prompt: simon notices you in the stands (welder/amateur rugby player au). (nsfw, 1.9k)
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Sheās in the stands again, and he doesnāt know who for.Ā
The same bird as the time before, and the week before that. Always a few minutes into the match, like she snuck in through the backdoor. She always leaves in a hurry, up and out of her seat with her jacket already tugged on, her strides quick on her way out the main doors.Ā
In the years since joining this amateur league, Simonās never been tempted to talk to any of the people in the stands. For the most part, theyāre there for one of the other players anyway. Wives, girlfriends, sistersāthe odd cousin or fuck buddy, those girls dipping in and out, replaced by newer, sparklier versions of each other, the older ones licked clean.Ā
His focus narrows when he steps onto the field anyway, shrinks like horse blinders sunk down over his skull. Hardly a reason for him to spare more than a glance towards the stands.
Rugbyās not a sport for spectators. At least, not such a low level league. Barely amateurājust some of the locals with a bit of built up stress and aggression to work off. Itās why heās here after all. Simon spends the hours of his day hunched over sheets of metal and carbon steel, sweating into the metal mask pulled down over his face and staring without blinking into the heart of the flame just inches from his face.Ā
His nerves are a closed fist in his chest and it grows and grows until he steps out onto the field of the local rec centre and hears the timer overhead start to count down and feels someoneās chest cave in when he drives his shoulder into their solar plexus, hears the breath whoosh out of them, their next breath in thin and febrile.Ā
It sets his head right. Violence with no consequences. At the end of the game, he looks the man he just bruised and bloodied in the eye and shakes his hand. Puts the world to rights.Ā
And he needs nothing more than that. His bills are paid, bloodthirst sated, thirst quenched when the team hits up a pub after the match, after which he slinks off into the night to head home with his hood drawn over his head, the size of him rarely inviting more violence. Occasionally it happens that someone with the bad luck of choosing him to mug wants to prove that they have the bigger cock, but that never ends well. Not for them at least.
Simon would fight for a living if welding paid him less. As it is, he satiates that beast in him on the field or the occasional back alley, and it keeps him in check.
But now thereās a bird in the stands drawing his eye and distracting him from the match. It rubs him the wrong way. The blood pumps through his veins more viciously, and the pretty thing in the stands watches the game completely unaware, a serene smile on her face. His gaze keeps being pulled towards where she and a couple clusters of fans sit and nurse paper cups of tea.
She cups both hands around her tea and he wonders absently whether sheād have to hold his cock the same way.Ā
Itās Gaz who calls him out on it first, panting hard after the first period and frowning at the scoreboard. āNot to be a dick, but that was bollocks, Simon. Never seen you miss a pass like that.ā
Few people could get away with speaking to him like that, but Gaz is right. Heās been playing like shit, too preoccupied by the bird watching him with wide, rapt eyes.Ā
He doesnāt know how to apologise though, so he doesnāt. āGraves is a useless twat. Canāt throw for shit.ā
Gaz rolls his eyes. āNot saying he isnāt, but youāre distracted. Whereās your head at?ā
āStay out of it, Garrick,ā he says, not even bothering to meet his gaze, the warning clear in his voice.Ā
āSorry for caring,ā Gaz shouts after him as Simon jogs away.
He asks around at first, trying to find out if sheās someoneās relative or girl, but all the guys just shrug, no answers. If sheās someoneās, they arenāt staking a claim on her. Itās good news for him. Bad news for anyone else taking an interest in the girl that comes to their every match to cheer them on.
His urges sit deeper than the abyssal plain.
Sheād probably turn tail and run if she knew the hunger festering in his belly. She sits sweet and innocent in the stands cheering him on and all Simon can think about is pushing her knees up to her ears and feeding his fat cock into her pussy. Shoving his tongue into her cunt, licking her from hole to hole. Sucking each puffy lip into his mouth until her moans go garbled, eyes unfocused.Ā
No, Simon thinks when she jumps to her feet enthusiastically at the end of the match, she probably wouldnāt like that. Women rarely do. Objectifying them and all those other terms that Gaz likes to wax on about, Johnny nodding along like he isnāt the same kind of mutt as Simon.Ā
Even during the day, she troubles his thoughts. Troublemaker. He thinks of her when he cleans and buffs in between passes, mind not lulled into the rhythmic emptiness of usual. Even the sound of steel sizzling in his ears doesnāt clear her from his thoughts. Instead all he can think of is her walking into the shop in a little skirt and top, and dragging her to the back where heād bend her over the closest desk and pull her panties to the side before sinking in to the hilt, mask still on.Ā
Heās never gotten his cock wet on the jobānever been tempted to. For her though, heād make an exception.Ā
By the next match, Simonās made up his mind. When he sees her sneak in after the match has already started, he feels his blood pump harder, his tackles extra rough. His opponents walk away wincing and cursing him under their breath, but it only makes him preen when he glances over to find her watching him, hardly able to pull her eyes away. Price would call it peacocking. He wouldnāt be wrong.Ā
He approaches her himself at the end of the match before sheās had time to pack up and leave, leaning over the railing separating the field from the stands, covered in sweat and grass stains and bleeding from his right eyebrow.
She stares up at him wide eyed, looking a little lost for words. āHi?ā
āGot somewhere to be?ā he asks, blunt. Heās never had it in him for pleasantries. Why waste time when he can see even now the way her eyes rove over his chest appreciatively?Ā
āā¦No,ā she finally answers, shaking her head. āJust home for supper.ā
āLook like you could use a good fuck. Come round back with me?ā
The blatant proposition makes her eyes widen, but Simon doesnāt see the problem. Figures if she doesnāt have a man, thereās no issue with him trying out for the part. He waits her out though, vaguely admiring the pert shape of her mouth, lips round with shock.Ā
Finally they come back together and she chews on her lower lip nervously, caught off-guard but considering it. He doesnāt hold it against her. His birdās pretty enough, but he doubts she ever puts herself in the position to be asked. He sees the yes in her eyes before she says it.
