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Chill

would you still eat that if you were being recorded?

[nowaistprettyface]

Okayyy so ig I won’t need to hang myself with my prom dress anymore 🥰🥰

I fasted and it payed off I’m satisfied with the pictures and how I looked honestly this is just proof for others and for me that if u REALLY WANTED TO then you 100% have the power to do so. I failed in my fastings before but this time? I didn’t have a choice.

[nowaistprettyface]

Face was bloated asf I’m starting to see some change, I won’t be eating until Friday night (grad’s tmr and prom the next day)

I also have been drinking lemon water, green tea and slim tea I 💩 3 times even tho I didn’t ate nothing which is great

I’m proud of myself yea.. I didn’t work out but I’m also on my period and that works on my mental and physic I’m doing the best I can and it’s working so cheers 🥂

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That nasty taste in your mouth after not eating for a while <<<< the human body is weird

[nowaistprettyface]

“You are not defined by the way you lo-“

Yes I am now pass me the fucking mascara.

[nowaistprettyface]

At this point I might carve “u can’t eat” on my skin as a permanent reminder. What the fuck is wrong me like seriously it’s just fucking food… fucking food. I seriously am going to hurt myself if I look fat on those prom pictures

[nowaistprettyface]

I genuinely dont understand the way that my body looks like im not fat but I’m still big like the fuck ?!?!! PICK ONE

If I catch my reflection while im outside I think to myself “wait hold on I’m actually getting small whaaat”

But when I record myself and look at it afterwards I look like a fucking giant like the hell im so confused

[nowaistprettyface]

I wanna get addicted to the high that comes from ☆ vation

And not be addicted to the high that comes from Mary

[nowaistprettyface]

A SKINNIER ME IS A BETTER ME

REMEMBER

A SKINNER ME IS A BETTER ME

[nowaistprettyface]

The less food

The less fat.

[nowaistprettyface]

Prom’s in 9 days, no more eating for me. I have to look my best, eating will make me look fat, eating will make my face look puffy, I have to look my best. I have to look skinny. I have to I have to I have to

This will be my reminder.

[nowaistprettyface]

I can’t even watch tv shows anymore without comparing myself/body to theirs it’s lowkey depressing.

[nowaistprettyface]

to look skinny even in baggy clothes

[nowaistprettyface]

ੈ♡ I could be prettier if I got skinnier ੈ♡

ੈ♡ I would be prettier if I were skinnier ੈ♡

ੈ♡ I will be prettier when I get skinnier ੈ♡

[nowaistprettyface]

Just sitting there with food hanging in your belly the worse feeling ever.

i always feel so dirty when i eat 1000+ kcal. what a disappointing feeling

[nowaistprettyface]

I have been doing OMAD this week I feel amazing honestly, I feel lighter, and I move more = I burn more cals hehe

I wanna try the “5 bites” diet next week

I really can’t allow myself to look fat on those prom pics so I’ll be p$rging after the 5 bites

[nowaistprettyface]

From now on I’m a shadowboxer. 🥊