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LF DoL M!LIxF!PC RP! (w/ me as the LIs and you as the PC!)

What an absolute fucking MESS of a title that is, lmaoooo TT

ASSORTED WARNINGS: 22+!! TW: dead dove and shit, it’s Degrees of Lewdity, please be careful people who don’t know what that is!

Hey (maybe future) friends! I’ve recently gotten into DOL and have been pretty obsessed with it lately. It’s got all the things I love, and by all the things I love, I mostly mean: EVERYONE LOVES ONE PERSON AND NO ONE IS HAPPY ABOUT IT and TOXIC FUCKING OBSESSIVE RELATIONSHIPS. So, without further ado���

THE PREMISE:

My favorite characters by far are Whitney and Kylar. I imagine I’d also probably really like Eden, too, but I actually haven’t really tried anything with him yet, and honestly, as much as he sounds like a real catch, I just really, really thrive off all the jealous drama between Whitney, Kylar, Sydney and Robin at school.

So like, I’d really like to RP that. And by that, I mean that I’d like to write Whitney and Kylar… and to a lesser extent, (mostly for drama) Robin and Sydney, as being wildly in love with and obsessed with your PC so we can explore the absolute mess of a fall out that inevitably causes. :v

My favorite thing to do with characters I love is to write for them: there’s something really fun about getting into that headspace and exploring the way they feel and how they’d behave, and I love it. I could write fanfiction, and I can’t lie: the temptations have been there! But honestly, it’s hard for me to motivate myself writing fanfiction when the chance to write against someone else and geek out over the absolute fucking disaster-nonsense our characters get up to together is so much more fun. ):

SO: DETAILS! 

I really only do MxF, with me playing the LIs as dudes and you playing the PC as a lady. Sorry for any other pairing combination, I just wouldn’t have the same inspiration to write for other configurations. ): I’m not going to tell you how your PC should look or really behave, and I look forward to hearing about her from you! I love getting excited about other peoples’ OCs!

I’ve got headcanons for the boys (which are pretty typical, honestly!), but I am of course open to input from you on what you’d like to see, too. :> 

Since this is DOL, obvious content warnings apply! Noncon/dubcon, abusive and messed-up situations… they pretty much come with the territory, though I’m not looking to make anyone uncomfy and I’ve got no problem toning some things down or ratcheting things up based on what you do or don’t feel comfy with! I’d like to feel comfortable talking OOC to make sure everyone feels okay about stuff. 

Which brings my rambling to my next point: DOL is obviously a sex game and I’m not opposed to raw smut or anything. But what I miss from the game is the emotional turmoil and fucked up sense of longing – and an obvious desire to possess PC – that I feel Kylar and even Whitney are drowning in. We get to see their actions, but not their thoughts, and I really want to do this to develop and dwell on those feelings! I want to see them and the PC involved in situations (fucked up as they are) that allow those things to really flourish and shine. I am an absolute slut for deep, anguished, sometimes violent obsession in characters… I just think getting to explore that is SUPER sexy in fiction, so maybe expect a like 80/20 plot to smut ration. Maybe 70/30? I feel like the smut hits a LOT harder if you’ve got a lot of pent up feelings behind it. 

Honestly, I don’t even NEED smut, but like, it’s DOL, so it kinda feels like it comes with the territory? Your girl here really lives the tumultuous, angsty emotional foreplay, whoops. ): I just really wanna write a bunch of really fucked up dudes falling in love with PC – bullying her, stalking her, meekly trying to protect her… you get the vibe!

ANYWAY, some things I’d hope for/need from you!:

+ Absolutely, positively, with no exceptions, you need to be like, middish twenties or older. I’m older myself and I absolutely have no desire to interact with teenagers. No offense to teenagers, you all can make great writers – just as someone who is absolutely not a teenager, it’s just what I’m comfortable with. Even if the subject matter wasn’t super-ultra-fucked, I wouldn’t feel comfy with it.

+ I’d like someone who understands that, as an adult, I have a job and a partner and a relatively active social life with my (one) good friend, so I will probably manage a post or two a day, sometimes a post every two! It might be more than that if I really get into the vibe, but ya know…

+ I like to be descriptive when I write, somewhere between pretentious-fuckoffery and wordy-but-functional. Sometimes I’ll do a few paragraphs… sometimes, I really get into it and it can be a couple pages. I tend to be reactive to what is needed for a scene: flashy back-and-forth dialogue is gonna make for shorter posts, but sometimes I really like getting into my character’s headspace and waxing poetic about how much they want their love interest for like, a few paragraphs or more. I’d like someone who can at least manage a few paragraphs! One liner stuff does nothing to me; I want to be able to feel like my characters have a reason to WANT your character, so I need something to work with! Please have a pretty good grasp of grammar and what not, too! Obviously stylistic choices can make for some fun grammar fuckery, and I’m not about to judge for some spelling errors, but like, please please have a pretty good grasp of writing! I live for good writing partners. ):

+ TENSE/POV: I am not super picky, but I admit I love the present tense second person of the game. As someone who was super into Homestuck, that shit just jives with me. That said, I’m open to a lot of different things, just absolutely NO FIRST PERSON. I cannot stand it in RP, it really takes me out. We can hash it out!