Still, he enjoys the way she stutters it out softly, eyes downcast. Simon doesnāt bother with his goodbyes to the guys still on the field before ushering her out of the arena and down the hall to the locker rooms with a hand on her back. He drags her into the first empty supply closet he finds, locking the door behind them. She breathes a bit heavily, almost stumbling over her feet, and thatās the eagerness heās been looking for. Proof his birdās just as hungry as him.Ā
She definitely is, Simon thinks, smug when he hoists her up and her legs wrap around his waist without a second thought, her eyes already glazed over. Like sheās been waiting for this for weeks, cunt already sopping wet when he nudges her panties to the side with his knuckles and buries his cock into her. She grips him like a vice, slack jawed and whimpering into the stretch. He likes that. He likes it more when she digs her nails deep into his back, leaving her mark behind.Ā
āCāmon, donāt get shy on me,ā Simon huffs into her neck when she tries to grab his hair instead, what little of it she can. He stares with eyes half-lidded at the way her tits bounce with each thrust. āI like it rough.ā
She clenches up at that, dripping wet. Almost a shame that he couldnāt get his mouth on her first. Heāll have to follow her back home like the mongrel he is, mess her pretty bedsheets up and make her scream until she canāt even face the neighbours the next day.Ā
He doesnāt need her to tell him to know that sheās a good girl, doesnāt do this ever. Only for him. He can tell by how tight of a screw she is, practically purring in his arms; itās a fight to bully his cock into her. Itās nice when she stutters it out though, strokes his ego the right way.Ā
āD-didnāt think youād notice me,ā she says, all shy even with her legs spread.Ā
āHard not to, pet,ā Simon teases, endeared by her soft edges. His slot right in, if not a bit jaggedly. āBeen panting after it for a while, havenāt ya?ā
āI just wanted to get out of the flat for a bit,ā she whispers.
That shifts his perception of her a bit. Infinitesimally so, but still. He didnāt expect the bird to have a lonely flame in her heart.Ā
āWell, I noticed,ā he grunts, and then bends to suck at the salty skin at the crook of her neck before pumping a load into her.
Sheās a real good girl. Comes nice on his cock and muffles her whine by biting into his shoulder. He canāt wait until heās covered in her bites, until his nipples hurt from making her chew on them and his neck is littered with hickeys like a schoolboy.Ā
Taking her home is easy enough after that. She lets him drive them both back to her place, handing him the keys with a little yawn when he tucks her into the passenger seat of her own car all limp and pliant.Ā
And heās right, of course. He makes a right mess of her bed come morning.Ā
When he leaves after a morning fuck in the shower and breakfast, the cold sinks into his stomach like a lead weight. The fist in his chest is clenched as ever; Simon hadnāt noticed it loosen in the birdās presence, but he feels it now drawn tight again. Maybe he thought fucking her would finally shake her from his head, but instead itās made it worse somehow.Ā The lonely flame in his own chest flickers.
He stands in the middle of the sidewalk and thinks it over while angry nine-to-fivers snap at him before really taking him in and scurrying along. Then he turns back around, heading back the way he came.
The next time Simon sees her in the stands, he feels his smile like a phantom limb. He doesnāt have to ask to know sheās there for him.
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No because what if reader has experienced something extremely similar to Ghost like being the same POW from Roba and the cartel which multiplied the dead people thing so much it couldnāt really be āignoredā or āturned offā which least to ghosts actually becoming physical to reader which leads to the random ghosts fights at 4am and possibly a phobia of being touched because touch=pain and because of the major torture inflicted during their POW and the only reasons they let reader āgoā was because they assumed that reader logged off a couple months ago due to the fact their litterly seeing dead people.
Physical appearance permanently affected via pale skin and permanent circles under their eyes with nearly white hair or possibly just massive patches of white strands because the constant crushing stress and the fact their more attuned to the spiritual realm hence looking like a walking corpse so both worlds at play? Reader looks like theyāre going to drop dead any second so they wear full body coverage and masks to BOTH combat their phobia of touch and to avoid judgmental looks.
Reader is feral with major trust issues like a dog-coded character but itās put up with the facade of being seemingly reclusive like a stray animal preferred to be left alone. Poly!141 with a closer bond with Ghost because of POW background, the whole āGrim reaperā personas, and because ārespect me like a wild animal or will chew out your arteries but please be patient I am inexperienced with all forms of loveā
Reader asexual which only makes any form of sexual advancement/moment that more cherished and treated with consent with utmost trust instead of something thatās a fucking required milestone in any romantic relationship, sexual advances treated like some sort of degrading ass game, among other things thatās been heavily tainted in media.
woah
y'all fr bringing the angst and torture
me like
the fighting demon ones has always been so scary to me bc I remember seeing this story time of a girl who has the same abilities as reader and she woke up around 3 and she SWEARS she felt like she got dragged down to hell
like she felt the demons or something and she was panicking bc it felt suffocating and everything was in slow motion and she swears her world was like mixing with another
and later she saw she had bruises and scratch marks on her back
I really like this take on medium!reader ! the physical part is something very interesting, living but borderline dead. two worlds colliding. something like that would really do a number on someone.
damm imagine reader couldn't stand to see herself in the mirror bc she doesn't want another reminder of her abilities. doesn't wanna see herself as the things that torture her so she avoids looking at the mirror.
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