notreyev

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Today i accidentally listened to a song that made me sad and then the ambulance came to take me away forever

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I blog for the girls who cry on their birthdays and lose a little bit of themselves during the summer months

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the context behind this is that my friend saw my drawings of nureyev and he said, "nice house drawing :)" I WAS HALF OFFENDED BY IT BUT THAT WAS SO FUNNY (to me) LMAOO

i never even watched house

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my crack at the golden gown moment. i was going to render this but i got soooo frustrated with this piece that i gave up :-/

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as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden

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i dont have same face syndrome i have a type in men

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thinking about stuff (id under the cut)

[ID: a poem titled "Sinner's prayer" dear heavenly father holy spirit blessed son i know you don't listen to fags (that's what they say, at least) but please listen to this one, just this once. please protect my friends. brothers, sisters, sibs. please protects the queers. fags, dykes, trannies, my peers. please protect the ones i love. send them angels, as many as you can. please protect the sex workers. the sluts, the whores. please protect us all. i know we sin. i know we're damned. i don't care for forgiveness. please protect my friends. please don't let us die. let us live forever in our beautiful sin. thank you. amen. /end ID]

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archie redraw thing!!!! asdfghjkl yeah check my last jupeter post

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i keep having vivid dreams about being shot in the chest so i think you can tell im a little nervous about the state of the world right now

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this website is too fucking easy you make a post about transgender gay sex or the skull and people black out and hit reblog

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dogs might look like their owners but cat people always have a cat with the same mental illness as them

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Consider: Mick Mercury finally meeting Juno's mysterious boyfriend and somehow completely clocking the fact that he's a criminal based on vibes only, BUT. Mick is completely wrong about what type of criminal Nureyev is.

Cue hijinks where Mick tries to convince Juno that his hot boyfriend clearly must be the mafioso-like head of a city wide organized crime unit. He assures Juno he doesn't think Nureyev would ever hurt him, it's clear he loves the detective, but what if he's secretly planning to kidnap every pet in the city for ransom money?

Juno tries to dissuade him. Nureyev thinks it's hilarious and subtly leans into it when Mick brings it up.

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can someone tell me why peter nureyev struggles so much with honesty? i need to solve this internal puzzle

trying to figure out why i struggle so much with honesty and in the end it all comes back around to peter nureyev doesnt it

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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they should invent a bus that never gets stuck in traffic because it's on its own path separated from the roads. and then chain multiple of them together and put it on rails. has anyone had this idea before.

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remember she's a war goddess too

my ass describing juno and nureyev's opposing violent & angry energies as mars and venus

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nobody wants to talk about this but nureyev is so venus

my ass describing juno and nureyev's opposing violent & angry energies as mars and venus