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The trio is finally united in Cyberspace.

I draw for this headcanon. I want to go on making up how the Cyberspace is made, what Axl has been doing while waiting for his parents seniors because he is not the type to sit around and just wait lol.

I gave Zero a long coat because I’m lazy-

I like to think that the reason Axl is not in Zero series is that in the past, the virus that Zero carried evolved and it even affected the new-gen reploid like Axl. And in the end, Axl lost his life to it, I'd like to think that he knew he was turning into maverick due to the virus, so he chose to end his own life so that his parents seniors would not have to do it themselves. He knew they would be sad and maybe unable to do it.

Anyhow, Zero was depressed because of it, Axl's death is the final push that made him choose to seal himself away. In Zero series, Axl is not mentioned because X does not want Zero to remember that painful memory.

So yeah... I still want Axl to get a role in Zero series dang, I love him so much ; - ;

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This is a comedy/ gag short dj which the cover is like a yuri work lol.

Basically, Iris and Layer fought over Zero, just to realized their biggest rival was not the other, but it was X........

They made up and gushed over Zero and X relationship then... fought again due to Layer is XZero shipper and Iris is ZeroX shipper lol

It's funny, go leave the artist a like plz!

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Show off my ZeroX dj collection hehe. I wish to buy more but most of the books are already sold out and I have no idea when the artists will re-sell them orrz. I want that ZeroX anthology so badly....

I'm not a goods/merchandise type, I'm the doujin type. Whenever I'm in a fandom, I will buy doujins of that fandom lol-

And that one EXE book is really cute. They are trapped in a "can't get out unless do ecchi thing-" and they are like: "excuse me, we are only 11 years old, you want us to do WHAT?!!". And the magical room has to change the rule lol.

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I am completely normal about Takamisaki's Rockman art

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I like to think that the reason Axl is not in Zero series is that in the past, the virus that Zero carried evolved and it even affected the new-gen reploid like Axl. And in the end, Axl lost his life to it, I'd like to think that he knew he was turning into maverick due to the virus, so he chose to end his own life so that his parents seniors would not have to do it themselves. He knew they would be sad and maybe unable to do it.

Anyhow, Zero was depressed because of it, Axl's death is the final push that made him choose to seal himself away. In Zero series, Axl is not mentioned because X does not want Zero to remember that painful memory.

So yeah... I still want Axl to get a role in Zero series dang, I love him so much ; - ;

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I usually draw on my ipad so it's been a long time since I last hand draw anything. Tbh my hand kinda trembles when drawing now haha...look what age does to me /sadge

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"Kimi no hanashi" - Your story.

One of my favorite ZeroX (Zero series) doujin. It's a what-if Zero was alive after Z4 ending, his body got destroyed though, so Ciel upgraded him into Mythos form. It's a Zero-centric story about finding his reason to continue living, to find himself. And the ending is perfect:

"The people that I love and the people that love me, they make who I am. Maybe the "me" now is not the "me" you know anymore. But I think I can understand your feeling now. Hey X, one day I surely will come to your side, then I have a lot of stories to tell you."

Also, you must see this fanvid by the same artist, it's so perfect and divine that I feel I'm not worthy to see it ; - ;). If you're a Zero series fan, you must see this masterpiece!!!

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Japanese ZeroX writers are crazy, they wrote lines like:

When Copy X desperately says that he is "X", Original X tells Copy X: "Let me tell you something funny... The reploid named X, will never, never be happy."

"Because he hates himself the most."

Or Zero's thoughts (in a fic where X is troubled by thoughts like: why given reploids free-will, was X a mistake, if X has never been born the world would be better, ect) like this:

"If you represent a sad, blue endless loop of samsara,

Then I will be the one to return it all into nothingness,

Along with all of your sorrow."

(X: unlimited possibilities, unlimited growth but it also means he has to fight forever.

Zero: nothingness, and he has no growth or need to because he is already the perfection.)

