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go team nesquik

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Shit I'm in my mid twenties and my mom still tries to make me do my hair the way she likes it. When I had side bangs it was "Get your hair out of your eyes." So I'd pull them back and suddenly it was "you have a big forehead, you should brush your hair over it." So I got bangs straight across (which I love btw) and now it's "grow your bangs out." Like fuck off, I'm an adult and I can do what I want with my hair and makeup (don't even get me started on that ..)

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A lot of people don't realize how diverse the Queen discography actually is, like it spans so many genres and styles and that's...that's pretty cool

There’s a Queen song for every mood

You can’t prove me wrong

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tell me i’m wrong

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Who is She?

My name is Lizzie and I wanted to give a little about me to help you understand why I chose to train Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and what the sport means to me. I get asked all the time why I would choose a sport so male dominated, a sport where you “roll around” with guys twice - three times my size, why I chose a sport with a high injury rate, and why I didn’t simply take up dance. The answer you might be expecting is “she likes UFC” or “she’s trying to find her husband in a gym” believe it or not there are ladies that their main task at hand is flirting with the guys in the spandex outfits. None of those answers are correct, and what I’m going to share I’ve come to accept and I am able to talk about a lot better than I used to. 

Take you back 14 years ago to a young adolescent girl hanging with her friend after school one day, and that friend thinking he had the right to take the adolescent girls innocence and safety away. To spare the details I was assaulted that day and that day changed my life forever. I didn’t realize how big an impact that day had on my life until I was older in High School and started having anxieties, depression, an eating disorder and all around felt like I couldn’t control things. That feeling of safety was no longer there, the feeling of having my life under control was not an option, the only thing I could control at that time was food. I chose not to eat much of it and chose to go on the treadmill 2 hours a day. The experience I went through caused me to have to grow up a little sooner, I had to understand there are bad people in this world and that bad person could be your best friend, a family member, a neighbor, that person could be anyone and I was on high alert. 

As I got older, out of high school and into college I had high anxiety around men. I’m a small girl, I saw what a guy could do, I saw that I didn’t know what to do I couldn’t stop anything from happening. That’s when I started hearing about Ronda Rousey, I watched her fights, I read her book, I looked up to her because she was a woman in a primarily male dominated sport and she was kicking serious ass. Thats when I found Jiu-Jitsu. The idea of learning how to defend myself when I’m in close quarters with someone I don’t want to be with, learning how to use someones body against them, their clothes, learning how to dislocate joints and choke someone who was in a position of dominance if I was on my back. Learning things that had 12 year old Lizzie known, could have made a difference. 

I tried a facility out a few years back and just didn’t feel like it was the right fit for me, I got discouraged because I knew I wanted to learn this sport, I had such an attraction to it I felt like I was meant to learn. Then a new local gym opened up and it was small, it was new, and the owner was friendly every time I messaged with my hundreds of questions. I was nervous, a piece of me was scared to “roll around” with guys, not sure if it would trigger anything, not sure how comfortable I would feel. I decided to try his Womens Only class first, the class right after was with the guys and girls, they had an odd number and I was convinced to stay. That’s when I fell in love with this facility. The guys cared about teaching me, they were caring, funny, and non-intimidating individuals. I found my family. I came to find out that my small size is actually beneficial in different ways when it comes to this sport, the sport was made for small people. Size doesn’t matter (well maybe a little). 

I am always posting about why women need to join the sport, and I’m sure people don’t really understand why I push for women so hard, but this is why. You never think you’ll need to know how to defend yourself from an attack until you’re placed in that situation and you realize you can’t fight. Had I known even the simple move of shrimping, I could have pushed him away from me, punched and kicked and ran. Could I have known how to trap him while I was on my back I could have made him unconscious with enough time to run. In this day and age with so much violence on women, so many assaults, I have such a strong passion to get women involved with Jiu-Jitsu. 

I know people have worse stories than mine, I’m not looking for any pity, I’m not looking for any attention, I’m simply looking to encourage women to try something new, something that could save their life. Self defense classes are cool and all, but taking a 2 hour self defense class will not save you. You will not retain what you learned if you’re attacked. You need muscle memory, you need to have practiced the movements repeatedly and against someone who’s bigger than you. You need to train. 

So this is my chance to share my journey through this sport, to share my experiences from every end the good and the bad. My way of encouraging women to join the sport. Men as well because violence happens to every one. I hope I can impact at least one person to try the sport out and to fall in love with the sport I am in love with. 

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I found a new alignment chart.

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rb to have ur blog signed by queen

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It’s bri, I promise

I just love ‘39

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new four temperaments are clown, 80s, cowboy, and goth.

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Tbh, I absolutely admire that every member of Queen is a bitch, but all in their own unique ways.

Look at them. All bitches. Royal bitches.

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found these in the bargain section of my local barnes and noble, good shit 👌

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asmr videos w/ loud as fuck intros are the bane of my existence

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“Bryan Cranston: I had people tell me, “Oh, Skyler, I hate that character!” I found that fascinating, so I would ask, why? “Oh, she’s getting in the way! She’s questioning you! She’s preventing you from doing your thing!” So, she’s preventing me from creating this disastrous, evil drug that fuels addiction and brings down local society? And you’re mad at her for that? And because she wants the truth from her husband and she’s concerned about protecting her children? And all of a sudden they go, “Oh, shit. Yeah.” It was fascinating how the show worked on people.”

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‘IT HAD NEVER BEEN DONE ON TELEVISION BEFORE’: THE ORAL HISTORY OF BREAKING BAD

to be called out by bryan cranston for unreasonably hating skyler must be the scariest fuckin thing LMAO

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as someone who writes and wants to draw her characters, i suffer from an insatiable urge to collect notebooks like a crow hoarding shiny things

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Anybody else do their best writing at work or is it just me?

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yo these splatfest ink colors are basically just the chicken vs. egg colors, but sparkly

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BOOYAH ME BACK YOU PUNK ASSES, FROSTYFEST ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR