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there is not a single thing an alter can do to another alter in headspace that will ever be severe as the real act happening to the body.

louder for the people in the back please.

reenacting trauma in this way and it bringing back the same emotions is valid, but regardless, that is still, objectively, less severe than the original act and in system events should NOT be treated with the same severity OR punishment as the real-life versions.

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you resisted the forcefemmification beams for too long

Nope. Completely incorrect and wrong.

This is a decision that I made for myself. I made this choice because it's who I want to be. Not because someone else wanted me to for their own pleasure.

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had a jkr supporting terf in my comments this morning?? went to her account and it was calling basically anyone who wasnt a terf a rape apologist LMAO. please try and be serious

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The reason (pro)endos genuinely hate when antiendos post in our tags is because antiendos are always telling us to get out of their spaces. So we make our own spaces, yeah? We make our own spaces, our own tags? And then antiendos invade our tags??? It frankly bewilders me because we're out of their way, they genuinely have to go out of their own way to post in our tags talking up a big game about how all endos are either fakers or mistaken and actually traumatized and don't know it. It comes off as hypocritical at best- though thinking about it now it seems like it's trying to push (pro)endos out of public spaces entirely, which is probably your intent since you want to "reclaim" a space that was never built for you that anti-endos have their own equivalent of in the systempunk tag.

motherfucker you dont fucking own and CANNOT claim the word plural, end of it. go fuck yourself. also, my discourse account is @nuke-your-mind so if you wanna go complain, do it there. piss off of this blog though. ive made a point to stop posting any sort of discourse here and what youre addressing is literally a year~ old post.

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BTW today I met a person who's at least 50, uses they/it pronouns, and named themself Wyvern. It looks like if Santa was a biker and it plays D&D at the local library. Just a reminder that you can do whatever you want, forever.

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Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

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OP's pronouns are she/they.

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Everytime someone treats organs as inherently good or inherently bad I want to throw someone off the cliff. And it makes me even more mad when I see trans people doing it.

“Vagina good and pure . Penis dangerous and evil.” You should be sent to the torture pit.

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finally got around to actually updating our pinned!

DISCLAIMER:

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME TO FOLLOW ME.

Nuke your Mind ; Discourse Blog

Run by; NW System Coll. Names; Powder / Nuke Pronouns; it/xt/zo This blog is primarily run by Aurora, AKA Rory/Aury (he/him)

Basic Info; Adult, crippled, neurodivergent, transexual, multi-spectrum homosexual, all in the ugly way.

Basic Stances; First and formost: ANTI MISINFORMATION. Please correct me if a fact (not opinion) I share is incorrect; Anti-endo, pro-mspec/mspec gay/lesbians, pro-gender abolition, pro-mogai, anti-radqueer, pro-reclamation, anti-harassment, anti-proship.

NO DNI, I BLOCK AT WILL. I encourage anyone and everyone to interact as long as you are respectful and civil.

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Green eyes shouldn’t actually be considered an eye color. It’s just not common enough, it’s a VERY SMALL percentage of the population, 1-2%. Green eyes are also caused by an irregular mutation. Most people have blue or brown eyes, so those are the two eye colors.

All the “green eyes” positivity is actually a bad thing, by the way. Having green eyes is linked to higher rates of retinal melanoma. You’re celebrating something dangerous that can cause suffering.

And besides, most people with “green eyes” lean closer to blue or brown anyways. They should just make up their minds and be brown eyed or blue eyed. And if it’s too hard to tell, they should get corrective surgery (because green eyes are dangerous, and associated with more difficult medical care!) or at the least wear contacts so they don’t confuse people. But also they should be required to

I hate to sound like this, but green eyes are a far more recent development than blue eyes in the mutagenic history of humans. So humans weren’t created to have green eyes.

And hazel eyes? Those are just a variant of brown eyes—come on, they’re far closer to brown than green. They just have a couple greenish traits. And there’s no way there’s that many green eyed people, or a wide variety of eye colors… It’s just not natural.

I don’t have a problem with green eyed people, they didn’t ask to be born that way—but there’s just too few of them for it to be an actual eye color. We don’t need all this “green eye positivity” or putting green eyes in media. The internet is making people delude themselves into thinking it’s more common than it really is.

‼️ THIS POST IS ABOUT THE TREATMENT OF INTERSEX PEOPLE ‼️

✅ I HAVE GREEN EYES THIS IS SATIRE ✅

⚠️ PLEASE DON’T SEND ME ANY MORE THREATS OF VIOLENCE IN DEFENSE OF PEOPLE WITH GREEN EYES?? ⚠️

💧 THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT EYE COLOR?? IT’S ABOUT INTERSEXISM AND BIGOTRY 💧

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hi. everyone should be whatever they want forever amen. this is a post about gender and sex. yes it includes 14 year olds on tiktok with hyperspecific xenogenders and male lesbians and female gays and detransitioners and cis intersex people and

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the discourse on wether or not “pillow princess” is a WLW only term pisses me off so bad because not only is it YET AGAIN more stupid gatekeeping discourse but it also ostracizes straight and mspec women from their own sexuality.

people go and try to claim that a woman with a man cannot be a pillow princess. a pillow princess is someone who, in a sexual situation, does little to no work and is on the “receiving” end. this makes NO SENSE to say its a wlw only term.

here are my main problems with it:

1. this reduces people with vaginas to only being able to receive from people with penises or even just masc people. men and masc people can be bottoms/submissive and the suggestion that they cant is bullshit, and then in reverse for fem people.

anyone who thinks people with penises cant receive from someone with a vagina needs to open up their view of sexuality. and im not just talking about straps. there is more than one way to “receive”

2. you are gatekeeping sexuality from women/fem people in het passing relationships when you should be uplifting ALL PEOPLE.

