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I get people are standing with Scott because of the doxxing and harassment he’s going through. But are we just going to forget that he deliberately donated to anti LGBT charities. Donations that put other people’s lives in danger. It’s questionable if he knew about it or not. Because he did donate to other charities that help minorities I’m pretty sure of. 

I don’t care if he’s republican, or conservative. But his actions aren’t justifiable. So this whole #standwithScott is confusing. 

What’s also confusing is that people are calling this cancel culture. Uh, he got exposed for wrongful donations. Whose cancelling him? People who decide to just no longer like FNAF? Okay? They have every right to. Tons of people stopped liking that game after 2016, some people grew up and stopped enjoying it. Some people didn’t like the lore and left.

I wish we could’ve figured out about these donations without someone having to doxx him for it. But it is what it is.

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Watching people pee their pants about a few jokes being chanced is infuriating. How does changing like, 3 lines minimum of dialouge take away the cHarM of sam and max? The charm (in my opinion) lies in their personalities and how they act towards each other and everyone else. They have some nerve calling everyone snowflakes but then turn around to complain about a few cut out jokes. Oh and they're review bombing...Nice.

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Unsure if I have APD (Auditory processing disorder) But, I remember when I was a wee child (Honestly not that young) And my mom took me to the hosptial because she thought I had hearing loss because she would talk to me and I just wouldn't respond, or interpret it wrong. I was completely fine, but I still have similar issues except my right ea r likes to make a strange static noise when someone talks too loud. And it makes my hearing completely go bye bye, or makes me cry? (Not because I'm sad but it affects my sinuses)

IDK if it's tinnitus, because I got my ears cleaned out and it literally did nothing...Anyways I kinda realize when I hear backgrounds noises It's hard to hear sometimes, because I'm too focused on it, and accents are hard to hear or old people because they just slur so much I can't understand them. My siblings and my parents would understand my grandpa so clearly and I would be like. "wheat??"

This isn't APD but I also tend to space out sometimes and miss some things you said, and sometimes I quickly forget what you said.

And then watching films my mom hates it when I put on subtitles because they're distracting...Lady for YOU maybe? But for me? A complete Godsend I love captions/subtitles. People talk so quietly, with loud noise going in the background, or sometimes their words just sound extremely slurred.

I especially can't understand you if there's a certain trigger noise going on in the background and I can't focus anymore.

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Culture Shock: 2006/2020

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Something about seeing christians having "visions" of Donald Rump becoming president and God telling them it's going to happen only for Joe to win. Is satisfying but in the back of my mind I hear. "What if Trump did win? And it's all a lie?"

But I mean other prophecies christians had didn't come true...

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Does anyones teet tickles when they eat certain foods. For instance, mint flavored oreos, mcdonalds apple pie, they make my teeth itch or tickle.

Or when you touch something you get dizzy, OR i cannot stand the texture of magazine paper, paperback books, or (wet) paper plates. They make my hands feel hot and like its sticking to my fingers. And makes me dizzy.

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I got diagnosed with ASD/autism, but it just doesn't feel like it. And I just feel terrible like an imposter....(i had to insert an among us pun sorry)

I know autism varies, and honestly I think my ADHD overcrowds it. I get hyperfixated over things really fast, like cartoons and space are my bigggest interests. I fidget in uncomfortable situations but I can't tell what stimming exactly is. I get excited and raise my hands up or wiggle my fingers but everyone does that??

So I don't really know. I suck at making eye contact. I'm sensitive to some sounds, and it makes me extremely anxious or sometimes I might start crying or have a breakdown. I think i'm touch sensitive? Touching paperback books, magazine paper, wet paper plates, or my hands are wet touching paper plates, I just cringe it's so uncomfortable. And other things I touch make me dizzy I have no idea why. Is that vertigo?

I am bad at social cues, and I don't like socalizing. Making friends make me nervous because people are so different I always feel like I'm faking it.

I am a big foodie I love all foods. I'm not a fan of wet foods (Not icecream) but I still eat it just if I had a choice I wouldn't.

I get emotional over small things though. I have a pillow pet for like 11 years and once my mom sat on it and I cried. My mask fell on the ground and I almost cried. I got a hyperfixation over an MLP toy and someone at school stepped on her and I died on the inside. Also other things that aren't personal to me like a slight change of plans.

I don't like bright lights, I usually keep my head down when walking and I noticed when I was younger I squinted a lot and a teacher yelled at me for it.

Spaces like malls make me nervous, you'll never see me at a party not with all the bass. Or all those sweaty people moving around touching you. Speaking of touching, I don't like when people touch me.

I use to get really angry every time my sister would, or when I was younger every time my mom would touch me I would shy away or say it hurts.

I don't get that many breakdowns, and it's either from me concelling my emotions because it's a strict household. Usually I feel myself about to burst but I just have to remember that no one cares if you have a breakdown or not.

This sounds like regular human behavior to me. I feel like since I don't avoid certain foods because of the texture, have toys to squish, stim, lack of creativity, wanting to make friends, great memory, I'm not really autisitc. I'm just there.

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Shiro.

Found with no art credit.

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max is peak character design but sometimes he looks like this

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choose ur fighter

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due to popular demand I actually went and made the compilation. four and a half minutes of only the gayest subtext. ENJOY!!!

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Some Christian: I just had a vision, a prophecy that Jesus is coming back save yourselves!

Me internally: :'D don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.

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I hate it when you tell people you aren't christian and they be like "God loves you!" or "Jesus is coming back you'll regret it." "All the events are unfolding!!!"

THIS, is fear inducing. I wasn't raised to be a christian out of fear, but I know that's how some other people are. And honestly this is probably why, they're basically threatening us. And saying God loves you is extremely manipulative.

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So, asking my mother again why God won't kill Lucy and she says it's because "God wants to give people time to turn to him." I've pondered about this, and this doesn't really need to happen. First off Lucy is never going to be killed, he'll just be trapped. Which basically seperates evil from Earth. If God did this in the first place, where evil was seperated won't that mean that the world will be good, we don't have to worry about being evil, illnesses etc.

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Yall think I can pray to kill me and he would? He didn't listen to my last prayers where I was crying and begging for help.

Because ya know, whats the point of living if I'm not living for him? But oh wait, I know it's because he wants me to learn a lesson or something, so when im at my lowest and realize he was there for me all along I'll turn to him, because that's how it usually goes right?

I can't standem this anymore honestly, kinda wish I didn't exist right now :/