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Spring Day

Summary: After receiving a strange call from Park Jimin, you start to question your love for your fiancé Kim Taehyung. Can Jimin take being in love with his best friend’s soon to be wife?

Paring: jimin x reader (ft. taehyung)

Genre: fluff, angst, love

A/N: hello to anyone who gives this the time of day, this is my first work and i am very excited about it! i hope you all enjoy this as much as i do, there might be more parts depending on the feedback that i receive! love myself, love yourself, enjoy my dears! :)

Laying in bed sound asleep when you were awoken from continuous buzzing coming from your cell phone. You forced yourself to roll over to see who was calling you at 3:30 in the morning, but your eyes couldn’t seem to focus on the screen. You sat up to rub your eyes a little to see the 11 missed calls all coming from Jimin. You hadn’t noticed it, but your stomach filled with butterflies and your smile seemed to grow at the thought of Jimin.

You had known Jimin for a few years through your fiancé, Kim Taehyung. You and Tae had been together since before birth because your mothers had grown up together and had been best friends for all their lives. Both of you loved each other mutually as brother and sister through childhood, but once your teenage years hit, you had turned into the most beautiful person he had ever seen and he no longer saw you as a little sister. You matured ever so sexy to him and he started to have feelings for you, but you never would have expected him to have feelings for you only because of how brotherly he acted towards you. You always knew Tae was an attractive guy, but you always denied the attraction and treated him like a little sister would. He was always so protective of you even though his scrawny figure did him no good with the guys you dated. As protective as he was with you, he was also a jerk that always pulled pranks and played jokes on you. After a while you started to notice that he tried flirting with you on occasion and you decided to let your attraction to him to turn into something more piece by piece, but not all at once. He soon began to work on his build and he worked out almost every chance he could. After a while it was clear that he was growing every which way, from his legs and thighs to his chest beginning to become swole. It was then when he was no longer the scrawny adorable little boy you knew all your childhood, but a man that you would soon allow yourself to fall in love with and plan a wedding with until he introduced you to his friend from work, Park Jimin.

You wondered what reason Jimin would have to be calling you at such an unreasonable time of the night. You wanted more than anything to call him back, but how would it look to Tae if he heard you talking to Jimin at this time of the night, so you decided to go back to sleep. Of course, Jimin wouldn’t give up until he heard your voice. You were about to doze off again when your phone began buzzing, so you decided to slip away from the bed as quietly as possible to not disturb the snoring Tae. You managed to get out of the bed without Tae moving a muscle and went to the living room to finally answer your phone. Once you did answer all you heard was loud music in the background and the laugh of a familiar Jungkook. It sounded like the music from a club, but Jimin never went out because he always chose video games and practicing his dance routines over a night of drinking, so what was he doing out?

“Jiminie-hyung, you won’t tell her!!!” Tell you what? You thought for a couple of seconds until you dismissed the thought and came back to reality. Jimin finally seemed to realize that you answered the phone after he heard you screaming “hello” for what seemed like the thousandth time.

“Oh y/n, you picked up!” said Jimin in a non-sober voice.

“Jimin why are you calling me at this time of the night!! Do you even know what time it is! And where are you that it’s so damn loud?!” you said sounding angrier than you really were, because you always liked talking to Jimin even if you hadn’t realized it.

“Y/n y/n please calm down, this was all Kookie’s doing.” You thought about the meaning of this conversation, but nothing was clear and you didn’t want to hang up on the drunken Jimin.

“Please tell me what’s going on before Tae discovers that I’m no longer in bed.”

“Y/n I have something I have been wanting to tell you ever since I first met you, I have been in lo…”

“OH MAN HOLY SHIT” screamed Jungkook.

“Please don’t finish your sentence, you are drunk and you need to go home. Don’t let Jungkook influence what you say or think anymore.”

“You are the one who…”

The phone call had been dropped and the line went dead.