And they strike a chord in me, making depressed with them omg

oh there was a fic where X asked Zero to go buy a p*nis with him. As absurd as it sounds, the plot is kinda serious and sad...haha　Edit: wah I'm sorry I remembered the wrong fic, it was not sad tbf, it's dramatic lol. Just two idiots misunderstood each other haha

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The BluesRock (EXE) fighting together in the game EXE2's after credit is so cuteeeee. After this Blues even saved Rock once too!

Yes, I like calling them by their Japanese names haha...

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cyber elf x for xdive

pfft in my dreams ;_;

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Thinking about an AU what if Copy X never exists. And yes it’s hurt no comfort.

So X fears that he is losing his emotions so he asks Ciel to make him a spare body, then he makes her forget about this. He then transfers his core data into the nee body and uses his original body to seal the dark elf, along with his happy memories (when he was with Zero and everyone else at the hunter base), emotions…and his feeling for Zero. The new body with his core data now only has the experience of 100 years fighting alone, without happy memories and emotions, he becomes an emotionless dictator like Copy X in the game (minus the Copy X’s ego). The happy memories and emotions in the original body somehow turns into a Cyber Elf and goes on to help Zero and Ciel like in the game. In a sense, X divides himself into two, the ruler of Neo Arcadia and the Cyber Elf. So individually they are not X, they are only X when united.

Then Zero comes and kills ruler X, surprises that “X” is so weak, not as strong as he remembers. It is because this “X” is not whole, he is only half of X. Zero also feels pain that he cannot understand yet.

The Cyber Elf never reveals that he is half of X to Zero and Ciel until the Yygdrasil and Elpizo happens. Zero chases Elpizo there, then he finally knows of the hardship X went through, Elpizo uses it to taunt him, capturing Cyber Elf “X” and making Zero see X’s memory and feeling for him. Then Elpizo destroys X’s original body. After that everything goes like how it is in the game.

Then Cyber Elf “X” sadly says that he is not X, only half of X. But he still pleads Zero to continue to protect the world then disappears. Tbh I’m not sure how Zero would feel. He probably feels anguish and angry at himself for not being able to protect X, bonus he now remembers his feeling for X too. But he still fights on, out of guilt and to keep his promise with X, he does want to help Ciel from the bottom of his heart though.

And then the end, he sacrifices himself, as he is falling apart, he wonders if he has done enough to make amends for his guilt.

Happy Ending should be X, now as a whole, welcoming Zero into his arm as he closes his eyes. After all, X loves Zero the most, there is no way X can blame Zero for anything.

…I wish I can have motivation to write this into a fic T-T

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Maraich doodle sdfsddsaf

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Look at what this misogynist is saying-

This is my favorite chapter, I like the humor moments in this.

I can't really describe it but I like how Bancoran treats Vanessa's case lol. Vanessa is a born as a boy but she wants to live like a woman, doesn't want to have sex change surgery. Then by the same old Patalliro's shenanigans, she ends up with Barton, a friend of Bancoran. Bancoran knows immediately that Vanessa at the time is a man dressed in woman's clothes but he still treats her like how he does with other women, somehow, he respects her choice by being misogynist (forgive me I cannot word this in a better way).

In the end, what he says to his friend is what I consider he is just trying to be supportive by telling Barton that being with Vanessa is good for him (Vanessa doesn't want to have surgery after all, so she would still have a man body part- again, I'm sorry for cannot wording this better....)

And that line "Be happy like Maraich and I", dang, that got me right in the heart-

Also this chapter's pun "tomodachi" -> "homodachi" gets a good laugh out of me haha

Edit: it's Vanessa not Vannessa omg

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ive posted this before but this really was the funniest thing i ever read on a fanfic like ever

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Zero and Cyber Elf X in MMZ is "the hero's muse" trope, you cannot change my mind 👌

Cre to tvtropes:

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Patalliro (パタリロ!) by Maya Mineo - Colour Illustrations from 1980 - 1992

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Megaman Battle Network 3 /Rockman.EXE 3 - Japanese Commercial