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my body felt heavy all day
tw sui vent
guess it would be after failing to hang myself and crying myself to sleep
I didn't want to wake up. I shouldn't have woken up. but I still laughed and smiled today, so I'm fine
during my breakdown, I even got the crazy thought to ask for help. like I matter or something, like I deserve it
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I'm actually going insane THERE'S NEVER ENOUGH SCARS AND THEY'RE NOT VISIBLE ENOUGH
and that means I'm not valid and all the times I cut myself amount to nothing. in my head it feels like no one will believe me that I'm really struggling with self harm, that it's not enough for anyone to care. idc if it looks like attention seeking when I know it's actually a cry for help
#I wish I didn't heal at godspeed#I wish my cuts would stop shrinking#guess I gotta go back to multiswiping#those always turn out good#tw self h4rm#tw sh implied#tw self destructive behavior#s3lfharmm#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#tw shblr#sh cvt
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