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Sebastian glanced over at the girl for a moment, he had let her go once and he wasn’t going to do that all over again because he just wanted things to work with the girl. Luckily she wanted them to work clearly, but he knew it was still going to take time to make things right. As he felt her lips on his he pulled her in tighter to keep her tight. As they kissed passionately he smiled as he stroked her arm, before breaking the kiss, “I Love you Carrie Bradshaw.” 

Carrie was sitting there looking over at him and she was happy things were working out with her and Sebastian now and she wasn’t going to let him go so quickly, the last time she did, she was hurt and she didn’t want to lose him. Kissing him, she smiled against his lips, “I love you too Sebastian Kydd.” She smiled stroking her hand on his cheek. 

The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian was sitting in his apartment realising how much paperwork was sitting around the place but he didn’t care for a moment, the guy was shocked that the girl was in his apartment and what she was saying. He sighed looking at her for a moment and laughed a little, “Of course  I still love you, you’re the only women I have ever loved and I only want to ever love no matter what.” He stated and it was the truth, even the hook ups he had in the last five years, he never felt the way he did about Carrie around any of them. He smiled looking over at her for a moment, and pulled her in, and as her lips were on his and he pulled her close and kissed her deeply and passionately. 

Carrie was there and her mind and heart was there too, but why was she feeling guilty for this, she shouldn’t because she did still loved him and he was her first love but she felt terrible because she had pushed him away too many times the last few months since he moved to New York. Hearing his words she pulled him closer and smiled for a moment before holding onto him tighter and kept her lips on his making the kiss more passionate and deeper and herder as she grabbed a hold of the top of his jacket and moved it off his shoulders to leave his white shirt there on him with the button undone and she smiled keeping hold of him closer and keeping their movements together simultaneously. She wasn’t letting him go this time. 

The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian stood in his kind of new apartment in New York, it felt very different to California and sometimes he wondered why he moved here in the first place. As Carrie sat in his apartment it was like he was back in High School and he could feel the nerves run through his body again when he was around her and he needed that to stop if nothing was going too happen between them. He listened to her and he sighed a little as he moved closer to her and took her hand for a moment, “Carrie Bradshaw, why do you have to be so difficult? You know how I feel, i have been preaching it for months. I still love you too. Can we try again? Try and be an us again?” He stated looking over at him for a moment stroking her cheek.

Carrie looked over at Sebastian, she could feel the nerves run through her body and she honestly disliked it.  She put her hand through her curly locks of hair for a moment and looked down staring at her feet twiddling in her fingers at the time whilst she waited for him to reply to what she said, what if after all that he didn’t want her in his life any more. She heard his words and laughed a little looking over at him for a moment, “Well I am a writer so I have to be fictional sometimes, so that leads to difficult. Wait you really still love me.” She asked before getting closer to him and grabbing a hold of his waste, “Yes Kydd, we can maybe be an us again.” She stated before moving closer and tilting her head softly before giving him a glimpse of her smile before she placed his lips on passionately and showing that she loved him still.

The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian stood there with the door open and looking at the girl, could he handle her telling him it wasn’t going to  work out again, did he want to listen to that. As she was in he heard her voice and he sighed looking at her for a moment, “And what is it you need to talk about Carrie? Because I am sick of the same speech from you.” He stated looking over at her. As he took a seat on his couch he looked at her waiting for what she was about to say.

Carrie felt weird being in Sebastians apartment right now, it was like her high school over again although she sent so much time wishing that once they broke up the final time that that would be it she wouldn’t be having these feelings again but she was wrong. As she looked at him he shook her head,”Look, I’m not good at this kind of stuff, I am good at writing things and when it comes to admitting how I feel I try to hide it and not deal with it. These last few months have been a rough few months and I have just tired to deal with it all on my own. It’s not he same speech Sebastian. I actually came to tell you that no matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind and I still have feelings for your Sebastian I still love you. And I know you have been telling me that for the last few months but I have tried to avoid it. I still love you Sebastian.” She stood there twiddling her fingers waiting for what he was going to say.

The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian was working on some emails, getting everything up to speed, he needed to make sure everything before his store opened in New York in the next week, of course things with Carrie weren’t great and he wished they were because in all honesty he was in love with her and he was never going to be over her no matter what she told him and what others told him, he wanted her back and he was going to work it out. As he sat there he heard the door knock, he got up and he opened the door. He saw Carrie standing there and he sighed, “Bradshaw, what are you doing here?”

