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Liv via their Insta | 24 June 2025
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Liv at the King of Drag premiere | 23 June 2025
#liv hewson#still the coolest human alive#and I need to watch this#me: man I don’t know what to draw#Liv: got you dude
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“I can’t lose any more of the people I love.”
#my art#yellowjackets#yellowjackets fanart#taivan#taissa turner#van palmer#tawny cypress#lauren ambrose#would we call it a daily art challenge? perhaps not. am I in the mood to hurt my own heart via pencil? yup
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The funniest possible observation from a friend visiting the house for the first time.
#lgbtq#nonbinary#this is the same friend who when I updated her on my pronouns went#‘gay/them got it’#which is frankly the most affirming and accurate response I’ve gotten yet
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My wife’s ultimate dream is to get me high and do a CATS double-feature, and…is this the gay agenda? Might be the gay agenda. We found it.
#she’ll be so happy when it finally happens#tbh I kinda want to watch the 98 proshot version#but the 2019 one?? god no
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“This is all our fault.”
#my art#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#taivan#yellowjackets fanart#yj fanart#taissa turner#jasmin savoy brown#told myself it was draw or bust tonight#and so it was#really hoping to build up the habit again
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YELLOWJACKETS, 3x08 "A Normal, Boring Life"
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#otp: tai and van#never over how Van’s mouth is saying no but her hands are instantly dropping her own bag#like the body insists it won’t leave without tai even when her conscious mind is railing against the idea#and tai’s insistence on staying put honestly resonates so authentically to me#it’s agonizing but I get it
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okay i know you said you were inspired to write this new fic from reading the expanse, but i have to know if some of your inspiration came from firefly, because it felt sooo similar (van as wash wearing all those hawaiian shirts would be so chefs kiss) especially how lottie’s craziness was explained feeling so similar to river. anyways i loved it immensely <3
Anonymous asked: aahhh sorry one more, but just thinking of the wash/zoë and van/tai parallels is making me woozy
Mostly it was The Expanse, but I'm sure every sci-fi thing I ever touch will harken back a little bit to Firefly. I def felt the River parallels with Lottie, though if I expand on that world, I do plan on veering away from a 1:1 there. But yeah, I'm glad you dug it! I could see myself adding little vignettes here and there to that AU, it has a lot of potential for fun and activities.
#ask#fic talk#every sci-fi thing i touch will owe a little to star wars. a little to firefly. a little to farscape. a little to the expanse#i love sci-fi a lot it just takes more energy to write than i sometimes have#but yeah i was like 'wait why is this crew arrangement SO clear in my head i must Play'
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the only game in town
Worlds are small. Too small to hold the crew of The Wilderness.
Which is why they've taken to the stars.
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Worlds are small, in Van Palmer’s estimation. Any of them. All of them. She’s touched down on dozens, let her boots sink into the soil of planet after planet, and in the end: they all have that much in common. Small. Stifling. From that perspective, The Wilderness should also feel small. Smaller, even, because The Wilderness is a Class-C freighter-turned-base of ops for clashing personalities and cloying ambitions. It’s a cabin in the grand expanse of space. It’s toothpicks and turmoil. It’s home, and she loves it the way she loves only a few other things.
#fanfiction#ficlet#yellowjackets#yj fic#yellowjackets fanfic#taivan#van palmer#more vibes than anything else but i wouldn't be surprised to find an actual story hiding in this AU#a variety of tethered-together ficlets at the very least#but for now this is all i have to offer#because i've gone back to the expanse books at last and boy do they make me crave sci-fi
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and what if tomorrow i posted a oneshot absolutely no one is asking for. what then.
#i just really wanted to write the Vibes#perhaps someday it will prove to deserve a whole longer plot but for this#i was just feeling some stage-setting and some Vibes#tomorrow after work. yeah. a tiny treat while i continue mapping out the current Big WIP
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"I am so excited to read this book!" I announce before eating through the first 60 pages and then setting it down for a week straight.
#new VE schwab! so pumped! and yet somehow. brain is not braining#thank fuck i'm about to go on vacation#i'm gonna read and write and try to scrape myself back together it's gonna be great#or at least y'know. not entrenched in capitalism for a little while
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2.07 | 2.08 | 3.10 YELLOWJACKETS (2021—)
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I've read your stories so many times!!! I absolutely love how you write Tai and Van.
It was truly amazing work, and I can't wait to read more!
Oh thank you! I’m a little brain-busted lately, but I assure you I’m making (very very slow) progress on the (sure to be too long) intern!Van AU! Also would like to do some silly short guys soon, but we’ll see what’s up.
#ask#kind writing words#I have such a desire to write Vibes stories but I don’t really have the energy for more than one plot at a time#so some weird little guys might be on the horizon
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YELLOWJACKETS SEASON 3 APPRECIATION WEEK day 5, parallels: Taissa almost losing & losing Van
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KJ BRANDMAN Paper Girls ♦︎ 1x02 "Weird Al is Dead"
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Just thinking today about how Shauna projects a mean-girl you're nothing without me energy on Jackie, despite the fact that we've never seen Jackie really act that way. Like, even when she was being harsh toward Shauna, she's stumbling over it. She's quoting Beaches. It's awkward, like it doesn't come naturally. But in Shauna's memories, dreams, hallucinations, Jackie is so vicious and cold.
Just thinking about how Shauna behaves toward Melissa in particular. How she is absolutely living the mean-girl you're nothing without me energy. How it does come naturally, almost like she can't contain it, like this is all she knows how to be.
Just thinking about how Shauna's projection onto Jackie isn't Jackie at all. Not only is it the manifestation of her own guilt re: Jackie's death--it is the manifestation of her own guilt re: her own treatment of Melissa. The Jackie who smiles coldly and tells her I'm the most interesting thing about you isn't Jackie. Isn't even Melissa.
It's Shauna.
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#shauna shipman#shauna is her own worst enemy through and through#but she can't see that so she slaps a new face on it#and insists that was jackie's vibe all along#it wasn't. it never was. it was shauna's.#and it's such a fascinating and gripping look at guilt and shame over teenage choices#you can't fight yourself. so you put all the things you hate about your own past into someone who already causes shame#not for who she was. for how YOU behaved toward her.#and how you keep on behaving despite everything#shauna. girl. you need a big mirror
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expectation: i'm gonna draw tonight!
reality: you're gonna erase lauren ambrose's face 20 times, and you're gonna like it
#i don't like it#sketchbook closed#haven't drawn in months. ain't starting again now i guess#jesus take the wheel i miss feeling like i have a creative bone in my body#ANYWAY back to staring blankly into my WIP#maybe by the end of June I’ll have made. something. literally anything.
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