3. bringing down cishet/cishet passing people is NOT PUNK! gatekeeping terminology like pillow princess is exactly how we end up going in circles and never make any progress. exploring ones sexuality and sexual preferences is how we progress, and gatekeeping over stupid menial shit is regression.

pillow princess very well could be an empowering term to your local cishet passing fem person and that is UP TO THEM. controlling other peoples expression of their sexuality is NOT FUCKING PUNK!!

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something something this also what leads to the reasoning behind kids faking disorders/disabilities/being “”transracial””/etc

i dont think anyone is or isnt special for having OSDDID or any other disorder, illness, etc. the biggest issue in media with things like inspiration porn and shit where marginalized people are seen as “special” for some uncontrollable thing is, to me, the #1 reason why people are bigoted nowadays- and in my experience, thats proven true.

if you take a boomer or a gen xer who was told they arent special their whole life for this or that, obviously theyre going to project it on to their kids/etc because thats what they were taught- but it goes deeper than that. it will also be projected into their life views and will always be a point of bitterness.

if you convince someone they arent special, they will always be hateful and resentful of those who they see as “actually” special, the cycle continues.

if we stop telling eachother people are “special” for things that are just completely out of their control (race/ability/identity/etc) then maybe we could take five fucking seconds and realize people are special for a lot cooler reasons. like being creative, intelligent, kind, positive, etc. controllable variables make people special. not the uncontrollable ones

this is a pretty watered down take that im just thought vomiting in my car but you get what im saying lmao

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i dont think anyone is or isnt special for having OSDDID or any other disorder, illness, etc. the biggest issue in media with things like inspiration porn and shit where marginalized people are seen as “special” for some uncontrollable thing is, to me, the #1 reason why people are bigoted nowadays- and in my experience, thats proven true.

if you take a boomer or a gen xer who was told they arent special their whole life for this or that, obviously theyre going to project it on to their kids/etc because thats what they were taught- but it goes deeper than that. it will also be projected into their life views and will always be a point of bitterness.

if you convince someone they arent special, they will always be hateful and resentful of those who they see as “actually” special, the cycle continues.

if we stop telling eachother people are “special” for things that are just completely out of their control (race/ability/identity/etc) then maybe we could take five fucking seconds and realize people are special for a lot cooler reasons. like being creative, intelligent, kind, positive, etc. controllable variables make people special. not the uncontrollable ones

this is a pretty watered down take that im just thought vomiting in my car but you get what im saying lmao

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simply plural is the best app for systems hands down. i couldnt give less of a shit what non systems do with it. honestly? you wanna use it for ocs? go for it, i dont care. its a tool, and a GREAT one at that. its simple to use and understand, plus it has the added pluralkit integration.

octocon is fine but the markdown issue does exist, and there is the whole thing of them originally saying they were anti-endo, then changing to endo-neutral, then acting like they were never anti endo in the first place.

atlasduo was something we were vaguely involved with for a minute (just the discord server) and last time i checked, its run by a 14yo and their dad who let people rampantly shit on endos in over-the-top ways in the server. i am anti endo, but i dont support just outright bullying or talking shit just to talk shit.

^ this situation could have improved since i last saw but its not something i ever would really get involved with again

i havent even HEARD of lighthouse, we’ll have to check it out.

pronouns.cc to me is an add-on, something you link to within your alters’ bios, not something you use as their full on profile. a lot of our alters use it as a catch-all for all their social medias, playlists, etc.

I genuinely couldn't give less of a shit about simply plural being "endo friendly", I really am just tracking switches when it happens.

To each their own for those who give a shit. But I'm not supporting the app or donating to it at all. I just track switches. That's what it's for.

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I think being neglected as a child essentially teaches two things : Not being worthy of love and that other people aren’t reliable to depend on and you really only have yourself.

It teaches a kind of independence that can be an advantage in life whilst leaving you unable to do the most basic things like depending on friends or truly trusting others.

If depending on others to much re opens that wound, where you start to feel like you can’t be truly loved or cared for, you will avoid it like the plague.

And often when it comes to it, you will be strong enough to do it by yourself, reinforcing the belief connection just isn’t worth it. People aren’t worth the hassle.

It invokes a need for autonomy and independence, feeling trapped easily by other people’s demands.

Neglect also means being used to a certain level of freedom and getting to make your own choice without a parent being there to force their view onto you. Why compromise if you can have it the way you want, with no one else to meddle?

Formative years were spend juggling decisions for yourself, you had to learn how to view the world thru ur own lense. Formative years were spend deciding a lot in your life for yourself. Peoples expectations that come with their need to connect, can feel like prison now.

It’s like being pulled into independence and liking that toughness and strength yet carrying this vulnerability and wish for care and protection inside all the same, and feeling bad for it.

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this is common sense (or i thought it was) but as a general rule of thumb there isnt really anything that justifies a callout post on a minor. if there is a problematic minor in your vicinity tell them to get help and block. if theyre an adult and still causing you issues? go for it, i dont care, but children dont need negative online attention. they need help.