+ The ability to advocate for yourself OOC! The subject matter is icky, and I don’t want to traumatize anyone. We don’t need to be best OOC friends, but I hope we can feel comfortable with each other enough to hash things out outside of RP so we can both feel okay with whatever is going on! I’d also really like to just be able to gush about our characters OOC, please! TT Like, let’s be dumb and make playlists and pinterests, ahhhhhh! If you got a song you got that reminds you of things, PLEASE TELL ME, I wanna be a total fucking nerd about our fucked up children!

+ Discord! I tend to use discord to RP because servers make things easier to organize! Please use it! I don’t really like using anything else, womp womp. ):

So! If you’ve read all that, and you’re interested, please hmu here on Tumblr! I hate the ask/messaging system here, so like, you can just drop me some info on your PC and maybe your discord handle via one of those, and we can move to Discord to see if we’d make good RP partners! 

Thanks a bunch and looking forward to hearing from you! 

PS: Please excuse the Dabi theme-ing, I’m too lazy to change my very basic theme-ing. I love love fucked up dudes, and I cannot lie.

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LF dark-themed dabi x oc discord RP ♥

(21+, dark themes, whoa nelly, be careful, please!) hi, hello! my name is skup and after a long break from RP (my last serious stint with RP was back when Homestuck was big, if that’s telling you anything… both about how long ago that was and what sort of garbage trash I’m into, huehue :v ) I’m looking to cut my teeth on some BNHA RP! specifically, I’m leaning hard towards wanting to play some Dabi… and I’m really looking for someone to play a lady OC! 

(terribly sorry mxm fans, it just doesn’t do anything for me, and I’ll be honest -- I’m mostly wanting this in lieu of writing my own dabi x reader fics. what’s better than writing fic? that’s right: writing fic with someone else!)

a lot more garbage under the cut, and also: general trigger warnings for discomforting toxic relationships:

dabi’s by far my favorite bnha character and I super dig how fucked up he is, and I’m hyped for how that fuckeded-upedness might translate into really awful relationships… specifically “romantic” ones. I put romantic in quotations because I think Dabi’s ability to form attachments and affection is, uh, very compromised, and that’s putting it politely.

i don’t mean any disrespect to people who like their dabi many shades more fluffy and sweet than I like mine, but I want to play him the way I see him: broken, utterly selfish, and very manipulative. I don’t mean to say I’m going to play him with the cruelty knob dialed all the way up to eleven all the time, and I certainly do love the cliche of there being one person (in this case, your lovely lady!) that the morally bankrupt scumbag has any sort of positive feelings or attachment for -- but in the end, he’s still a morally bankrupt scumbag. he is not the sort of person you should want to be involved with in meatspace. he is the sort of person any self respecting person should be avoiding at all costs!

which is to say, at least speaking personally: I don’t really have any limits as far as roleplay goes. I don’t like scat? poop is gross. but really, beyond that -- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I don’t mean that in a purely sexy way, though! I mean that in an all-over-general-sense. I don’t have any problem with smut -- it can definitely make for some really interesting scenes. but i’m not horny for sex, baybeeee… I’m horny for PLOT. DRAMA. ANGST. HORROR.

I think “horror” is a good word. when I imagine writing Dabi fics myself, they’re all neck deep in that kinda creeping, discomforting disquiet -- the kind that’s exciting, if not painfully slow burning. 

eerie.

which is important, because the dabi i want to write is a Bad Dude. he is not good. he is not redeemable. i’m not wanting to write a story where your girl fixes him, purifies him, makes him better. while she might be able to bring out the occasional memory of kindness, or the internal struggle of “I don’t understand why this pretty girl makes me feel this way,” dabi is going to remain a Bad Dude. sure, he might be willing to kill a man or twenty for her, but it’s less an act of gentlemanly concern for her self-interest and more a feral declaration of “mine, mine, mine.” 

