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[nelida-alvarez]

Tomorrow

@charliemwrites

I debated for some time whether or not I should post this, but in the end, my desire to share stories won.

Cw/Tw : mentions/discussion of losing faith (religious) & mentions/discussion of child death. Take care of yourselves <3

It was rare for Nélida to be uncomfortable. Sure, there were things that annoyed her, things that stressed her and things that made her afraid. She wasn’t ashamed to admit that- she was human, and it was in Men’s nature to feel, whether the emotions were positive or negative. Things that made her uncomfortable though? Things that made her skin crawl with unease and the desire to be anywhere else than where she was at the moment? Those were rare. Oh, they existed. And they made her soul tense up when mentioned.

“I don’t think that’s right, though…” Nova said, sprawled on the couch with Keegan as they argued. Nikto was sitting in a love seat, doing crosswords almost absentmindedly as he quietly listened to the sergeants talking. Castle was reading a book, not really paying attention. Meanwhile, Nélida was sitting on the ground in front of her Captain, her back leaning against his legs.

“No, I’m quite sure… It's like that thing with Adam and Eve, right? Banned from Paradise for touching the forbidden fruit or something.” Keegan replied.

“Adam and Eve were expelled from Eden to prevent them from eating from the tree of life, which would have made them eternal, not because they ate the forbidden fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.” Nélida absently corrected, shocking the two sergeants into silence. Noting the absence of talking, she blinked and looked up, meeting the bewildered gazes of her team.

“What?” She asked, a bit confused.

“I didn’t know you knew so much about… Bible-y things.” Nova said, tilting her head in curiosity.

“Oh.. yes, I guess I just… never talked about it.” Nélida tensed slightly, her hands playing idly with Castle’s shoelaces.

“Are you Christian?” Keegan leaned forward, eager to know more about her. A small pregnant pause followed the question, broken by a shuddering breath Nélida took.

“…was.” She whispered. Nikto frowned, shuffling in his seat.

“Oh.. well, what is, or was maybe, your favorite Bible quote?” Nova frowned a little at Keegan’s question, eyes darting between his oblivious self and Nélida’s crisped expression.

Castle had put his book down, lips pursing at the tense atmosphere in the room. He let one of his big paw-like hands slowly come down to rest against Nélida’s nape, the weight reassuring.

Keegan, realizing his mistake, opened his mouth to apologize, before being cut off by the older woman.

“It..” she started, clearing her throat as her voice broke.

Nikto crouched down next to her, presenting his gloved hand, palm up, to her. Nélida took it, taking a deep breath, before starting to speak once more.

“It is… or was, perhaps, Isaiah 41:10." She admitted, clearing her throat once more.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean-" Keegan started, before being cut off by Nélida throwing a small smile his way.

"It's fine, amor, you didn't know."

Silence reigned for a while, before Castle hummed.

"Well now, what do you all say we play a game, hmm? Anyone up for strip poker?"

As Nova got up to go take the cards, Nélida squeezed Nikto's hand in thanks and threw a grateful glance over her shoulder at her Captain.

~~~

Nélida prefered to be the big spoon when cuddling. She just liked that position better. But sometimes, she just wanted to be held, to feel like nothing could hurt her when she was safely cocooned in her lovers' arms.

Castle rumbled quietly, scratching at Nélida's scalp gently.

"What's bothering you so much, mamí?"

"...just.. memories.." The woman mumbled, her voice slightly muffled due to the fact that her face was burried in the older man's pecs.

"Wannna talk about it?" Castle gently asked, like she was a feral animal that was being cornered.

"...Perdí a mi bebé... Mi hijo- mi hijo sólo tenía dos años y- murió..." She erupted in cries, Nélida's body was wracked with sobs, the comforting weight of Castle's hands caressing her back seemingly ineffective.

"I prayed.. I prayed so fucking much-! And my s-son, my son still.. still-!" Nélida gasped breaths in as Castle grounded her, his voice in her ear telling her to breathe helping.

"Doctors said it was CNS tumors..that there was nothing they could do, that- that it was too late.. that I noticed it too late.."

"I just- I- I miss him so much.. I wondered, why God? Why my son?" Her voice broke on the last word, trailing off into whimpers and sniffles.

Castle hummed, pressing a kiss to Nélida's forehead. He didn't quite know what to say, but he knew that what Nélida had said had probably been weighing on her for quite some time.

It took a while for Nélida to calm down, her eyes puffy and red with her anguish.

"Thank you for listening.. I-.. it's probably not fair on you, but I really needed to talk about it.."

Castle smiled sadly, a thumb drying one of his mamí's tears.

"I know this was difficult to talk about, but I'm glad you let it off your chest, love. If you ever want to talk, know that I'm here. If you don't want to talk and just want someone to hold you, I'm also here." He said, gaining himself a wobbly smile.

"Thank you, Castle... I really appreciate it."

Thye both knew she would hide anything was wrong the next morning. That she would burry her feelings deep inside her heart until they rose to the surface again. But for now, they fell asleep. Tomorrow would be different.

"...Perdí a mi bebé... Mi hijo- mi hijo sólo tenía dos años y- murió..." : “…I lost my baby… My son- my son was only two and he-.. he died…”

~~~

Isaiah 41:10

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

[nelida-alvarez]

A little help

@charliemwrites (please do tell if you don’t want to be tagged- I fear I’m being annoying)

Cw : smut, p in v, a little oral (as a treat) & mommy kink

It was rare for Captain Daddy’s team to be separated.

