not-shmiaa

[not-shmiaa]

Through firefly-laden branches

Your laughter shocks me awake

And I fear it's the last time

I'll ever see your face

[not-shmiaa]

an old thing i found

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「このまま」

遠い家

私の心

まだあそこ

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The enemy of my enemy is my friend.

But my friends are your friends,

And that's mental torture.

Knowing that someplace somewhere,

a thousand miles away,

their memories of the tears I cried over you

are being replaced by the laughter you induce.

The worst part of it all is hearing myself.

I would rather have my friends remember my tears than their own happiness

if it means they'll stay away from you.

I make myself sick and it's all your fault.

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Blue

Like a morning bird perched on the windowsill of my heart

With a song that wakes you up down to the soul,

I'd like to spend all my mornings like this.

From the birds, to the sea, to the sky,

All takes on that blue of your eyes

They say you can't imagine a new color, but I've witnessed one.

For your eyes are a hue unlike blues that I've known.

From low and confused to strikingly new,

I saw black and white before I saw you.

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taylor releasing rep tv would so unironically save me right now

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🗣️

Narumi whispers

“I hear you’re the beaches number one gossiper”

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An article I have thought about at least once a week since it came out

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@taylorswift @taylornation

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when martha wainwright said

"oh I wish, I wish, I wish, I was born a man, so I could learn how to stand up for myself"

i felt that