(one he intends to make both to the corpses he leaves behind -- and, more importantly, to her.)

put bluntly: any relationship with dabi is going to be toxic as fuck. absolutely rotten! unhealthy! very very not good! he will be a creep! he will break boundaries! he will do awful, awful things, both to her and to people she’s close to, because he is jealous, and occasionally sadistic. he is controlling, demanding, unfair. 

and i’m very interested in exploring that in a safe, fictional way!

which leads me to me: I’m in my mid twenties, a lady myself, and in a committed and very healthy relationship already with a super chill and respectful dude. I would consider myself very light-hearted when I’m not writing absolutely fucking terrible things, and i am not in the business of wanting to make anyone, but especially RP partners, even remotely uncomfy. unlike dabi, respect is the name of the game for me! while i’m looking for a partner who’s down with really dark plots, I want someone who can be goofy when we aren’t writing together. it really brings some levity to the fucked up stuff I (and hopefully you!) like :v stuff that is staying firmly rooted in the realm of fake, fictional characters, I might add! i’ve no desire to take any of that nonsense OOC.

this is already really long, so I’ll toss out some quick and dirty details:

>> discord preferable! I don’t really like tumblr RP anymore, but I could manage email or google docs if discord absolutely isn’t going to work for you. but i prefer discord; making a server with extra channels for goofy shit like memes or playlists or other garbage is always fun!

>> 21+. I don’t really feel comfy playing with anyone under that age, i’m sorry. not with this sorta material!

>> writing style: i prefer present tense, 2+ para to novella, pretty dang literate. I can work with past tense, but I don’t love it as much. homestuck really ruined me. I don’t mind the odd spelling mistake or grammar fuck-up, but I consider myself to be a pretty ok writer when I’m not being casual (an aside: this whole post is very casual. I’ll post an example of the way I write at the bottom for clarity’s sake). super duper bonus points if you have a good writing style -- in fact, I kinda need it. ):

>> availability: i’m busy as fuck. I play a lot of video games with my boyfriend, and I work, so my availability can be spotty, but I’ll try and hammer out responses either IC or OOC as much as possible. if you, too, have spotty availability, that’s perfect! we can be spotty together!

>> story interests: canon is pretty dope, I can work with the canon storyline just fine! i’m also cool with weird AU’s… just maybe not “they meet in a coffee shop” because that doesn’t feed my need for freaky-deaky shit enough. I have some ideas, but none I’m super keen to discuss unless I know you’re comfy, which, speaking of which:

>> I like garbage things: age gaps. incest, sometimes. obviously i dig fucked up fictional relationships and all the things that go along with it! i also love: RELATIONSHIP DRAMA. maybe your girl’s gotten into UA and struggles with her feelings for Dabi and her feelings for his brother, too… I’d be willing to play other dudes just for that sweet, sweet terrible turmoil that’s sure to arise because of it. :v honestly, I’m a sucker for the girl that manages to charm everyone, including the very damaged and very dangerous dabi.

ideally, the more you’re comfy with, the better, but if you have some limits you’d rather avoid, please, please talk to me! i can be very accommodating as long as it’s not a request to rehabilitate Mr Garbage Can!

>> I want something long term. i really favor stories that take place over years… I like there for be time for Dabi to really, really get invested in his unfortunate victim. <3

>> there’s probably more, and I’m trying to be exhaustive, but I’m also… exhausted. so I’ll end it here for now.

anyway, if you’re interested in garbage dudes, please hit me up: i’m desperate for some trash! shoot me a message or a submission or something telling me a little (or a lot, please, i’m a slut for OCs) about your girl. throw anything you have at me! pictures! headcanons! plots you’ve daydreamed or thought about! music that makes you think of her, or dabi, or anything! tell me a little bit about yourself! 

i don’t have a lot of time to have multiple partners, so the more you can tell me about your girl and how you like to play can really help me get a feel for whether we’d work well together.

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and uhhh, here’s a brief super quick writing sample:

Her eyes, even in the thick, choking dark, are so, so bright -- blown out and wide. Frightened.

Gleaming.

“Are those tears?” Dabi manages to maintain the placid disinterest of his expression, but his words curl uncannily at the edges with something like glee. There’s a soft roaring in his ears at the sight, a burning in his throat, an ache in his jaw -- god, fuck, but she’s just so fragile, so tender, so soft -- 

So breakable.

The edges of his fingers ghost the curve of one soft cheek, up and up and up until his thumb brushes the wet skin beneath her trembling lashes. The breath he takes between suddenly smirk-bared teeth is as sharp as his intentions.

“Poor thing,” he says, softly, like a knife through fine, cool silk. There is no mistaking the open mimicry of concern; his eyes are hot with an undisguised and fast-growing hunger. “Ohhhh, but don’t worry; I’ll take care of you.” His fingers slide behind her head, tangling in her hair as he bends down and presses his mouth to her ear, hot breath prickling at her skin. “I promise.”

It’s a promise he fully intends to keep.