nerdymomma20

[nerdymomma20]

Why are relationships so hard now a days. Is it too much to ask for hand holding, random cuddling, random kisses, random “you look beautiful”, random flowers, random dates. Like these days a guy thinks sharing a fucking post shows love. These days your together for more than a year and then they start to act like y’all ain’t together when your out. These days they fight with you to just go grocery shopping with you. Even though they eat and drink the stuff at the house. These days they get mad at you for station your opinion. Like you can’t say shit and it always has to be there way. These days holding hands in the public isn’t a thing. And god forbid you grab it without them knowing. They rip it out and just look at you like you did something terrible. These days I wonder is it even worth it? Being with someone? Being the one who does everything? I want the love, affection, and spark. I don’t want to sleep alone cause your too busy playing a video game. I want you to come in and invite me out so I can fall asleep on you while you play. I want to be asked how was my day. I want to be told I look beautiful today. I want to be told your doing an amazing job today. I want to be told your a great mom. I want to be told you matter to me. I want to be told your my world. I want to be shown off. I want you to help boost my self image and self esteem. I want you to be my number one supporter. I want to be happy everyday. Not sit here and wonder how if you’ve had a bad day at work which means a bad day at home. I want you to come up from behind me and hold me and kiss me and tell me I’m the most beautiful woman in the world. I want to be shown that even with girls skinnier, prettier, and more talented then me, you still want me and only me over them. I want to be shown that if we fight, you come and check on me. And if I’m quiet, just hold me. I want someone who is always going to be there and is going to act how they did when they were trying to date me. I don’t want to feel as if the love is slipping away. As if I don’t matter as much as I used to. I don’t want to sit here and wonder if there may be someone else because of how your acting. I don’t want to sit here and think there is something wrong with me because you don’t kiss me, don’t hold me, don’t compliment me. I want to feel appreciated. I want to feel like this relationship is the best thing. I want for you to be my best friend. Someone I can come to no matter what type of day your having. I want to not feel lonely.

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Anyone else randomly get the urge to move the house around and rearrange? Because I swear it’s only Wednesday and I have done it twice already :D

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Cravings

Has anyone ever had Cream of Chicken soup and rice together? Literally just make your rice than add the soup right from can and it is GREAT!! I had this growing up and still love it. But I need to know if I am the only only that likes it :D

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Anyone got any recipes for BBQ Drumstick Chicken?? Thanks in advance :)