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My teammates and mentors are a very intellectual bunch, they can name all different species of butterflies, exotic animals and wildflowers during our field trip!!!

and thanks uncle mike for introducing me the name of the butterfly we've been seeing almost the whole winter -jezebel leaves !! :>

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what if?

a lot of things have been puzzling me lately and also me realizing that I have the tendency to think of every possible worst-case scenario that would happen when I need to make a new choice/big decision, eg. -what if I didn't pass my probation for my new role but I've already paid my deposit for my new apartment?

-what if my housemate leaves me when we move out together? what if my new housemate is too reliant on me? will I find a decent housemate if my housemate leaves me?

-what if he leaves me, what should I do after?

...

tbh, I don't even know why do I ask all these questions to myself, the issues are always tied up with money anyway...

which I do not have...

which is also kinda pathetic...

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Fantasia (1940) dir. David D. Hand, Hamilton Luske and Wilfred Jackson

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Fantasia (1940) dir. David D. Hand, Hamilton Luske and Wilfred Jackson

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Skating 1-3

1st Day- 26/12/23

#Surfskate We learned

前脚中心

2nd Day- 2/12/23

#Push and relax

3rd Day- 2/1/24

#Learned TicTac

-relaxing when bending down

Practiced pushing and also tictac (left +right) on skate board

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成長的路上似乎越來越孤單,

但我害怕的不是孤單，

我怕的是失去一個人面對事情的勇氣

PS. INFJ 好像不適合談戀愛

1.1.2024

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I should keep writing

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hello tumblr, i came back as a kpop stan. i can’t believe this either. but enjoy this pic of onew from shinee and I also hope you’re happy today! <3

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“I hope you live without the need to dominate, and without the need to be dominated. I hope you are never victims, but I hope you have no power over other people. And when you fail, and are defeated, and in pain, and in the dark, then I hope you will remember that darkness is your country, where you live, where no wars are fought and no wars are won, but where the future is. Our roots are in the dark; the earth is our country. Why did we look up for blessing — instead of around, and down? What hope we have lies there. Not in the sky full of orbiting spy-eyes and weaponry, but in the earth we have looked down upon. Not from above, but from below. Not in the light that blinds, but in the dark that nourishes, where human beings grow human souls.”

—

Ursula K. Le Guin, “A Left-Handed Commencement Address” (Mills College, 1983)

this passage planted itself in my consciousness when i was 24, and 10 years later, it informs so much of my approach to living, thinking, creating.

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I want to be mentally ok

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If you wear a dress and you have an animal sidekick you’re a princess.

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via weheartit.

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The 1975 - Guys (Official Video)

my favorite song from their latest NOACF, aslo the last song in their album..

the feels the tunes are all on point, and somehow also reminded me of some good friendships I made...

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what’s ur job

i work at the sperm bank incinerating cum from anyone under 6 ft

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Hey, you are loved.

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Everyone can say “sorry” easily, but not everyone can be sincerely sorry anyway.