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in honor of Baz’s birthday, take a quick little comic i made about snowbaz visiting the manor :)

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finally got around to redesigning and mapping out the comic i’ve been working on for these dorks >:)

i can’t believe the original designs were only made two years ago, goddamn

anywho here’s a redraw of their first appearances!!

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i can’t believe it’s already the anniversary of these two dorks meeting each other ❤️💜

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I just barely made it in time to post on the actual date, but I hope our favorite nerd has the happiest “birthday” today 💙

(inspiration taken from Beauty and the Beast as well as Logan’s newest skirt photoshoot!)

(click for better quality!)

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a redraw of these lovelies 🩷🖤

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it must be wild for baz's siblings to be learning about their goofy brother-in-law in magical history class. like.

for the twins and swithin simon must be like an uncle figure, they'll have known him most of their lives by the time they go to watford and then he's just.... in a book

like "greatest mage of all time" and they've seen him make blanket forts and blow milk bubbles out his nose

that's wild bro

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having online friends who are busy is just like. I LOVE YOU. I miss you. YOU GOT THIS. I'm giving you space to work. I LOVE YOU.

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Happy October everyone 🍂✨🍁

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BEAUTIFUL BABE

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This is my first time doing the WIP Wednesday thing, like a day late but still, any day can be a wednesday wip :P

Thanks to @thewholelemon and @orange-peony for tagging me! I love reading your snippets 💕

I read this brilliant fic with charro Baz and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I want to do a pic with Simon's reaction while seeing Baz. :3c

Que allá viene el caporal by @confused-bi-queer

@orange-peony and I have some snowbaz we've been working on, hopefully we'll have something to show soon (possibly after finish reading the Green Creek series🙊🙊) meanwhile just a little sneak peek

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my first TSSBB!! i had the absolute honor of making art for amazing creators and had SO much fun 💜

ID: A digital drawing of Virgil, Remus, and Roman. Roman and Remus are significantly small in comparison to Virgil, the both of them standing on a countertop, facing towards Virgil. Virgil is looking at Roman, but is facing the viewer. Remus has pointed ears and his hair in two ponytails, it is an orange tinted brown with a white streak; the hair on his tail being the same color as his hair. His clothes are green with yellow detailing as well as bright yellow gloves and brown boots. Roman has pointed ears and his hair is a dark red, along with the color of his tail. His clothes are red and white with some pale yellow detailing. Virgil has dark brown hair and mouse ears. He is wearing a blue vest and white button down shirt. The background is a magical room, with a cauldron to the viewer's left and a staff in the far right corner. There are cabinets with different types of bottles on the walls of the room and a window located behind Virgil.

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my first TSSBB!! i had the absolute honor of making art for amazing creators and had SO much fun 💚

ID: [A digital drawing of Remus, with Klingon face features, curly brown redish hair picked up in a high bun, and green long sleeve t-shirt with black pants. The background is a block of colors mainly blue with red and green accents. There is a text box coming from Remus which says "I'm fine, not exactly the penetration I was hoping for, but a boy's gotta take what he can get"]

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NEW ICONIC DUO JUST DROPPED HOW WE FEELING

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Happy anniversary babe I hope you calm down soon

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My hot take is that if Roman were to "duck out" the way Virgil did in Accepting Anxiety, the result would be something akin to clinical depression. Roman has always been more than Thomas's creativity, he's also Thomas's drive, his passion, his desire. The motivation and ability to make art, or work, or even build relationships. All of that is wrapped up in Roman.

Sure, there are other motivating factors as we've seen in the videos on the topic. Logan motivates with the knowledge that work puts food on the table, Virgil motivates through fear. But Roman is the only one who motivates through love and joy, through hopes and dreams. Because while Patton is driven by emotion, he's more impulsive, more driven by what will make Thomas feel good in the moment, as opposed to Roman who while fanciful and emotional, is ultimately driven by plans and goals for the future.

Therefore, without Roman, Thomas would have no drive. No passion. No desire to make or do anything beyond base necessities for staying alive. No ability to see past immediate survival or imagine a possible happier future. No hopes and dreams. No spark. I don't even think Virgil's strongest panic could override a complete lack of passion for anything. Thomas would feel anxious and awful, but he still wouldn't be able to do anything.

And that's basically what clinical depression is. It's not just being sad--it's being exhausted, and numb, and unable to get out of bed in the morning because you just don't care about anything anymore. It's not finding joy in the things you used to love the most. It's feeling paralyzed because there are so many things you should be doing or you want to do, but you simply can't. Depression is, at its core, a lack of passion, joy, and drive.

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patty cake!!