaze now on Diluc who is drying a whiskey glass behind the bar. The sounds of the tavern slowly drowns out, his focus now only on Diluc, his brother. “Huh? What do you mean?” He manages to push out the words of his quickly closing throat, the words barely audible to anyone else around them, although you wouldn’t be able to hear with all the chatter. “Did you consider us brothers?” Diluc repeats now moving his own gaze to meet Kaeya’s, his gaze feeling like a scorching flame burning into Kaeya’s skin sending a chill down his spine. “Uh, well, I think that dad would’ve-” Kaeya was swiftly cut off by the glare and quick words spit out by Diluc, “Don’t.” It the only word he said yet Kaeya still understood the message from that one word, the rage and hurt hidden behind it. While invisible to others, it was as clear as a bolded sign to the two men. “Right” Kaeya quickly reply’s, his gaze now shifting back to his wine, one of his hands still spinning the glass lightly, the other resting on the bar. “I guess, yeah,” Kaeya says watching the wine spin in his glass, still feeling the burning gaze of his brother. “I did consider us brothers, despite, that.” Kaeya finally finishes, quickly taking a sip of his wine to soothe the rasp in his voice. Diluc visibly pauses and tenses, quickly turning around to put the whiskey glass he’s been drying away. There’s now an awkward stillness between the two, a dead uncomfortable pregnant silence. 

“Well don’t” Diluc says, his voice heavy and full of hatred. “I never considered you my brother, and never will. Spy.” The silence is now heavy, the two now solely focused on each other. Kaeya doesn’t visibly react, he puts his now empty wine cup down and stays seated for a few seconds, processing the words said to him. Diluc still facing the shelf full of glasses, now picking up a different glass. Kaeya gets up from the stool and puts his money on the bar, “Right,” the only words that can manage to make it past Kaeya’s lips. He quickly and calmly turns around and starts to make his way to the door, now being able to hear the chatter and sounds from the world around him not just Diluc’s voice. The door to the tavern feels heavy to pull open, this chilly air from the night quickly filling the previously warm tavern. Stepping out Kaeya starts to walk with no set location in mind, his gaze solely focused on the night sky. His emotions felt the same as that one night, their fight, when he got his vision but now,

Now he fully understands the feeling of loneliness, abandonment, it’s no surprise he got a cryo vision.

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Her First Report

Violet Evergarden's First Report to The Major

 ... FEATURING;  Violet Evergarden  CW/TW; angst, hurt, self-deprecating thoughts

Notes: IS THE VIOLET EVERGARDEN FANDOM STILL ALIVE?? I just finished watching and lord,, violet had me in so many tears that I had to write for her.

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 Dear Major Gilbert,

This will be my first report to you after the war has ended. They will not allow me to see or come to find you. So I have resorted to writing to you my daily reports. As you may remember, before you saved me, I lost both my arms. I have now been given silver prosthetic arms for both missing arms. It is difficult for me to hold my pen and complete daily tasks, however, I am diligently working on improving my movement to aid you in the future. 

Former Lieutenant-Colonel Claudia Hodgins came and picked me up as per your request and brought me to the Evergarden household to leave me there. Unfortunately, I had to go against your wish of leaving me to live a happy life in the Evergarden household, I can still fight and be useful to you so, don't throw me away just yet. 

Lt. Colonel then brought me to his business, a CH Postal Company. He informed me that you have left me to him, and he will now be giving me orders. If I displeased you in some way, please respond and tell me how I can fix my error. His first order is to work at his company, giving me the position of a postman with Benedict, my supervisor in that division. I worked hard on my tasks until Benedict returned long hours later. I started to deliver letters that night but was stopped by the Lt. Colonel after he found me. He then brought me to a restaurant with Benedict. He mentioned that leaving me in the Evergarden household was a problem, I hope I didn't inconvenience or disappoint you in any way. 

The Lt. Colonel informed me about "Auto Memory Dolls”, it intrigued me, the ladies who write the letters seem to understand emotions very well. I asked to join their ranks to further understand your last words to me, "I love you". I still don't understand them, however, I will learn what "love" is and give you an answer when we meet again.

Finishing this report, 

Written by Violet Evergarden.

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venti headcannons

short, sweet & soft venti headcanons

... FEATURING;  Venti/Barbatos  CW/TW; fluff, lovey-dovey stuff

note: these are all very soft head-cannons and kinda mushy?? in a platonic way!

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➤  Venti definitely plays his lyre for you, like, whenever you want. your bored? waiting for something, boom, “you want a song?!”. you cant sleep? boom, he’s already asking if he can play you something. under windrise tree with him? he casually whips it out and plays whatever you want. He just shows his love by playing his songs, (i think hes really grateful someone is happy to listen to them)

➤  HE FOR SURE WRITES LOVE POEMS FOR YOU, and gives hides them around you’re house so you’ll find them randomly <333. (has for sure hidden it under your pillow.) sometimes he pairs them with a cecila flower

➤  kinda angsty but his love langue is def physical affection because as a god most people would probably be scared of him cause yk anemo archon? cant touch him hes a god. but in reality hes super affectionate, like hold his hand and hes melting into you (my friend thought of this so half credit to them!) ➤  ik you’ve thought of this before, BRAIDING HIS HAIR UNDER WINDRISE TREE AAAAAAA, Like, his head on your lap while you braid his hair AND HE FALLS ASLEEP TO IT.  ➤  more playful side of venti, HE NEVER PAYS FOR ANYTHING, EVEN IF HE HAS MORA. he just mooches off of everyone.  ➤  hes probably such a little shit in a playful way, hes like an annoying friend, you love them but they’re such a pain. don’t let his playful nature confuse you! I bet he’d beat someone up if they ever said ANYTHING bad about you.

alr alr, that’s all. take care <3