Carrie stood there looking around whilst she stood at Sebastian's apartment considering she had never been there since he moved to New York, it felt all kinds of strange. She knew this was going to be confusing because she told him they could never work again and that it would never happen but now she was having second thoughts. As he opened the door she bit her lip for a moment before walking into his apartment, “I need to talk to you Sebastian.” She bit her lip before looking around his apartment. 

The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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The Talk | F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Carrie had already had enough on how the feelings for Sebastian were running back to her, she missed him and yes she had feelings all over again fro him but should they really try again that was running through her head, she wasn’t sure if it was the right thing. She found out where he was living so she mad the effort to go visit his place so they could actually talk, maybe he was right, their feelings never left they just hadn’t seen each other in so long. As she reached Sebastians place, she ran through her hair and looked at the door waiting for it to open.

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Sebastian had just about had enough of everything right now, with Carrie and New York, work was great but he only really wanted to be there for Carrie, he was persistent on winning her back. He knew he needed to make friends and he was eager to do so but he just wasn’t sure where to start. He looked over at Carry and felt a little bit of pain go right through his body, “Carrie… I just don’t think I can easily move on from you, but if it is something you really want me too do then I will try my best. I can live with friends for now I guess.” He stated looking down for a moment. 

Carrie stood there, she was wondering if the real reason Sebastian came back to New York was to get her back or was it to work. She could yell he was hurt so she was going to question it right now and she was going to try and enjoy her night. Carrie looked over at him and shook her head, “Well Sebastian, you’re going o have to because I don’t want to have to avoid you. Well then we will be friends.” She stated as she took her drink and took a sip of i before looking over at Charlotte flirting with some guy. 

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian wasn’t sure what was wrong with him and why he was pining onto the past, he really wasn’t too sure to be honest, he needed to stop clinging onto the past. The problem was, he couldn’t let go of Carrie, she was the best thing that happened to him back in high school and it was going to take a long while for them feelings to go. He sighed looking over at Carrie,”You can believe what you want, if you think that that, then you believe it, but I don’t and I still believe in us. You can say al that but that’s not going to push me away. not any time soon, I am not going anywhere. I still love you and always will. And I will fight for you as long as I possibly can.” 

Carrie being Carrie, she just wanted a nigh out to get drunk and have fun with her friends. It was her usual Friday night, it was her comfort and she loved it but now Sebastian was there and just confusing ehr and messing things up for her. She wanted to be friends with him but how could she be friends with someone who kept trying to get her back instead, she wasn’t looking for that, she was looking for fun and things to write for the column. She sighed looking at him, “Fine wait all your damn sorry life Sebastian because you’re not going to get me back. We can be friends but that’s all it’s ever going to be Sebastian.”

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian was sitting there, he hadn’t been out much in New York since arriving there but he was getting used to it already. He could tell Carrie had changed because this was not the girl he knew at high school, but then he guessed five year can change a person. He nodded, “Of course you do darling, because I would be offended if you didn’t.” He nodded again looking at her for shaking his head, “Because to me it wasn’t a hook up, those feelings we had five years ago are still there, I love you Carrie, I still do, I always have and five years being away from you is really hard. Are you serious?”

Carrie stood in the bar drinking, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to be around Sebastian, she could feel the nerves run right through her for a moment and she just wished it was much more simpler then it was. She knew there was feeling towards him still but she wanted to ignore them, it wasn’t like it would work out. She shook her head “Stop talking right there, it’s been five years, you can’t still love me, and even if you did, in those five years we’e both changed and this won’t work now. Yes i am serious, what happened was a one time thing and will always be a one time thing. I’m sorry. I mean it, I am but I can’t reciprocate those feelings, well no I really can’t” 

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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before there was sex, before there was the city, there was just me:

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Sebastian was sure things had changed since they were in high school it definitely was he other way around when they were at high school. He was definitely used to being the one who she was looking after. He shook his head, “Of course I had to buy you a drink, the gentle man always busy a drink. Ad we must be friends right? I mean we were before.” He stated looking at her and nodded when he saw the Blonde show up, “Of course how could I forget Little miss blondie, Donna’s cousin? How you doing Samantha.” He stated before looking at Carrie. “Hey Bradshaw, we should really talk about what happened.”

Carrie loved going to the bar, it always helped her rewind and relax and she loved the atmosphere that was usually there when she was there. She was planning to keep it that way no matter if Sebastian as now there, she needed the fun. Looking over at him and nodded, “Well I guess that is true, so I guess I have to accept your drink.”  She nodded as she took a sip of her drink before looking over at him and laughed a little before hearing what he soon said.  “Why can’t we just forget it Sebastian, what happened, it was a mistake, it should never have happened and I don’t plan to let it happen again whilst your still here.”

