Call me Nikki. I'm a huge MAVs fan and love Dirk#41. I love my friends and would rather spend money on them than myself. I hold grudges like no other, and remember every single terrible thing that someone does. I crush on every guy, especially tall blonds. Even though I never get the guy, I get over it after a week or so. Fortunately, I've found the one!
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"If it doesn't workout, it doesn't workout. You're still young, you'll find someone new"
I don't want anyone else. I want you...
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Leslie texted me
His mother texted me...
"Hey could u stop texting Davy n let Zack study n visit with him. He's too polite to tell u"
I had good news to tell you about us too...
Your mother made me feel awful. I was so happy and set on going on Saturday, but I don't think I want to go anymore...
All I wanted you to do was call me. Are you that annoyed of me?
Do you even care???
My happiness was torn out in a matter of seconds.
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I become such a monster when I miss you.
Clementine von Radics (via jailor)
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WHAT??? EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH THIS...
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He noticed me
He had an extremely hard final today. I wanted to see him before he got into the test room, but I came a little too late. As I was waiting there, I started thinking to myself,
"What am I doing here?...He's just going to push me away again."
I finally decided to leave, but then he finished his test and noticed me walking away. We spent almost an hour together I think, just talking. We held hands for a bit which made me feel a bit better. He hadn't slept all night studying for his final so he eventually decided it was time to leave.
I only wish he'd given me a kiss before saying goodbye. I don't know what's going to happen between us from now on. I want to think that we'll get back together, but....
I really wish this would all end. I miss him and he tells me that he misses me too. This break is making us both depressed. I don't know if this is worth all the pain. The break seemed to work at first, but now...I think it might be making things worse because the longer he keeps himself from talking to me, the more I question whether he even wants to be with me anymore. But I'm scared of what he'll say if I tell him that I don't want to do this break anymore. That I want to come back. In my mind, I see him saying,
"I don't think you coming back will makes things any better"
"So, was all of this for nothing then?"
"You're not ready"
Ready? How am I suppose to know when I'm ready? I'm completely new with this. So how am I suppose to know anything about break-ups? I have no clue what I'm doing. All of this is making me unsure and I'm just so lost as what to do...
I feel like I'm being rejected, pushed away every time he says goodbye. It happened that Tuesday and I don't want to go through that pain again.
I honestly don't know how I'll be able to continue doing this, if I even can.
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It's over
I deleted his number from my phone
it's up to him now whether or not he chooses to text me...
I finally feel free.
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A mistake
I went to his house today.
...I feel so numb
Everything I do seems to hurt us even more. I'm causing him so much pain... idk maybe it's time I say goodbye
For his sake.
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