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Im crying

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it's my beloved @olenkaneolenka 's birthday so here's my small present for her ❤️

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🦇

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Cardinal Copia / rats on the strip 2018/19

📷 : Michael Tullberg

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requiem

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"Papa showed bush"... "Two ghouls kissed"... "He forgot the lyrics again"... "He wore a tail"... "He barked like a dog"... "His mouth actually moves."

How it feels to live through Ghost's no phone era.

Source: Cynthia Sheppard "Burn Out"

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Dash did a thing again lol

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papa v perpetua | black sabbath's back to the beginning gig (2025)

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PRAISE BE THE PLUSHIA SHRINE!

Everyone say 'Thank You Hailey'

@ngnt-writes as promised, here’s a super shitty picture of papa shrine. Next time we do it I promise I’ll get better pictures haha

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A glorious edit, well done OP ♥️

Back to the Beginning

05.07.2025

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Caught the live stream for this amazing farewell tribute to Black Sabbath

A collection of moments during the stream

Something fun 🖤

P.3 — full of Papa V Perpetua @thebandghost

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Papa V Perpetua

He totally crushed it up there

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The Cardinal playing hide and seek

A Pale Tour Named Death

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Glasgow

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I will never get tired of people who own Plushia toys creating the most unhinged memes with them. A true blessing. A curse for sure... but a blessing.

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barking all by yourself handsome?

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part 2 ritual sex please if you feel the urge!!! If not no worries!!!

I... tried to keep typing longer than I usually do here in the hopes that i'd get to the sex, but instead have the confession you asked for last time.

hell, there's always next time right?

Part 1 here

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you’re lost in the moment for so long that you don’t even notice when he shifts so that his body is pressing against you, the stitching on his robes scratchy against your sensitive skin. it’s only when you come up for air that you realize he’s standing in between your spread legs, one hand on each of your knees, looking at you like you hung the moon in the sky.

as if you were the one doing him a favor and not the other way around—as if there were anywhere else in the universe you’d rather be than right there in that moment with him.

Copia makes short work of his robes, dieting himself of them quicker than you’d thought possible. it’s clear he’s had some experience in doing so, and maybe you’d be a little bit more jealous of that fact if his hand hadn’t immediately gone between your legs, thumb pressing at your clit as he strokes two fingers through your wetness.

“fuck, you’re already so wet for me,” he murmurs in your ear, voice halting in the flickering candle light. you only have a few seconds to feel embarrassed by that before the pleasure over takes you and you’re reaching out for him, wanting to feel his body against yours.

maybe in the morning, you’ll both try to pretend that this never happened. maybe you’ll go back to being friends who dance awkwardly around each other, unsure of what to do in the face of the feelings you’ve been denying for so long.

but maybe, in this moment, you’ll find the courage to do what you wish you’d have done so many years ago.

“Papa, wait,” you say, and he pulls back immediately, face falling as he does so.

“what’s wrong? did you— do you want to back out?”

“no, I just… I have to tell you something before we go any further.”

Copia hesitates for a moment before he lets his hands settle on your thighs once more, clearly waiting for whatever you wanted to tell him. you swallow hard, tongue suddenly thick in your mouth, but there’ll never be a good time for this—and you need him to know before the two of you do something that you might regret.

“…i’m in love with you.”

you say the words so softly that for a moment, you’re afraid he won’t be able to hear you. indeed, his face barely changes for a second as he blinks, registering what you’ve said.

“…what?”

“i’m— i’m in love with you. I have been for… for years. I just wanted you to know so that we… so that if this is the only time we…”

you make a frustrated noise, covering your face with your hands.

“I want you to know so that I don’t regret it if this is our only chance to be together like this. to be… physical with each other.”

he’s still for a little while longer and you’re forced to listen to the sound of your heartbeat racing in your ears, thudding with panic.

then the hands leave your thighs and come up to pry at your own palms, pulling them away from your face. you look at Copia, cheeks flushed and flaming red, eyes already starting to water with tears as you mentally prepare yourself for the rejection of a lifetime.

you aren’t ready for it when he leans forward to kiss you. not desperately, not deeply like the last one, but soft— gentle and kind and caring, in exactly the way you need it to be right now. you feel hope blossom like a flower in your chest as you kiss him back, wrapping tentative arms around his neck at Copia’s own urging.

when the two of you finally break apart once more, he’s panting as though he’d run a mile and smiling as though he’s seeing the sun for the first time.

“I didn’t— I never dared to dream that you might feel the same way, cara mia,” he mumbles, more to himself than to you. “all these years, I held myself back, worried to ruin the most beautiful thing in my life…”

“you mean…”

“of course I love you,” Copia says, as though it’s the most obvious thing on the planet and not something you’ve spent countless nights torturing yourself about for years. the tears in your eyes spill over and he’s immediately cupping your cheeks, using his fingers to brush them away just as quickly as they fall.

“o-oh,” you sniffle, unsure of what else you can possibly say. he’s still grinning, holding you close in his arms as the pair of you rock together in the ritual room, the paint on his lips slightly smeared.

it’s everything you’ve ever wanted.

you aren’t sure when the mood shifts, when his grip on you turns from comforting into predatory, but when Copia leans down to capture your mouth in a kiss once more, you open for him with ease.

“you… you still wish to do this with me?” he asks against your mouth and its your turn to smile as you nod into the kiss.

“more than anything.”

“well. alright then.”

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LOOK HOW EXCITED HE IS