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian wasn’t sure if he enjoyed what was going on right now, being in a bar was definitely his surroundings,in a bar, well that was something completely different but he was going to try his best to get used to it, so he could be around Carrie more.  He looked over at her and raised his eyebrows before nodding, “Okay, a Manhattan for the girl and a beer please.” He asked the bar man before looking around for a moment seeing her friends and nodded, “It’s a pleasure to meet you both.” He smiled looking at her. 

Carrie stood there, she wasn’t sure how she was able to easily be there around Sebastian, usually around an ex she had trouble, she knew it had been five years but after what they had been through and what happened the other day, she wasn’t entirely sure if it was the alcohol or the fact that she was trying to forget that it had happened. She knew being around her friends would help but she also knew what she was like after a few drinks. “Thank you, you didn’t have to buy me one though, I can pay for myself.” She stated putting a hand through her hair looking at him and nodded as Samantha turned up, “You remember Samantha right?” She laughed before looking at him before picking up her drink that had just been made and she took a sip of it looking at him.

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Sebastian stood there, he wasn’t sure what kind of party he had just entered, well what kind of club he had just entered but he definitely wasn’t prepared for what was going on there, it was like he was eighteen all over again. As he ordered a beer he looked over at Carrie who was standing there drinking a cosmopolitan, “Well I’m here, what you drinking girl?” He laughed a little as his drink appeared and he took a sip of the beer, “So what brings you girls here?”

Carrie stood there she was looking around seeing if she could find any hot men in the bar, or more like watching Samantha make her move on some guy as usual, it wasn’t a change for her. She looked around before looked back at Sebastian and laughed a little, “My usual drink, it’s called a Manhattan but I might change it too a cosmopolitan” She looked at him and shrugged, “Well why miss a great night out? I mean it looks like a fantastic place anyway. I am glad you could make it.” She smiled as Charlotte and Miranda turned up and smiled, “Okay Sebastian, this is Miranda Hobbs and Charlotte York.”

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Carrie was sitting in the club, she was used to going to clubs with the girls so it was no surprise they were he. She was chatting to Samantha who was talking about the last guy she slept with and Carrie was always supportive and never tried to judge the girl no matter what she did. Carrie had already had about three Manhattans which was one of her favourite drinks. She wasn’t sure what to expect but she was trying to stay calm as she knew Sebastian would be coming. As she sat there she heard her name and  a familiar voice and she smiled as she looked up at him and giggled,  “Hey Kydd, what’s up?”

Meeting the Girls || F2F - Carrie and Sebastian

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Since the last time Carrie and Sebastian hung out, Sebastian had to be honest he was a little nervous to see Carrie tonight, wasn’t sure how things were going to be with them but he was eager to meet new people and meet the girls who had kept her company over the last few years. Sebastian knew it could be a challenging night but he knew he needed to go to it. He also knew he needed to get to know the clubs in New York. He dressed in Jeans and a black shirt before putting hand through his hair making his way out of his apartment. He saw the time and decided it was time to leave his apartment. Walking towards the club he smiled knowing Carrie was inside and he was excited to see her. He realized over the last five years how much he missed and loved Carrie but he also knew it was going to be a hard thing to do, to win her back because of everything she had gone through. As he made it to the club, he managed to get himself in and he looked around before spotting Carrie and he walked over and smiled, “Hey Bradshaw.”

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Text - Carrie and Sebastian

Sebastian: Yeah it's going alright, I mean it seems to be doing good. And I am guessing you meant New York but yes I do think it'll work here.

Sebastian: Of course I would like to meet them.

Sebastian: It was just Sex, we don't have to make it mean anything. We can just say we slept together. There done and dusted.

Carrie: That's good, glad it is. Yeah i meant New York, just texting while tired isn't a good thing. That's good.

Carrie: Well great, meet there Friday at 9pm.

Carrie: Yeah I know that Samantha says that all the time but this is with you we're talking about, it felt like much more then that. But fine it was just sex.

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Text - Carrie and Sebastian

Sebastian: Hey Bradshaw...

Sebastian: Oh don't worry, I've been busy trying to get this business up and running, so far so good I think. And settling into New York is crazy.

Sebastian: Oh I finally get to meet the girls? The Club across the street from that Church right? I think I can make time for you.

Sebastian: What's there to talk about Carrie? We had sex, maybe it was what was needed...

Carrie: Oh really? How's that going? Do you think it will work in Chicago?

Carrie: Yes, that's if you want to meet some crazy girls. Yes opposite the church. I am glad you can.

Carrie: Well what did it mean Sebastian? I don't know I just it was like going back to the old ways we were at high school when we were broken up and I don't have time for that.