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the sequel: the same heat, the same super thick black hoodie, but now also with a binder! Yay!

Dysphoria hoodie in thirty degree heat because I fucking hate my body. Fuck this shit

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Man I really fuckin wish that the trans community didn’t have so many violent antisemites and tankies in it. Like the worst thing that’s ever happened to me as a trans person in a synagogue was a lil old lady who was confused but had the spirit. Meanwhile every time I try to go to a trans event as a Jew, the people there make me feel genuinely unsafe

In my experience this is definitely a trans-specific (and honestly a trans woman / transfemme-specific) issue. Like I can go to Queer events just fine and nobody causes a fuss. But at trans events there’s always someone just dying to shout to the heavens about how much respect they have for Bashar al-fucking-Assad

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Hope you don’t mind me coming into your inbox and feel free to ignore! but just wanted to say your post about the graffiti really resonated with me - that experience of like, you go outside and see people want you dead but it’s whatever. People want you dead and it’s just an annoyance. I get it. I live in London too and see it all the time. I’m just sending this to tell you you’re not alone in how you feel

it’s so trippy yeah. Nice to see that it’s kind of just the general London experience though haha. I hope you’re doing well 💙

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I hate Jews for the same reason I hate Klansmen. Y’all are nothing but bigots and do not belong in civilized society.

Trudgemank???? Big admirer of your dedication

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AHHHHHH IT WAS SO GOOD

Dolma being prepared for ליל הסדר tomorrow 💙

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AHHHHHHH I’M SO EXCITED

Dolma being prepared for ליל הסדר tomorrow 💙

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but it’s my favourite pastime, what else am I supposed to do when I’m not putting Christian blood in matzah and killing little Shirazi girls :(

thinking about how recently I went to King’s Cross with my family, and saw graffiti of ‘viva Hamas’, and like whatever that’s really common, but I told my mum because it is still kind of freaky. And she didn’t have any other response except ‘ugh don’t pay attention to the idiots’ (Hebrew edition so a little ruder obviously lol). And in the moment I was just kind of mad at her for brushing it off so much, but now I’m just…

It’s so normal. It is so so normal to go outside and see stickers or graffiti or posters explicitly calling for me and people like me to be slaughtered. I see it all the time. And it’s become normal. It used to be scary, it used to be overwhelming and completely drowning me. But now it just feels like, idk— I guess just a part of daily life. It has the same effect of someone behind you brushing against your shoe or something. A little annoying in the moment, it might hurt for a split second, but you get over it as soon as you take another step.

this specific graffiti only really affected me as much as it did because we were supposed to be having a nice day, and it had been before that, and I had been nervous about King’s Cross beforehand but hadn’t seen anything weird. It hit me the way it did because before then there wasn’t anything and I was pleasantly surprised, so almost a new normal had been set for the day. Even in this post my first instinct after writing what I saw was to add on a ‘but it’s whatever lol’. Huh?????? Explicit celebration of Hamas is just ‘whatever’ to me at this point???? Seriously????

When I go outside I see that people want me dead. And it’s nothing more than a slight annoyance, ‘just don’t pay attention to them’. It really is such a mindfuck

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Dolma being prepared for ליל הסדר tomorrow 💙

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thinking about how recently I went to King’s Cross with my family, and saw graffiti of ‘viva Hamas’, and like whatever that’s really common, but I told my mum because it is still kind of freaky. And she didn’t have any other response except ‘ugh don’t pay attention to the idiots’ (Hebrew edition so a little ruder obviously lol). And in the moment I was just kind of mad at her for brushing it off so much, but now I’m just…

It’s so normal. It is so so normal to go outside and see stickers or graffiti or posters explicitly calling for me and people like me to be slaughtered. I see it all the time. And it’s become normal. It used to be scary, it used to be overwhelming and completely drowning me. But now it just feels like, idk— I guess just a part of daily life. It has the same effect of someone behind you brushing against your shoe or something. A little annoying in the moment, it might hurt for a split second, but you get over it as soon as you take another step.

this specific graffiti only really affected me as much as it did because we were supposed to be having a nice day, and it had been before that, and I had been nervous about King’s Cross beforehand but hadn’t seen anything weird. It hit me the way it did because before then there wasn’t anything and I was pleasantly surprised, so almost a new normal had been set for the day. Even in this post my first instinct after writing what I saw was to add on a ‘but it’s whatever lol’. Huh?????? Explicit celebration of Hamas is just ‘whatever’ to me at this point???? Seriously????

When I go outside I see that people want me dead. And it’s nothing more than a slight annoyance, ‘just don’t pay attention to them’. It really is such a mindfuck

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In my next life I will be reborn as #pesach.

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thinking about how recently I went to King’s Cross with my family, and saw graffiti of ‘viva Hamas’, and like whatever that’s really common, but I told my mum because it is still kind of freaky. And she didn’t have any other response except ‘ugh don’t pay attention to the idiots’ (Hebrew edition so a little ruder obviously lol). And in the moment I was just kind of mad at her for brushing it off so much, but now I’m just…

It’s so normal. It is so so normal to go outside and see stickers or graffiti or posters explicitly calling for me and people like me to be slaughtered. I see it all the time. And it’s become normal. It used to be scary, it used to be overwhelming and completely drowning me. But now it just feels like, idk— I guess just a part of daily life. It has the same effect of someone behind you brushing against your shoe or something. A little annoying in the moment, it might hurt for a split second, but you get over it as soon as you take another step.

this specific graffiti only really affected me as much as it did because we were supposed to be having a nice day, and it had been before that, and I had been nervous about King’s Cross beforehand but hadn’t seen anything weird. It hit me the way it did because before then there wasn’t anything and I was pleasantly surprised, so almost a new normal had been set for the day. Even in this post my first instinct after writing what I saw was to add on a ‘but it’s whatever lol’. Huh?????? Explicit celebration of Hamas is just ‘whatever’ to me at this point???? Seriously????

When I go outside I see that people want me dead. And it’s nothing more than a slight annoyance, ‘just don’t pay attention to them’. It really is such a mindfuck

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Portrait of Young Jewish Woman in Elaborate Costume, Antoin Sevruguin, Iran

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not me getting torso length dysphoria lmao at least it’s original???

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I used to find so much refuge in this account but now you're just a stupid zionazi

Honestly this is really comforting to see, cause I used to spend quite a bit of time looking for nonbinary right wingers to show transphobes that it’s not a choice to be like this, and not dependant on social/economic politics. I found a few American republicans, centre-right people, and (American again) gun-carriers, but it’s always nice to see more confirmation.