It still happened, though, which was why Nélida was calmly reading a book in her bed, Nikto and Castle probably cuddling in one of their bedrooms. Nova and Keegan had been sent on a mission together, leaving the base that much calmer and quieter in their absence.

The thing with Nova and Keegan was that they fed into each other’s chaos and fed off of it. Meaning that every time they came back from a mission spent together, they were exhausted.

As she turned a page, a knock reached Nélida’s ears. Curious, she marked her page and closed her book before making her way to the door, opening it. A visibly tired Keegan greeted her from the other side, seemingly fresh out of the shower.

“Can I come in?” He asked, his eyes droopy with fatigue. In lieu of a response, Nélida made way for Keegan to enter, closing the door behind him as he plopped down on her bed, a satisfied grunt leaving him.

“You okay?” Nélida amusedly asked, unused to seeing Keegan so subdued.

“Yeah… ‘twas just… long.” He answered, his sentence cut off by a yawn.

Nélida chuckled, sitting down on her bed, manhandling Keegan into a position that didn’t take up all the place on the bed. He threw an arm around her waist as she placed herself on her back, before burying his face in her shirt-covered breasts. Nélida huffed a small laugh before starting to card her fingers through his hair, much to Keegan’s pleasure.

“Missed you..” He said, his voice muffled, once again making Nélida softly laugh.

“I missed you too, you big baby.”

They spent a few minutes that way, Nélida almost falling asleep as the added heat of Keegan’s body made her drowsy, before he lifted his head, starting to place small kisses on her neck. She hummed, pleasantly surprised, as Keegan’s kisses started to gain more bite to them, pecks turning into hickeys and love bites.

Nélida chuckled breathlessly, wrenching Keegan’s head back with her fingers, smiling with amusement at his pout. She brought his face close to hers, pressing a heated kiss to his mouth to which he eagerly responded. Their tongues caressed each other, small noises of pleasure tumbling out from both of them.

Nélida shuffled carefully before throwing a leg over Keegan’s hip, flipping him over so she was the one on top. Grinding down her clothed core onto his hardening dick, she pressed herself close to him, the slick sounds of their making out resounding in the otherwise silent bedroom.

Nélida would never admit it, but she loved it when she got to take care of her loves. Whether it be Keegan, Nova, Nikto or even, extremely rarely, Castle, she liked being the one in charge. Breaking their mind slowly with pleasure as they did nothing but take it was something she excelled at and adored doing. Keegan especially, when he was tired, did nothing but lay down and whine like a spoiled puppy, attitude and smart-mouthing gone.

When Nélida separated from Keegan, a small trail of saliva connecting them breaking as she sat up, the man underneath her pouted, his hips bucking up into her. She tutted, pushing him back down with a hand on his chest and her weight.

“Now, now. Let’s be good, hm?”

“But mommy…”

Nélida shushed him, pecking him on the lips before sitting back up, lifting her arms to take off her shirt, her chest spilling free. Keegan reached up, taking one of Nélida’s nipples in his mouth, sucking as he looked up at her adoringly. She let him for a little while before speaking.

“Come on baby, ‘s time to let go.” She cooed, hips gyrating a little onto his bulge.

A whine left Keegan as he frowned, his expression showing he would not cooperate. With a disappointed sigh, Nélida once more burrowed her fingers in his hair, wrenching his head back. When he growled in displeasure, she clicked her tongue, brows furrowed.

“Behave.” She sternly said, waiting for the man to settle down before caressing his head and then taking off his shirt. Her slightly calloused hands caressed him, massaging his shoulders and arms, trailing over jumping muscles and rolling and flicking his nipples.

When he whined once again, Nélida chuckled, taking mercy on him by getting up and shimmying out of her pants and underwear. She laughed as Keegan’s eyes jumped up and down from her breasts to her plush thighs, glistening wet with her slick. She climbed back on the bed, taking off Keegan’s sweatpants and underwear, smirking at the wet spots marking them with his arousal.

As his cock sprouted free, proudly standing against his stomach, Nélida wrapped a hand around him, languidly stroking as she bent down to press a chaste kiss to his drooling tip. Pants filled the room as Keegan looked at her, eyes droopy now due to excitement instead of tiredness. After leaving a few teasing licks to his engorged cock, Nélida shimmied her way up his body, soft thighs parting to envelop his hips.

Both of their breaths stuttered as Nélida lowered herself onto Keegan’s cock’s side, moving up and down to coat him in her arousal. His hands quickly came up to hold her hips, arms flexing to try and get her on his cock, before being rapidly pinned down by an unimpressed Nélida.

