nithyaxx

[nithyaxx]

"Are you okay Lilli..?"

I'm fine, hahhaa!

Everything is okkaayy!! Hahaha!!

I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL FEBRUARY MYSELF IF SHE KEEPS RUNNING THAT STUPID FUCKING MOUTH-

[nithyaxx]

You're never going to get far, you never will. You're closer to the end than you think, I've gave you fucking millions of chances to hear me out, but you try to spread rumors about me to my closest friends. I'm fucking done, I'm not taking this bullshit anymore, February. You're fucking crazy. You need to face the truth now; nothing is going to be the same again. Maybe you should've just listened to your dear sister. And I swear to fucking god, if you even try to ruin my relationships, I'm going to fucking gut you like a fish and take your tongue, then you won't be able to spread these rumors of me.

[nithyaxx]

TW for rape threats

Why was I threatened with being raped by some weirdo in Daisy's house that's actually so disgusting?? Like, even if it was a joke that should NOT be joked about?? 'I'm going to breed you until you bleed' Genuinely, what the fuck did you think while typing that? You're not cool for threatening me with rape, you're just disgusting. Thank you, Sleuth and Grat for dealing with that 🙏💗

[nithyaxx]

Wow, you're so incapable of defending yourself that you have to get your DEAD friend's boyfriend to protect you. That's just pathetic, February. Honestly, if it was up to me, I'd defend myself but knowing you... You're too scared to do shit. Have fun with the surprise in the extra room. Try not to scream too much.

[nithyaxx]

pet

:3

[nithyaxx]

guys i was silenced i still like playing in the mud and sand dont let her silence my truth

@ariowlx was the one who posted this

[nithyaxx]

told pixie that that post is the answer to their advice

omg 😭

[nithyaxx]

whats up gang im posting from my school computer they unblocked tumblr 🤑🤑

[nithyaxx]

TW mentions of suicide

Blood seeped from underneath me; it was dark, cold and I didn't know what had gone through my head in that moment. Someone was screaming, I'm not sure who, was it one of The Faith's members? Was it someone I knew from the house? My head spun, I could barely make sense of the words. All I heard was my name being shouted and I felt my breathing starting to slow down, I was dying, not from the impact, but from my own selfish action. Well, maybe I was dying from the impact. That didn't matter though. All I could think about were my friends and family. I had failed them; I failed everything I did in my life. I'm sorry that I was so selfish. Maybe we'll meet in another life. And I'll make sure not to fuck up that one. @circusfreakster

[nithyaxx]

Gosh, I really hope nothing happens to them! ❤️

here’s this! *throws this at you* @circusfreakster

[nithyaxx]

Happy pride month gang ❤️❤️

[nithyaxx]

You’ll never get away from that voice.

Huh? What voice? I don't hear any voices unless I'm around people who are talking!

[nithyaxx]

Nithya is no longer around; her body is left to rot. At least Lilli is going to be here more. : )

[nithyaxx]

hi

Hii :3

[nithyaxx]

"Fucking hate wastes of bodies who talk shit about people even though they're hiding underneath a persona and can't even face the reality of their lives."

"Fucking hate bitches who are blonde and with purple bangs."

[nithyaxx]

"Whatever you fucking bitch, I know your just ass just feels pity. "I'm a bitchless dumb fuck blonde who thinks their so nice for being friends with a freak." Shut the fuck already and admit your dumbass wants to be the "nice girl" when in reality your just some bitchless bitch."

'I'm the bitchless one? Psh, don't make me fucking laugh, first you act like a whiny child who didn't get what the fucking wanted, second of all, you act like some wannabe gangster to impress your stupid group of friends.' 'Third of all, your insults make no fucking sense like 'bitchless bitch', did you ever learn how to curse properly, or did you learn from your parents yelling at you for being such a disappointment? Shut the fuck up and learn to leave Syrupo alone, you pathetic excuse of blood and bones.'

[nithyaxx]

"Why are you friends with her? All she does is stand around like a ghost awaiting rescue. And of course, it had to be me. She walks up like it's something out of a drama and says she likes me. The fact that it's like that must somehow change things. I'm not one to go around and telling people how they should react; besides, "no" was what I told her. What did she expect? That I'd just say yes and suddenly everything in her life would be fine? That's one pretty high bar to set, I have to say; it's really rather confusing. I'm not responsible for her, I'm not here to fix anyone. She always acts as if she's the only one who suffers. Like her problems are some kind of deep mystery and that we're obliged to care, but being around her feels like drowning. I can hardly breathe when she's close by, it's as if all that sadness just clings to her. I can't see how both Nithya and you deal with it. She's a target, everyone talks about her, and I'm not gonna let myself get dragged down into that. So yeah, I shut her down. said what I had to say. So at this point just stop lying to yourselves and tell her she's annoying already."

'You know, you could've just said 'No, I'm so sorry but we can stay friends!' but your insecure little ass decided to fucking name call her and bully her, do you know how much that screams 'Oh look at me, I'm insecure!' or are you just so fucking dumb that your brain decided to eat itself?' 'Are you that fucking dense, Maple? Is your life so sad that you have to ruin other people? You're fucking pathetic, so are your little friends.'