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I just listened to your podcast on your father today. My father passed away due to complications from Alzheimer's in December. Your podcast really helped me. Losing a parent is so difficult, but thinking about my father's life in terms of the lives of others and that whole "It's a Wonderful Life" tribute has helped my grieving by some measure. Thank you for this episode and for sharing, and may your father's memory be a blessing.

I’m glad it was helpful. My mother, who’s a psychologist, said something that helped me quite a bit. Grief, she said, is an expression of love.

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we should be eating jellyfish regularly I'm not even joking

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

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BDSM gets a bad rep as like a violent (male) dom pushing the boundaries of a reluctant (female) sub but in my experience it's a lot of subs with wildly elaborate fantasies screaming shit like "PUT MY ASS IN THE CHILI" while a new dom is like "Okay I think, we are reaching yellow for me,"

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I just realized that the kanji for bone, 「骨」, looks like a little skeleton fella, and I can't get over it...

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Tried to design a character who wears her Health-bar and Mana-bar as stockings <3

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Of course it goes without saying that I am hopelessly dependent on the ingot

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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

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Imagine if eldritch giants attacked your village, massacred the entire population, your family, your friends, cooked and ate their corpses in front of you and then one of them found you cowering in its oversized belongings and went "Aww cute little creature, I'll keep you."

That's what happened to this critter.

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thought this was a dril tweet for a second but no this is just reality now

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Realized I have a naked rat and a small piano

Here's Harry banging out the tunes, April 13th 2023

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i think its funny how facial scars are seen as like a major character plot point where they reveal that someone tried to kill their dad or something when i know a ton of ppl (including myself) who have facial scars bc they rlly arent uncommon and all of them are like. from tripping and falling as a toddler

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come on

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It's time

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The Great Work™ continues... Here's Aradia, Equius, Nepeta, and Terezi! (Once again, go check out Kociakarma!)