You sat there thinking for what seemed like an eternity replaying what happened just moments ago. You couldn’t wrap your head around anything. One because of how late it was and two because Jimin was intoxicated. You hadn’t realized how much time had passed and it was already going to be close to 5:45 A.M. You decided to start a pot of coffee because your alarm would be going off at 6:00. You sat there watching the coffee brew with all these thoughts about Jimin running through your mind. Why would he be in love with me? What if he was just trying to toy with my feelings? What if he is trying to break up my engagement? What if he was just too drunk to think clearly? You always knew Jimin acted differently towards you and was especially fond of you for whatever reason, but you would never suspect him to love you because you’re soon to be married to his best friend and he would stand as Tae’s best man. Why would he think of you any more than just a friend? You always just thought he was nice to you because of Tae only, nothing involving feelings or emotions. Even your brother Hoseok had seen the way Jimin looked at you when you weren’t looking or the way he laughed and smiled at anything you said or did. It seemed like everyone knew about Jimin’s true feelings except for you, even Tae noticed the way Jimin would tense up at the sound of your name. Tae never said anything to you because he didn’t want to make things awkward, but he tried to keep you away from Jimin in case he got a little too close. You always took Jimin for an extremely nice person and never looked too deep into his actions, but after this phone call you wondered if you had buried what you already knew in the farthest part of your mind. You began to question your love for the man who laid sound asleep just a few feet away from you.

“Come on babe, it’s just a Christmas party at work being thrown by management, please come” said a whiny Tae. You did not like social events and mingling with a bunch of random strangers and this is exactly what that would be. You had told Tae a million times before that you didn’t want to attend, but he kept bugging and bugging you. “We don’t even have to be there that long, we will just go say our hellos and then leave” Tae said while cupping your face and planting a small kiss on your forehead, which he knew was your favorite. “I mean I guess I will go if we just stop by for a little, I’m only doing this because you look so adorable while practically begging at my feet.” And with those words of agreement, Tae grabbed the small of your back tightly and pulled you in so there was no longer space in between the both of you. He looked at you with those eyes that never failed to amaze you with how much love you saw in them and it sent chills down your body. You then cupped his face and said “You know I love you, right? You know that even if I say no to something you want, I will always give in because you are everything to me and more. I will never let you down Kim Taehyung, this love is forever and I promise you that.” You then leaned in for a slow passionate kiss before he had even thought about a response. The kiss began to intensify when Tae’s tongue found yours and intertwined long and slowly to feel the warmth of each other, your favorite kind of kiss that showed just how much you both loved each other with such passion. You pulled back for a breath of air and said, “we should get going before we are too late and are forced to say our hellos to even more people!” Tae just stood there looking at you with all the love in the world until he pulled you into a tight embrace that lasted for minutes, until he said, “let’s get going my love.” You weren’t excited for this party at all and you didn’t know you would meet the love of your life in a matter of minutes. Your entire world was about to change and everything you knew would be ruined.

The party was rather pleasant after a few glasses of your favorite red wine. The house that the party was thrown in was decorated rather nicely. The icicle lights strung on the outside of the house, the fake snow covering the grass outside, the huge white Christmas tree in the main living room, the smell of pine cone and eggnog filled your nose and the white Christmas you’ve always loved was right before your eyes. This was your favorite kind of Christmas and whoever owned this house clearly shared a common love. You hadn’t seen a white Christmas in years, because you would always fall into Tae’s eyes after he told you he would do the decorating and he loved the colors and everything that had to do with a Christmas other than your favorite kind. Tae had wandered off with a couple of his friends while you went off to admire the works of the decorations when someone approached you.

“I see you are enjoying the decorations.” A soft but manly voice coming from behind you.

You jumped at the sudden breath you felt on your neck and you turned around seeing one of the most beautiful men you have ever laid your eyes on. You couldn’t seem to get your words out but you soon found your voice.

“Oh yeah, I I uh, I love white Christmas, but my fiancé doesn’t appreciate it as much as I do.” You said rather quietly, sounding not so sure on what you were saying.

“Hmm, well your fiancé sure is a lucky man and should listen to a beautiful little lady like yourself, huh?” he whispered softly.

This made you rather uncomfortable, but it was a pleasant compliment. Who is this man? Why is he still here? What are you still doing here? Where is Tae?

Noticing that you hadn’t responded to this man’s comment, you heard him sigh and it took you out of your own little world.

“Excuse me, I’m crossing the line, I apologize.” He said sounding a little disappointed in your lack of words.

“Oh no no, it’s okay, just being friendly, right?”

“It seems like the time to be a good host and introduce myself. Welcome to my home, the name is Park Jimin.”

And with that you felt an arm wrap around your waist and pull you in to their body. You knew immediately who it was. You knew the way it felt when Tae pulled you in close and the way he would grab you so tightly that you knew you were safe. You turned up to look at the man who always made shivers go down your spine with the slightest touch. He had a boxy smile on his face as he acknowledged the man who stood right in front of you.

