nonpracticingbitch

[nonpracticingbitch]

that man making you feel on edge and anxious all of the time is not your soulmate

[nonpracticingbitch]

Keep your messaging simple:

“Trump fired everyone in charge of airplane safety, and a week later planes started crashing into each other.”

That’s it. That’s the messaging. Don’t get bogged down disputing Trump’s false claims. Just blame him, in short and repeatable sentences.

[nonpracticingbitch]

when will life

stop feeling like

being trapped at the bottom of the sea

holding my breath for as long as I might

wondering how long before I die

two breaths of air

as the long week ends

then dragged down to fight the monotony again

[nonpracticingbitch]

the sun smiles down lovingly

embraced in a warm, gentle breeze

birds chirping, flying and merry

all I feel is sinking despair

as I remember that it's january

[nonpracticingbitch]

they say there are fine lines between optimism and pessimism

peace and war

comedy and tragedy

life and death

I say they are one in the same

not a line, but a wheel

an incomprehensible ouroboros that will never stop feeding

but who am I to define such a schism?

[nonpracticingbitch]

slipping

falling

sinking in the mud

life consumes me

and lusts for my blood

[nonpracticingbitch]

i actually checked out the turning red DVD from my local library and there is NO MENU

NO BONUS FEATURES

NO BLOOPERS

THE ONLY OPTION YOU GET IS LANGUAGE

the death of dvds is so fucked. what about bonus features

[nonpracticingbitch]

Lil doodle of @nonpracticingbitch 's dog to play with a different program

[nonpracticingbitch]

I cut off my hair And the great weight of my life Fell away with it

[nonpracticingbitch]

full head

empty bed

the stinging regret of what I have said

will I move on?

or continue to fawn

over a relationship I know is dead

[nonpracticingbitch]

[nonpracticingbitch]

to love is to be damned

[nonpracticingbitch]

I would live here in my mind if I could If the earthly world did not always snatch me away With its incessant needing and needing Earth, why are you so attached to me?

I am in my mind today, like most days Don't say it is not a place because you can't walk there When your thoughts wander Is it through a desert? A forest? Do you swim?

Everything that has died is alive here Here is my dead friend that I used to kiss, looking well Here is the art I gave up on in frustration Here are the words you said to me in anger The dreams we dreamed together, still breathing

I walk up creaking steps from my stomach to my head The body is such a desperate thing sometimes Always needing validation and hand holding So I would live up here tucked away in the ethereal

[nonpracticingbitch]

A 70s Teenager's Bedroom

[nonpracticingbitch]

I dream of you when I sleep

I dream of you while awake

The thoughts of you

Twist all through

My mind and I can't concentrate

[nonpracticingbitch]

“One day the sadness will end.

But I don’t think today’s the day.”

David Lynch

[nonpracticingbitch]

Let me revel in these Small doses of sadness In their warmth, In that quick, biting Shot before blurriness

I find myself a sponge In a hot bath, soaking, Letting sadness fill me Until I become heavy

But in the small doses Measured in spoonfuls, In small bites, I cozy up with sadness Carrying it in my body