Necrobutcher blew me a kiss during the Mayhem 40 years anniversary live ♡
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same here. my journaling notebook is my safe place where I put all my thoughts in order without bothering those around me. only downside is that I gotta carry it literally everywhere because those little darts in my head (a.k.a. instant thoughts of what hurts me) are still unpredictable :'<
i started journaling and it's so therapeutic
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totally forgot this "blog" exists.
it really sucks when you think things are getting better but in fact everything is worsening in the speed of light and you're back to point 0 or even point -1. it hurts to realise how ephemeral joy or calmness is.
I don't even know if I'll keep this "blog" alive. I don't even know what's coming for me atp. I guess I love Mayhem, Necrobutcher, foreign languages, cloudy weather, the smell of coffee, flowers and cars. or at least that's what I can still remember.
#I guess this is opening up about how bad my mental health is?#or is it just my demons talking?#or both...I don't know at this point#live laugh love guys...xoxo
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My favorite man 🩷 Necrobutcher from Mayhem
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"At Kråkstad we were working on De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas. Øystein had his office there but he also spent a lot of time at his parents' house in Ski. Pelle was always drinking tea and reading books.
The title of the album came from him. He gave me a list of around 50 books he was looking for, including De Mysteriis by Iamblichus." - Necrobutcher, "Mayhem- The death archives" 🦇
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[ Loss / Reunion ]
● This is meant to be read top to bottom
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Literally me when Pelle said "We're Lords of Chaos" in Lords of Chaos:
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were I able to draw, I'd actually draw Attila handing out free s'mores dipped in cheddar just for the sake of what bs I heard :'
it was "mors certa hora incerta daemonem liberta" but my ears decided to hear ✨s'mores cheddar✨
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it was "mors certa hora incerta daemonem liberta" but my ears decided to hear ✨s'mores cheddar✨
#mayhem#mayhem band#malummayhem#malum#i don't know what's wrong with my hearing#Attila ate in Malum tho
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