“Seems like you have finally met my girl Jimin-ah!” Tae said as he looked from you to Jimin.

Jimin looked a bit surprised by this. You didn’t know why though, but he seemed rather sad. Jimin looked at you and Tae for a few seconds until he finally spoke.

“What a beautiful looking couple you guys are! You better keep a tight hold on her Taehyung, I might just sweep the beautiful lady right off her feet if you don’t get the job done.” Jimin winked at you and playfully hit Tae on his shoulder. Tae laughed with his Hyung as they got in to a different conversation. But you. You just stood there in your own world again with all your thoughts. Was this man serious? He seemed like a polite man with pure intentions, so you chose to ignore his comment after a couple of minutes and never thought of it again. So, you thought.

A few months had passed by since you received that call from Jimin and you had not heard from him since. Your wedding was just a couple of months away, so you knew he would have to come around sooner or later, but you couldn’t help the little pit in your stomach telling you what you never wanted to feel. You missed Jimin. The way he laughed with his whole body. The way he sang under his breath when he thought nobody was looking. The way his front tooth was a little crooked. The way his eyes disappeared when he smiled. The way he smiled. The way he would dance in his free time and how flawlessly he did it. Park Jimin was in you whether you wanted it or not. You could not shake this feeling no matter how hard you tried.

You soon got interrupted by Tae barging in your room with the biggest smile on his face. Oh, how happy he looked as he said, “Jimin is going to come over for dinner tonight, so we can plan my bachelor party!!” Your heart dropped. You put on a fake smile and said, “Oh how wonderful, it has been a long time since I last saw him, how is he doing?”

Tae circled around the bed and jumped on top of you saying, “you can ask him yourself when he gets here, I just want to stay right here for a while.”

“You’re such a romantic, aren’t you?” you said sarcastically.

He looked up into your eyes and bopped your nose saying, “Only for you kitten.”

“You are also very annoying, but I love you” you said after putting his head back to rest on your chest.

“Love you more, my dear” he said while closing his eyes.

You opened your eyes and saw Tae still sprawled out on top of you. You really didn’t know how you managed to fall asleep with all this weight on top of you. But you didn’t mind, because it was Tae. You looked over at the time and it was about to be 7:00P.M. How long had you been asleep? What are we even eating for dinner? What time was Jimin going to come over? Oh shit, Jimin. You heard the doorbell ring and you pushed Tae off you. He was making the noises he always made when someone woke him up. He was grunting and moaning while hugging a pillow. I am going to marry an actual child, you thought to yourself. You hit him repeatedly with a pillow and ran to the door. You opened the door to a man with bright orange hair. He looked up at you and said ‘” Y/N”.

“Hi Jimin! Umh, about dinner, there is none yet and TAE SHOULD BE GETTING UP SOON,” you yelled out so Tae could hear you.

He chuckled, “that’s fine about dinner, I just wanted to see you guys! And it always takes him a while to get up, but it has been a while, how are you?” he said softly.

“I have been alright, how about yourself? Oh wait, why don’t you come in so we can catch up while Tae decides to wake up” you said as you watched Jimin go from the doorway to sit gently on the couch.

You tried gathering your thoughts while you closed the door and moved to the couch to sit on the opposite side as far away from Jimin as you could. You sat pulling your knees to your chest trying to look as comfortable as possible even though you were dead inside. You looked off in the distance in silence until Jimin cleared his throat which caught your attention. You turned his way and he looked as beautiful as ever, but you sent that thought away faster than the speed of light.

“Y/N” he said softly.

“Yes?” you looked back off into the distance to avoid awkward eye contact.

“I have something to say, but I can’t find the words to say it” he said sounding as terrified as ever.

You don’t know where this sudden courage came from as you said, “does it have anything to do with that phone call that happened months ago, the one where you were about to confess your love to me and never talked to me again? Does it have anything to do with the fact that I am going to marry your best friend in a matter of months and you almost ruined all of that?! Did you ever consider the repercussions of what you tried telling me!!!! Do you not think? You can’t possibly be in love with me Jimin.”

You didn’t even know what you were saying until after you said it, it was coming out like word vomit. You were just so upset that you hadn’t had contact with Jimin for the past few months and you missed him so terribly. You hadn’t even noticed that he stood up and said, “I came to tell you and Tae that I am moving back to Busan and my flight leaves at 8:30, so I better get going.” You saw the heartbreak in his eyes. You watched Jimin leave and he never turned back on this rainy spring day.

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