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VOICEMAIL FROM AN UNKNOWN NUMBER ➿ MARLEY

BLAINE: Marls.. [ a pause and deep exhale ] God, I miss you... I miss you so much that it hurts... If I had longer then I would tell you how much I miss you and how sorry I am for everything. I know I hurt you and I know you don't understand why but... [ stops and sighs ] I just... it was... I just... I wish I could do this in person and explain everything but my awful brother... never mind this isn't about him. Just... I'm worried about you. /That/ guy came to see me and said you're gone. Where are you? Why did you leave?? Please come home! If I could, I would go out there and find you myself but... Just please... be okay... if anything happens to you, I don't think I could keep going...

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[TEXT]: B? Have I done something wrong? You asked me to keep you updated and then ... just quiet.

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**HEADPHONES ARE REQUIRED FOR A BETTER EXPERIENCE**

King of The Clouds originally performed by  Panic! At The Disco  from their sixth album, Pray For The Wicked (2018)

To prevent copyright claims, I had to increase the speed of the song by at least 4%

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[text:] Hey, I haven't heard from you in a bit. Aaron's still the hospital if you want to come by. I miss you.

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[text from Sebastian]: My father is back.

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@sshardassanderson

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I sat alone, in bed ‘til the morning. I’m crying, “They’re coming for me.” And I tried to hold these secrets inside me. My mind’s like a deadly disease.

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[text:] Aaron was stabbed last night. I’m at the hospital with him. I’m worried, even though he told me he’s fine. Can I see you later?

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Of course it's easier for you to believe I'm crazy or brainwashed than to believe I'm actually happy for once. And I'm happy on my own without needing you for the first time in our lives. I don't need you, Darius. And since you are going to be a father, I suggest you put all your focus and attention on that so that we can finally live our own separate lives.

@sshardassanderson I would never kid about something so incredible!!!

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Well... if this is how you're acting now when something doesn't go your way, I hope you get someone who can actually help you before your child is born because between the drinking, the rage, the Serpent jacket and how you destroy things that don't go exactly your way, you might actually be turning out go be Bruce after all.

@sshardassanderson I would never kid about something so incredible!!!

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Are you? Because I must have missed when you were actually being a brother to me over the last couple of months. I really do not want to do this with you, Darius but I will because I'm very fed up with the people in this town especially those who are supposed to be the ones I called friends or family.

Cooper is not perfect but he is trying now, which is more than can be said for most of the people I know, yourself included. You tries for five seconds to understand me and what was important to me before giving up because it was too hard or because you'd rather take someone else's side. Cooper left and did what was best for him. He made a good life away from here because he was actually willing to leave Bruce and not follow his footsteps. I will never in my life fault Coop for that because he was the smart one.

And yes we've had a rocky relationship over the years because Coop can be eccentric but he doesn't actively spend his life and days telling me literally everything I do is wrong.

@sshardassanderson I would never kid about something so incredible!!!

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Nobody asked you for your opinion or commentary. Please refrain from speaking so poorly about Cooper and instead find better things to put your attention on.

I'm so sorry for him Rachel. Please forget any ugly thing he just said.

@berryofthenorth I’m glad you think so, Rach. I was just thinking about how I wish my big brother would settle down with a beautiful and talented woman like you. It would be a dream come true to have your shining star self as my sister.

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You really need to stop. That is our brother and he is here trying to help and he's being nothing but incredibly supportive since he arrived. Which I really need right now because as far as the people who are supposed to be the ones I can count to the most, aside from Marley and Uncle Frank, go they are more than a little disappointing.

Now be nice or don't say anything at all because I'm getting very very tired of having to prop everyone up or be my typically kind self to them and getting literally nothing of the same or even less of the same level of common courtesy in return. And I won't let you or anyone else ruin having my big brother not only finally home but finally having someone who isn't Marley on my side or not looking at me like I've lost my marbles.

@sshardassanderson I would never kid about something so incredible!!!

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This is Gospel // Panic! At the Disco

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PRIVATE:

I'll send you some pictures of some really handsome succulents we have on The Farm and you can tell me which you like best.

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[PRIVATE]:

You’d forget about a house plant…. huh… that’s a little concerning because a plant takes minimal effort to be taken care of. They are far less complicated than most people who need a lot more than water and sunshine…

But I suppose it makes sense in it’s own way. Just keep it in mind. I think a nice succulent would be good for you.

PRIVATE:

Small things slip my mind, unless I get one of those huge ones that I’d always be able to see. But I’m great with people, more effort works for me than minimal effort.

I will be sure to think on it, B. Maybe you could even help me pick one out.