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Planned for a month but still didn't get to execute it properly😔

“I want to travel the world”

— Said the brown girl who can’t even step out the front door without permission

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YAYYY . This also we're twinning😂

FIRST POST AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TUMBLR WORKS YET😂 but i’m still gonna do this, cause why not.💁🏻‍♀️

A few months ago, during the lockdown times, I was watching b99. I had always found Roza Diaz, i.e Stephanie Beatriz very beautiful. One day, suddenly, I felt something strange- something that I had never felt before. It was weird, but honestly, I loved it. Eventually i realised that I’m bisexual, and Stephanie was my first girl crush.

At first, I didn’t consider this to be a good news. Why? Because I was scared. So many homophobes out there! People will start hating me! But as I continued with watching b99, I found out that… STEPHANIE WAS BI TOO! Not just in real life, but also in the show. So with time I realised that being bi is beautiful, and so is being straight, ace, or anything else. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It is what I am.

I do feel scared every time I come out to people. But I can't blame them. They weren’t born homophobic. They’ve been taught to be homophobic by the society. I was taught so too. I made fun of gay people. I made fun of transgenders. I found them creepy. But I unlearned it. It wasn't that hard to unlearn it for me, but it might be for some people, and it's completely okay. Change takes time. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Everyday I see people coming out and it makes me so happy. They inspire me to talk about myself more and more. One day, when I gain enough confidence, I will tell my family about it. They may/may not like it, but I can't do anything about it, so blehhhh.

Your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of. Love has no gender. And if anyone thinks otherwise, they are wrong.

Dealing with negativity is hard, I know. But it's not your fault if negativity exists. It's okay if people don't like you. Be yourself. Embrace yourself. You're the best version of you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.💜💗

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Ahh brown people problems 😔

YES. Everyone is so nice here. Had I put this up on instagram it would probably make everyone feel awkward.

FIRST POST AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TUMBLR WORKS YET😂 but i’m still gonna do this, cause why not.💁🏻‍♀️

A few months ago, during the lockdown times, I was watching b99. I had always found Roza Diaz, i.e Stephanie Beatriz very beautiful. One day, suddenly, I felt something strange- something that I had never felt before. It was weird, but honestly, I loved it. Eventually i realised that I’m bisexual, and Stephanie was my first girl crush.

At first, I didn’t consider this to be a good news. Why? Because I was scared. So many homophobes out there! People will start hating me! But as I continued with watching b99, I found out that… STEPHANIE WAS BI TOO! Not just in real life, but also in the show. So with time I realised that being bi is beautiful, and so is being straight, ace, or anything else. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It is what I am.

I do feel scared every time I come out to people. But I can't blame them. They weren’t born homophobic. They’ve been taught to be homophobic by the society. I was taught so too. I made fun of gay people. I made fun of transgenders. I found them creepy. But I unlearned it. It wasn't that hard to unlearn it for me, but it might be for some people, and it's completely okay. Change takes time. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Everyday I see people coming out and it makes me so happy. They inspire me to talk about myself more and more. One day, when I gain enough confidence, I will tell my family about it. They may/may not like it, but I can't do anything about it, so blehhhh.

Your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of. Love has no gender. And if anyone thinks otherwise, they are wrong.

Dealing with negativity is hard, I know. But it's not your fault if negativity exists. It's okay if people don't like you. Be yourself. Embrace yourself. You're the best version of you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.💜💗

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FIRST POST AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TUMBLR WORKS YET😂 but i’m still gonna do this, cause why not.💁🏻‍♀️

A few months ago, during the lockdown times, I was watching b99. I had always found Roza Diaz, i.e Stephanie Beatriz very beautiful. One day, suddenly, I felt something strange- something that I had never felt before. It was weird, but honestly, I loved it. Eventually i realised that I’m bisexual, and Stephanie was my first girl crush.

At first, I didn’t consider this to be a good news. Why? Because I was scared. So many homophobes out there! People will start hating me! But as I continued with watching b99, I found out that… STEPHANIE WAS BI TOO! Not just in real life, but also in the show. So with time I realised that being bi is beautiful, and so is being straight, ace, or anything else. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It is what I am.

I do feel scared every time I come out to people. But I can't blame them. They weren’t born homophobic. They’ve been taught to be homophobic by the society. I was taught so too. I made fun of gay people. I made fun of transgenders. I found them creepy. But I unlearned it. It wasn't that hard to unlearn it for me, but it might be for some people, and it's completely okay. Change takes time. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Everyday I see people coming out and it makes me so happy. They inspire me to talk about myself more and more. One day, when I gain enough confidence, I will tell my family about it. They may/may not like it, but I can't do anything about it, so blehhhh.

Your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of. Love has no gender. And if anyone thinks otherwise, they are wrong.

Dealing with negativity is hard, I know. But it's not your fault if negativity exists. It's okay if people don't like you. Be yourself. Embrace yourself. You're the best version of you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.💜💗