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lowkey mood recently

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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

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I want to put a gun in my mouth

I should feel what I was born to feel

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why do I have to feel like this?

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it hurts

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how do i unsubscribe from this whole being mentally ill thing

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society is so gross, like, ew, i wish i was an alien

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the feminine urge to stay gone. be unseen, be unavailable, be unheard of. disappear.

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numb again

put on a fake smile,

for the ones you love,

let it all start to pile,

until you go numb.

you’re starting to feel it again,

where nothing matters,

so just enjoy the rain,

before it all shatters.

they say your mind can be a prison,

yet mine is so much more,

wrapped in barbed ribbon,

the tears start to pour.

why am i crying,

for i do not know,

to myself, i am lying,

i am all alone.