“Mommy, please..” he whined, hands curling into fists where they rested near his head. Nélida tutted, her free hand grabbing the man’s jaw.

“Let mommy take care of you, amor.” She purred, her thumb tracing his bottom lip before retreating.

When she was sure he would behave, Nélida grinned, placing herself on top of his cock before slowly impaling herself, welcoming him easily, her hot, gummy and slick walls embracing him.

Moans left them both at the sensation, before Nélida started to move, fucking herself onto Keegan’s cock, whines and moans filling the air as well as the sound of skin slapping skin.

One of Nélida’s hands came up to play with one of her breasts as she grinded down on the Sergeant, his twitching cock and mushroomy tip hitting all the right spots. Keegan whined, the stimulation good but not enough.

“Aww, is my baby unsatisfied?” Nélida cooed condescendingly, smirking when he nodded.

“Well, we can’t have that, can we? Come on, baby, take what you need.” She purred, leaning down to place her hand on Keegan’s throat (not pressing, just making him remember who was the one in charge) as his hands flew to her hips, fucking her in earnest as he bounced her up and down.

Whines and groans left him freely as moans were breathed out in his open mouth, the feeling of Nélida’s warm and dripping pussy fluttering around him almost too much to bear. His orgasm built embarrassingly quick, months without feeling his mommy making him more sensitive than normal.

As she felt Keegan twitch inside of her, his moans becoming louder and thrusts sloppier, Nélida grinned through her moans.

“Come on, amor, come for mami..” It was all it took for Keegan to slam home into her, hot spurts of cum flooding out of his cock. He continued to fuck her through his orgasm and after, even as the oversensitivity bordered on pain. He was rewarded as Nélida’s pussy became hot, constricting him as she came, a choked-off moan escaping her as her eyes rolled back.

When she plopped down onto him, both of them panting, she smiled.

“Satisfied?” She asked, caressing his arms lightly. Instead of responding, Keegan tiredly nodded. They both hissed as Nélida lifted herself from his softened cock, a load of cum dripping out of her tender pussy.

The sergeant dozed as Nélida got up from the bed, going into the bathroom to clean herself up. She came back with a wet rag and a towel, humming as she wiped down Keegan from sweat, dried slick and cum. She chuckled as he threw both of his arms around her waist, making her tumble in bed so he could cuddle with her. Keegan placed her arms around him, once more burying his face in her tits, sighing contentedly as he settled down, falling asleep to Nélida’s light humming and her hands caressing his back.

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Nightmares

I blame @charliemwrites for this 💀 I’ve been obsessed w/Captain Daddy for a while now, so enjoy I guess.

There was something poetically horrible about relieving past horrors in nightmares.

As Nélida sat up in her bed, the sheets pooling at her waist, she sighed. She rubbed her eyes with the heel of her palms, grimacing as she felt the sweat on her back slowly cooling. She looked down at Nova as she felt her move slightly, grumbling in her sleep.

Nélida winced slightly as she carefully got up so as to not wake up the woman sleeping in her bed, and placed a hand on her lower back, massaging lightly a sore spot. She sighed through her nose as she put on slippers, bending down to press a sweet kiss to Nova’s lips before quietly leaving her bedroom.

She silently made her way to her Captain’s chambers, her heart still heavy with fear and despair at the unwanted memories she had relieved. As she came to a stop before Castle’s door, she pursed her lips. Nélida knew she could always ask for comfort, of course. It still didn’t feel right to do so, no matter how many times her loved ones assured her it was fine.

She rapped her knuckles on the door, the knock seeming deafening in the silence of the corridor. Not waiting for an answer, she quickly got in the room before closing the door behind her, her legs rapidly eating the distance between the entrance and the bed.

Humming slightly at her sudden appearance, Castle scooched to the right to make place for Nélida in his bed as she took off her slippers. She crawled into bed with him, immediately burrowing herself into his chest, wrapping herself around him the best she could.

“Bad dream?” He whispered, caressing her back with one hand as the other lightly scratched at her scalp. Instead of responding, she nodded.

“Wanna talk ‘bout it, sweetheart?”

Silence reigned for a moment before Nélida replied, her voice full of the tears her eyes refused to shed.

“No.”

Castle hummed at that, moving one thick arm to place Nélida on top of him, corded muscles bunching and releasing. She let herself be moved, plopping down on top of him as he gently patted her ass to comfort her. She took a shuddering breath, small hiccups leaving her clenched mouth.

Nélida calmed herself down by listening to the strong and steady heartbeat of her Captain, her tears slowly but surely drying.

“Feel bad.” She croaked out after a while, her voice hoarse.

“Why?”

“Left Nova ‘lone…” she said, mentally chastising herself for that. Surely Nova would be confused and worried when she woke up alone…

“I’m sure she’ll forgive you, mami. Just gotta tell her why you left.” Castle gently cooed, effectively putting a stop to Nélida’s worries.

“Just go back to sleep, Néli. Leave everything else for tomorrow, hm?”

And with that, Nélida nodded, her heartbeat slowing as she fell into a dreamless sleep.

(Please tell me if I mischaracterized Captain Daddy)